106. The state of life at this time

It seems that life is too comfortable now, and every day and night is not too refreshing, so now I am lost, I never hear my inner voice anymore, I don't know what I want anymore.

Although I can live as I want at this time, I gradually began to feel uneasy, but I only know that such a seemingly "beautiful" day is not the way I want to live the most, because it is a repetitive and absurd state at night, it is not my future, but I don't know how to change to make me stronger or how to forget my cowardly humanity.

Maybe I'm really impatient, just a kid who hasn't grown up with a three-minute heat.

Some people say that they are reluctant to me, and that meeting me is one of their biggest gains in Ningbo (or Fuyang or Yunnan);

Some people say that I want to accept the ordinary appearance with peace of mind and make good money, saying that this is the reality;

Some people told me that I could sell seafood as a part-time or start a small business so that I could find my own way in the future.

I think of the past, I remember that I always told myself to see the world more while I was young in the future, but at this time I always stranded for too many reasons, and then watched the time pass and dissipate little by little.

In fact, going to the Ruoergai Prairie in Sichuan or the Lijiang River in Guangxi only costs me more than half a month's salary, but am I still traveling alone?

Although I don't know where I'm going to go, who I'll meet or who I'll be with, my heart has never forgotten the cruise of my love, and that's your smiling face.

But no matter how big and far the world is, I haven't met anyone who can make me desperate to protect me at all times.

I can only silently wish everyone who has loved me a happy and happy life forever, because not disturbing is my last gentle treatment.

Let the memory remember me at my best, not the picture of my frequent frustration and sobbing after loss.

- This is the state of my life at this time (comfortable, confused, restless).

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