Chapter 156: How Do You Calm Me Down?
Worst!
Without hesitation, he immediately turned back to the lake and got into the car. turned the front of the car and drove in the direction where Tang Wanning disappeared, hoping to catch up with which car.
In a taxi.
"Miss, where are you going?" The driver glanced at Tang Wanning in the rearview mirror.
"Whatever." Tang Wanning replied expressionlessly, looking into the distance, looking hollow.
"Wherever I should go, out of the city or into the city, east or west? If I take you where you don't want to go, you're going to be upset......"
Tang Wanning was upset when she heard this, stopped the car, paid for the car, and walked into the rape field on the side of the road alone, before the spring was warm. The rape flowers have not yet bloomed, and they are barren.
She sat on the field stalk in a daze.
From morning to sunset, time turns to fingertip sand, flowing slowly or exhaustively.
Every word and every note that the fifth aunt said made her feel extremely ridiculous, but the terrifying intuition whispered in her ear over and over again: This may be true! Tang Wanning: This may be true!
She tried to shake away this terrifying instinct, and used her own calm, rationality. Tolerance, peace, and wisdom came to excuse him, telling himself that Ou Muye had not returned, and that everything was not a foregone conclusion. Most likely, Kasha's trick, if she believed it, she would have lost, she could never have lost on such a mentally retarded idiot, ridiculous scam that was obvious at a glance.
But----
What if it's true?
The trembling in her heart was accompanied by the overwhelming silence that buried her to the bottom of the sea in an instant.
As the sun set, her eyes showed his gentle eyebrows and deep, heavenly voice, and she felt like a poor creature struggling in the water, and she sank by accident. Only keep fluttering, full of strength. As for the result, she has made an appointment for sadness in her heart, and she has a great feeling of not shedding tears when she doesn't see the coffin.
It was getting dark.
Darkness is coming as scheduled, and no one can stop it.
Ou Mu dined above the clouds at night.
Ou Qingyuan looked for Tang Wanning for a day, and went to any place he could inquire, but there was no one who could find her.
If a person is determined to hide, how difficult it is to find it.
He didn't tell anyone in his family, nor did he inform the Tang family.
Fortunately, I didn't pay attention to Wanning's movements.
Late at night.
Tang Wanning returned to the Ou family.
She originally wanted to go to Gu Jiatian or Mina, but thinking about it, she still returned to the Ou family and didn't want to come back, but she still felt that she had to come back here.
Ou Qingyuan received a call from the security guard and learned that Tang Wanning had gone home, so he hurried back.
He came to her room and knocked lightly on the door twice.
"I slept!" Tang Wanning's tired voice came from inside.
Ou Qingyuan put his hand down and left the room.
He was relieved to hear her voice.
Tang Wanning couldn't sleep, she got up before dawn and went out of the house, her mind was rummaging over and over again to accept the bombing, almost on the verge of forcing herself to collapse, when she learned that Tang Beichen was married, she was also going to die like this, but this time it seemed to be more serious, the only thing that made her feel that there was still hope was that she hadn't heard Ou Muye say it in person, just like a plane crash, before she found it, there was always hope.
After pouring a cup of coffee, she ate a piece of bread and went to work at the company.
She came early, and no one saw her ghostly appearance.
When she came to the office, she threw her bag on the table, went to the bathroom and washed her face with cold water, and suddenly, there was a cramping pain in her lower abdomen.
This kind of pain is very familiar to her, and it is the menstrual cramps that she will have every time she comes to menstruation.
Tang Wanning ran inside holding her stomach and took off her underwear, which was covered with red blood.
In an instant, the heart seemed to be entangled in a slippery and damp octopus, and the tighter and tighter it became, the eyes were inexplicably red, and the throat was stuffed and almost gasped.
She laughed at herself with red eyes: "Wow, it's really the right time!" ”
50 percent fear can't be added to 50 percent failure, it's 100 percent despair.
Sitting on the toilet, her eyes were very red and red, but she couldn't cry, her chest was like a balloon that was blown to the extreme, and it could explode anytime and anywhere, if she could, she wanted to flush herself down the toilet.
Holding her head, she sat for two hours at a time.
Anyway, this floor is all men, and no one will come to the women's bathroom.
The express delivery came, and Ou Muye explained that the delivery must be delivered to Tang Wanning by hand, but waiting and waiting was not waiting for Tang Wanning to come back, and in the end, Lan Baiguang took the lead and signed for Tang Wanning.
Ou Muye arrived at the airport at noon.
He looked at the time, estimated that Tang Wanning had already received the express delivery at this time, he asked the driver to go directly to the company, thinking of Tang Wanning, his mouth turned upward, but when he thought of another thing, his green eyes sank all the way to the bottom.
Arriving at the company, he took the elevator to the top floor and walked straight to Downing's office.
"Tuk tuk ----" he knocked on the door twice.
There was no one in it for a long time, but they brought in the blue cypress light.
"President," Lan Baiguang walked in front of him, "You're back!" ”
"Well," Ou Muye nodded, and asked again, "Isn't Madame inside?" ”
"Yes, despite her bag on the table, she should have been here and gone elsewhere, by the way, I signed for it and put it on Madame's desk." Lan Baiguang answered him truthfully and respectfully.
Ou Muye opened the door, it was indeed empty, the black bag was resting on the table, and next to it was the express package.
He turned and ordered, "You go and look for her." ”
"Yes, I'll go now, then the president, if you don't go back to the office, find it and I'll let you know." Lan Baiguang will only obey Ou Muye from the inside, just like letting him go to the bar to find it now, he doesn't know where to find it.
They walked out one after the other.
Tang Wanning also happened to drag her steps listlessly.
Ou Muye saw her as soon as he went out.
The two of them met very suddenly in a situation that they didn't expect from each other, which was neither romantic nor sweet, but more of a surprise.
Lan Baiguang walked away with great interest.
"Wife, where did you go?" Ou Muye walked towards her with a gentle smile and stretched out his arms to hug her.
As she imagined, with the smell of returning from the dust, the smile is charming and intoxicating, everything is as imagined, Ou Muye is still Ou Muye, his arms are hers, he is her husband, but a sense of alienation from the depths of her heart makes her feel that everything is not real.
Tang Wanning gently pushed him away and walked into the office: "I'll go to the bathroom!" "The birds are dying.
She walked over to the table, tossed her bag and delivery aside, and sat down.
Ou Muye followed in, closed the door with his hand, and saw that she was in a bad mood, her complexion looked very bad, he sat on her desk, bent over, and gently pinched her chin: "What's wrong?" Is there anything upset about? ”
He asked naturally.
Tang Wanning leaned back and broke away from his hand.
"Unhappy?" She pursed her lips and smiled, pretending to be relaxed and said, "A lot, for example, I found out that I had my period!" Ou Muye's pupils dilated, and comforted her: "It's okay, let's continue to work hard, and there will be next month." ”
Tang Wanning lowered her head and smiled lonely: "I'm not pregnant, maybe I'm the kind of physique that is very difficult to conceive or maybe---- I won't have children at all." ”
"Wanning ----" Ou Muye took her hand: "Why are you so pessimistic?" It's me and not you, maybe my sperm didn't get you pregnant. ”
He thought that saying this would soothe her, but he didn't know that at this time he said something, it was like digging open her wound and rubbing salt on it, not sprinkling but rubbing, and her nerves were ruptured by the pain.
Tang Wanning opened her mouth and wanted to ask him about it, but when the words came to her mouth, she changed: "I'm hungry, let's go eat!" ”
"Okay!" Ou Muye pulled her up from her position, and he could see that she had something to ask him, but he didn't ask for some reason.
The two went to eat Cantonese food.
In the box, they ate silently, maintaining harmony on the surface, but hiding their hearts and minds.
Ou Muye observed a meal, and he had a little bottom in his heart, and he wiped the corners of his mouth lightly: "Wanning, do you have something to ask me?"
"Do you have something to tell me?" Tang Wanning asked him rhetorically.
"How do you know what you're thinking without asking me?" Ou Muye's smile was a little vague.
Tang Wanning put the chopsticks down: "Ou Muye, why do you want to probe my mouth step by step, you make me feel so cold, you ask me what I want to ask you, I really ----" Taking a deep breath, she felt that she was about to suffocate: "I really can't open this mouth to ask my husband such dirty things, but now you don't need to ask, because you have already answered me, you know that when you said just now that it may be that you have a problem with your sperm, do you know how I feel?" Do you know what it feels like when I feel like what I'm hearing is true and my period comes? ”
She tried to suppress her frustration and stared at him, desperate with no way out.
When people face a major blow again, they either run away from reality and go crazy, or they just soberly grit their teeth and persevere, she really wants to go crazy, she doesn't want to face it.
Ou Muye sat upright, maintaining an expression and a posture, her pain was so naked in his eyes, nailed into his heart, and his heart was also very painful at this moment.
He lowered his eyes to cover up a piece of time: "Maybe you should go back and open the courier first." ”
"Maybe you should give me a divorce agreement directly, Ou Muye, we're finished!" Tang Wanning knew very well that if the matter was true, the only thing she could do was to leave.
"Wanning, I won't divorce you, no matter what, I can confess to you." He didn't say no.
"Whatever the reason, I can't accept this result, and you won't confess it to me, I don't want to hear it." Tang Wanning gritted her teeth with a resolute expression.
Ou Muye still said to herself: "On the day Yunshang confirmed that she was pregnant, Mommy called me, she said that Kasha was seriously ill, and she wanted me to go to France to see her, Kasha's father also called me, hoping that I would go over, Yu Qing, I am friends with Kasha, Yu Li, I am partners with her father, our two families are world friends, I can't go, when I arrived in France, I immediately went to the hospital, Kasha has a rare bone marrow disease, if it is not treated, she will be paralyzed within three years, The best way to get the result of the expert consultation is the bone marrow transplant, Kasha's parents' bone marrow test out is not matched, the only chance left is her child's bone marrow, but Kasha doesn't even have a boyfriend, how to have a baby, she learned that her parents plan to let her undergo artificial insemination, and it is a strange man, she gave up the treatment, her parents are very anxious, my mother has been convincing me, they begged me for several days, hoping that I can donate sperm, Kasha's father knelt down for me, Wanning, I know Kasha she likes me, I shouldn't have said yes, but if you're in that environment, the doctor, the disinfectant, the crying parents, full of despair and death, I'm not soft-hearted, but I think it's sick, she's my friend, I want to save her, and I signed an agreement with Kasha's father, and the child has nothing to do with me in the future, he knows that I have a family, he knows how to do it, Wanning, I don't know who leaked the secret before you, but I promise, I didn't betray you. ”
He was mentally prepared that she would quarrel with him about this kind of thing, but since he had done it, he would take it all for it.
Tang Wanning sat there and sighed: "I should congratulate Kasha on finally succeeding in his plan this time, I am convinced, I have nothing to say, you are a great hero who saves the suffering, you did the right thing, the only regret is to marry me, a woman who can't have children and has a small belly, divorce!"
She stood up and walked out.
Ou Muye hurriedly got up and went over to intercept her: "Wanning, I know you will be angry, go back with me to calm down, Kasha is really sick, and I told Kasha's parents that the child will not be able to come to China in the future, and it has nothing to do with me." ”
"Slap ----" Tang Wanning slapped him, and her anger ignited her lungs: "If that child is born, it is your blood flowing in the veins, it was born by you and Kasha, yes, this is the only blood relationship in the world that cannot be broken, one day she will come back to you with the child in her arms, how can I calm down, Ou Muye I can't think of a reason for this marriage to continue for the afternoon." ”
"I'm still saying that, I won't divorce you." Ou Muye's words were very resolute.
"I'll sue for divorce unilaterally!" Tang Wanning was equally resolute to go.
"Can you beat me?"
"Always try!"
Ou Muye hooked the corners of her mouth and hugged her waist: "You just try, Tang Wanning, you will always be my woman, always, forever, always my Ou Muye's woman." ”
He couldn't let go of her, because he knew that if he relaxed a little, she would slip away from his world without a trace.
Tang Wanning gritted her teeth and coagulated her blood into a knife: "I once wanted to be with you forever, but I don't want to do it now, Ou Muye, you don't know me too well." ”