An Lixu didn't speak, quietly waiting for the following.

"Because I'm afraid!" Xia Yu seemed to suddenly turn on some kind of switch, tears suddenly welled up, during this time, she was depressed, and she only whispered and vaguely faced any inquiries, and now she finally didn't have to endure it anymore.

"In Japan...... Every morning, I was overwhelmed by fear...... So I'm working on it every day...... Hold your horses...... Because I know it's not my fault...... But it's ......."

The twenty-three-year-old girl said intermittently, as if sorry for her gaffe, "but I didn't have any courage there...... Because you're not there......"

"I'm sorry ......"

The tears could not be stopped.

Fool, what are you apologizing. An Lixu took her into his arms in distress, closed his eyes and kissed her forehead, and secretly swore in his heart, I will not let anyone hurt you again, including me.

"I'm sorry, I'm useless, I'll only rely on others...... Always just run away from ...... I'm sorry......" She trembled and cried so ugly.

An Lixu hugged her tighter.

"An Lixu......" Xia Yu was stunned for a moment, and after realizing An Lixu's emotions, she stopped talking, slowly stretched out her hand, and hugged him heavily.

As soon as those words were spoken, An Lixu relaxed. He shrugged his shoulders and gradually returned to his Japanese color. He placed his hands on Xia Yu's shoulders, forcing the two to look at each other.

An Lixu's eyes were hot and bold, and the words of love that had never been said before were all erupted through the courage of coming out at this moment.

"I'm really glad that it's you who likes it, and it has to be you, An Lixu. Because only you can not abandon me and not give up. ”

"What if I said I really almost gave up tonight."

"You won't." Xia Yu laughed, her eyes full of confidence, "I have this confidence." And if you really give up, I'll be stalking you too. I'm going to haunt you for the rest of my life. You can scold me, but don't leave me. Don't leave me, okay? Her voice grew lower and lower, and finally became a whisper that lingered in An Lixu's ears.

How greedy human nature was, what she had never wanted, and now that she had it, she wanted it to be more permanent, more dedicated, and preferably to be alone with her forever.

All of Xia Yu's strength and fighting spirit were tragically smoothed out as early as when she was studying in Japan, but now, in the ashes that had been dead in her heart for a long time, a small flame slowly ignited again.

I don't want to lose, so I have to fight for it!

Speak up! What are you waiting for?! Xia Yuzu !!

She pressed her forehead against An Lixu's shoulder, still grasping the other party's shoulder with both hands, repeating the last sentence over and over again.

Don't leave me, okay.

Good no good?

Tears were streaming down her face, clutching at his clothes. Like grasping a life-saving straw, he choked up: "Don't leave me, I only have you." ”

An Lixu never expected her to say such a thing, he tilted his head and sniffed.

It suddenly occurred to him that maybe this was really a bad fate that could not be solved in his life. No matter which of them is replaced by another person, it may end up being a sane goodbye, or an irrational old and dead not getting along.

He hates Xia Yu's fragility, but he loves Xia Yu's fragility. Hates her without saying goodbye, but loves her crazy attachment. This paradoxical love and hate can't be replaced by anyone. An Lixu thought, because only Xia Yu, only Xia Yu would no matter what happened, but in the end he would persistently catch up and hold his hand and make him turn back.