Chapter 164 No more questions

At first, she didn't understand, but now she understands it, fortunately, Li Yan knows that she loves her, and she will not speculate on her with unbearable thoughts, otherwise according to his previous suspicion of his father and eldest brother's heart, this time she will easily check the Chen family's accounts with such words, and he can't guarantee that she thinks she is using him, but in fact she is still filthy.

Wei Luan breathed a long sigh of relief, and was really inexplicably relieved.

Taking advantage of this time, Li Yan's heart flashed more thoughts.

Now Wei Luan also knows that he sent someone back to Beijing to investigate the past, but he doesn't know what he is investigating, he just relies on his affection, and in the past ten years, he has never lied to her, and if she lied for a while, she didn't ask much, so she believed it.

Li Yan was really uneasy, and finally lied, once he was exposed in the future, he would be even more embarrassed, and Wei Luan would be even more difficult to forgive him.

Originally, she was just disrespectful to her biological mother, but now that she was deceiving, she would become more and more angry.

And Wei Luan's attitude, it is obviously impossible to easily put aside this matter and not ask, but I am afraid that when the person sent to the capital by Zhao Falcon has a reply, she will be the first to ask.

Instead of thinking of a lot of rhetoric to deceive her at that time, it is better to take this opportunity to talk about it, and simply tell her that she doesn't have to ask again in the future, and save so much trouble.

His mind flashed, and he had already opened his mouth: "Ah Luan, leave all the things to me this time, you won't interfere anymore, can it be done?" ”

Maybe Li Yan had never opened such a mouth before, and Wei Luan was stunned at the moment.

She swallowed her saliva and looked over in disbelief: "Do you think that there are too many things I don't understand, and sometimes you have a hard time explaining, so it's better to tell me to just put my hand away and leave it alone." You can handle it properly, and you won't let me be wronged, I just asked, you are also happy to be at ease, otherwise you have to take care of my emotions and feelings? ”

When she finished speaking, she looked at Li Yan's face sank, much darker than before, and sighed to herself: "I don't have a conscience to say this, you don't think so, from childhood to adulthood, you don't think I'm a burden, no matter if I did something wrong, or got into trouble, you are willing to carry the black pot for me." But when you say something like this time, it will inevitably make me feel more distracted. It's not that I don't believe you, it's just that the words I say are not good, don't take it to heart. ”

When did they get to this point?

In the past, there was nothing to talk about, and there would be no suspicions, no matter what was said or done, I was worried about the good of the other party.

But Li Yan can often feel it recently, Wei Luan doesn't know when he started, he has a lot of doubts and worries, he doesn't know where these worries come from, she still looks happy every day, but if something happens, she is easy to be distracted and will be cranky.

The more chaotic thoughts flashed through her mind, and her suspicions became even worse.

In fact, she said that she believed him, but she comforted herself, and she was afraid that he would not be useful in his heart after listening to these words, and he would make the two lives more and more separated.

She didn't want to accumulate over time, the rift between the two of them was getting worse and worse, but most of the time she couldn't control her mouth.

It hurts people without intention, but it always hurts the most.

Li Yan sighed: "Ah Luan, what happened to you, why did it suddenly become like this overnight?" ”

Wei Luan himself was stunned.

Li Yan didn't notice it, but he never said it.

She still just shook her head.

How do you say this, and where do you start?

Tell him, the Wei Luan in front of you is not the Wei Luan of the past for a long time?

She was reborn, such words are simply appalling, Rao is Li Yan, and it sounds like she is only afraid of treating her as a monster, or when she is angry and sleepy, will she be frightened and don't say it, but she will definitely not believe it.

How can you speak when you know that he won't believe it?

Besides

Wei Luan lowered his head and pursed the corners of his lips tightly.

She died at the hands of his imperial brother in her previous life, which was very ruthless, wanting her life and her Wei family to be defeated.

She didn't know what the Wei family had done to offend the emperor, and she could make the Son of Heaven have such a murderous intention, and to this day, she still can't figure it out, so she can only blame it on Li Yan's difference in her and provoked the anger of the Son of Heaven.

But these are things that must not be talked to Li Yan.

Li Yan loves her, and she also loves Li Yan deeply, but is it wrong to fall in love?

Wei Luan finally raised his head and looked into Li Yan's worries at a glance: "I can't say it, but I always feel insecure, although you protect me all the time, I can always rely on you, but I just feel empty in my heart, no one to settle, this feels very uncomfortable, but it's not your problem, it's my own problem." ”

She pursed her lips again, "Do you see if I've been screwing my life lately?" In the past, Qi Niang often persuaded me that I must be able to think about being a man, and if I live this life, I can't think about everything, that is, I can't get along with myself, I can see everything openly, and live happily is better than anything else. These days, I have been worried about a lot of things, some things, in the eyes of Qi Niang, I should not have intervened, she also told me, Guo Hui is easy to hurt Li Yan, people become smart, they will always feel uneasy, don't you feel like this? ”

Her little face was wrinkled, and her eyebrows were furrowed.

In fact, these words are not perfunctory to Li Yan, but she sincerely thinks so.

It's like Song Yi's thing.

If it weren't for the fact that she had relived her life and really become smarter, it was also because she knew that Song Yi was not a good person, how could there be that incident in the Song family's garden last time? If not, Qin Lingxin would not have left her with such a jade pendant when he left Qizhou

Speaking of which, it's all because of the word smart, no wonder Qi Niang would say something like that to her later.

Li Yan was obviously displeased when he heard those four words, and his face sank: "Did she tell you like this?" ”

She smiled bitterly and persuaded him: "Qi Niang treats me as well as a thousand things, and it is not wrong for her to say this, but you put on a look of asking for guilt." ”

"It's not that I'm going to talk about you, you've never looked up to this nurse too much, but in the end, she's just a minion, the master's business, where is there anyone who is a slave to meddle and take care of it? It's really the master's money, and he wants to pinch you everywhere. The more he said, the more angry he naturally became, "You don't want to listen to you, look down on her like this, lift her up, just for her to milk you, make you bigger?" ”

"Li Yan." Wei Luan sank and said in a heavy voice, "My mother gave birth to me and I had a difficult birth, and Qi Niang is like half of my own mother." What's more, she was the person my mother chose, Qi Niang said, my father and mother have been cautious everywhere since she was pregnant with me, and my mother didn't even take half a step in her own courtyard at that time. ”

The speaker has no intention, but the listener has the intention.

Mrs. Sun was pregnant back then, and after she became pregnant, she didn't even take half a step out of the courtyard gate

Li Yan snorted twice: "Are these all what Qi Niang told you?" ”

Wei Luan sighed, and Li Yan saw her hesitation, so she repeated her words again: "After Mrs. Sun became pregnant, she didn't even go out of the courtyard gate, this is what Qi Niang told you personally?" ”

She replied, "I'll ask you something." Qi Niang said, my mother was reluctant to go out at that time, lest others collide, when I was pregnant with me, I was no longer young, so I was extra careful, and last time she said that she leaked her mouth, and inadvertently said, after my mother had me, even the family affairs were all put away, and all the feeds in the house were handed over to my mother to handle, sometimes a person sat alone in front of the window, and most of the day passed, until my father came home from the outside when he was busy with things, and the two of them closed the door to talk, which was better. But if I ask carefully, she can't say clearly, and the father and mother will talk to themselves behind closed doors, and they will never ask the servants below to serve and listen. ”

But that's not right.

Wei Luan is not Mrs. Sun's first child, even if she is older and has so many doctors who have carefully cared for her, why would she give the inner house to the Zhang family?

He had heard people say in the past that this Mrs. Sun's rare good temperament was that the Zhang family entered the door of the Wei family as a flat wife and gave birth to a son.

But according to him, no matter how good his temper is, he does not have such authority to hand it over voluntarily.

Zhang's background is better than her, with the support of the Yangzhou Zhang family standing behind her, and a son under her knees to rely on, is it possible to conceive a child, and even the last little thing left in her hand has been given to others?

Besides, Wei Luan said that he was sitting alone under the window, and half a day had passed, which sounded even more suspicious.

Li Yan couldn't help but look at Wei Luan twice, thinking about the rumors outside, looking at her eyebrows and eyes at this time, she was still looking at the country, but when Wei Ye's face appeared in his mind, compared with the two, the father and daughter really had no similarity.

He doesn't see Wei Yuan much on weekdays, but at the Wei family banquet, or when he goes to look for Wei Luan, he always occasionally takes a look, and now that he thinks about it, there are more than three or five points similar to Wei Ye's eyebrows and eyes, not to mention Wei Ziqi, there is only Wei Luan, there is really only Wei Luan

Li Yan gasped, and his heart sank more and more.

He was short of breath, and he didn't hide it, Wei Luan immediately heard it, and looked sideways: "What's wrong?" ”

He hurriedly shook his head: "It's nothing, I just think that Mrs. Sun loves you very much." ”

She muttered: "I think so too, how can there be a mother in the world who doesn't love children." Dad always said that my mother and I were almost carved out of the same mold, and if my mother was alive, she would definitely like it when she saw me, and she would naturally spoil me to the sky. I often think that my father has spoiled me like this all these years, and he has also spoiled me for my mother. ”

She said so, but when she remembered Li Yan's previous words, she was not confident enough.

Wei Luan didn't want him to say those hurtful things again, even if it was likely to be the truth, she didn't want to listen to it.

People say that loyalty is contrary to words, but now she can be regarded as completely understood.

So she touched the tip of her nose with her backhand, and diverted the conversation again: "I haven't said anything serious yet, but I have asked me to talk away." You said earlier that I wouldn't care about this incident, because you were afraid that I would know something? Or are you afraid that I will be confused for a while and something will happen? ”

"It's not that you're afraid that you know something or something bad, with me, what can you do badly? It's a bad deal, I don't say it, who dares to say half a word about you? Li Yan lifted his eyelids, "I just think you've been too worried lately." Didn't I say that? It's like this overnight. Originally, I was thinking that I should find an opportunity to take you out for a walk, even if I don't go far, I just go to the suburbs of Beijing to take a walk, see the mountains, see the water, feel comfortable, don't want so many messy things, people will naturally be more energetic. There was Sun Chang's case again, and then there was this turmoil in Huzhou, I can't take you to relax, but I can't bear to see you blindly tired. ”

He raised his hand and landed on top of her head, ruffling her braids: "I told you to put your hands away and stop care, because I can handle it properly, not to mention that your eldest brother is here." It's about your Wei family, he is the eldest son of the Wei family, and it should be his turn to worry about it, and it's not your turn. I know it's hard to tell you to be a heartless person, but I don't know about it, but I just don't want to see you get involved again, and now it's not like there's no one to share it for you."

He dragged out the tail note and slowly withdrew his hand: "I said that I can shelter you from the wind and rain, but that's not just an empty word, if I can't even calm down such a small wind and rain for you, how can I protect you?" ”

He was a bit like he was competing with himself, and Wei Luan couldn't help but feel distressed when he heard it.

She worries a lot, not because she really has to work hard, but because she is really afraid, she wants to know everything clearly, even if she can't do anything, but she no longer wants to be ignorant and ignorant, until she dies, she doesn't know anything.

But what she didn't expect was that her words and deeds would affect Li Yan like this.

Wei Luan was silent, thought deeply for a long time, and finally nodded, and agreed to Li Yan's request: "I listen to you, don't ask about this matter anymore, the slave you sent to Beijing will reply in the future, you just take care of you, and when the investigation is clear, it will be the same with me." I also promise you that I will try my best not to worry so much, and to relax and calm my mind, and although it is difficult to keep my ears open to the outside world, at least I will try not to be so suspicious. ”

She pursed her lips slightly, barely raised an arc, and pulled a smile to Li Yan: "These days, you are worried about me." ”

Li Yan was ashamed in his heart, his worries and concerns were sincere, but now that he said it, he was always infected with deception and perfunctory, and her sincere response to him made him more and more embarrassed.

He coughed out embarrassedly: "It's not worth anything, as long as you are good, as long as the two of us can be good all the time, it will pass, all of this will pass." ”

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