Chapter 68: Why didn't you say it sooner
When He Yuhe is free, he still often comes to read books, every time he orders a cup of coffee and tea, and then buys a little heart, sometimes he sits for a long time, and sometimes he just sits for a while and leaves.
It's just that every time I come over, I will say hello to Shu Yixin, and if I have time, I will also chat with each other a few more words. Slowly, they became acquainted with each other.
Anyway, everyone is young and has a common topic, so they will get acquainted quickly.
He Yuhe sometimes can't figure out why he came to the coffee bookstore, it can't be because he is addicted to the taste of coffee and tea, otherwise, how could he want to come and sit down for no reason, when he has his leisure.
Don't say that you are simple, you just want to come and see her, you want to know how she is doing, whether she is okay, or whether the coffee and tea here make you addicted.
At this time, he came over, and he felt a little inexplicable, obviously thinking about going back to the apartment, but in the end the car still drove here.
Thinking that she was here, she would come in and sit down for a while, and help her business by the way. Anyway, wherever you go to drink coffee is consumption, it is better to come to the place you like to stay and add tea to your favorite coffee.
Since he told his grandfather that day, He Yuhe has explained when he returns to the company, and the case about the land use right of the orphanage must continue to follow.
Because he has considered that if he can, he will hold it in his hand before using it for the time being. As for whether you want to develop or do something, let's talk about it then, because when the time comes, the right to use it is in your own hands, and you will have the right to say what you want to do.
Although I was reluctant to do such a thing, I always felt that it was not beneficial for the development of the company, but I decided to do it for the sake of my grandfather. Perhaps Grandpa decided to do this out of this consideration.
Let's not talk about it, what will develop there at that time, and it's not that I want to use it to give favors or something, at least take it in my own hands, and I can do whatever I want. The initiative is not in your own hands, and when the time comes, you will strive to do something, and you will ask to rely on others.
So after thinking about it again, I decided to grasp the land use right first. Although I can't say why, I always feel that I have to do it.
Because I promised at the beginning, the managers of other departments would give them an answer when the time came. So in the end, I replied that this is the case, regardless of whether the company wants to use the land or not, at least get the right to use it first.
After Lin Ya knew the news, she was not in a very good mood, because she didn't know who to discuss this matter with, and she didn't even need to tell Shu Yixin that the two of them lived together, but she didn't know how to talk about this matter.
After all, there is no need to worry about them, for the two of them, the meaning is very different, and both of them grew up there. At least she has a special feeling there, and at this time she knows that her company is also competing, and she has been hesitating whether to tell other people about this matter
But if you don't say anything, you always feel sorry for them. No matter what, the orphanage is also kind to itself, and it can't be so ungrateful.
On the other hand, I am worried that the people of the company will know that I have betrayed the company's information, and I will not even be able to keep my job at that time? It is precisely because of this that I am very entangled and don't know whether to say it or not.
On the one hand, it's my own work, and on the other hand, it's where I grew up. How you do it, no matter how you choose, you can't do it perfectly.
Lin Ya has been entangled in such things for several days, and sometimes she thinks like this, planning to get out, and leave the work side alone.
After all, the orphanage means more to me, how to say, it is also my own home, my own home, and now I have the rare ability to repay them, and I should repay it, but after I was banned by the company, I can no longer find such a job, so what should I do with my life at that time?
After living for so many years, I finally survived from the orphanage. The process is very sad, and sometimes, I am reluctant to change my current life, and I never want to go back to the orphanage to live.
Should I be selfish, I shouldn't have told anyone that my company also participated in this land competition.
Sometimes I feel that my conscience is not good, in short, the whole person is particularly contradictory.
Sometimes, although I am very reluctant to admit that I am an orphan, and it is impossible to tell the people around me that I am an orphan, I still have a special feeling for the orphanage.
Although I don't want to admit it, and I don't want to tell other people that I am an orphan, I can't deny that I grew up in an orphanage over the years, and it was the orphanage that gave me this condition to make me where I am today.
Occasionally, I will have such thoughts, and when I can repay, I will reciprocate, at least I have to thank the orphanage for raising me, and I can't be so ungrateful. You can hide it from other people and do other things in secret.
It's just that now things have developed to the point where even I can't control them, I'm just a small secretary, and I can't change the company's decisions at all. Why put yourself in a difficult situation, the orphanage is also emotional for yourself.
"Isn't there anything special happening lately, look like you seem to be absent-minded." It's rare for two people to be able to have a supper together and have such a time.
Shu Yixin could see that her mental state was not very good. No matter how I say that I grew up with her, I am still very familiar with her expression, and she is now contradictory to herself.
"There's nothing special going on, it's just a little bit of a bad mood." Lin Ya was still struggling with whether to tell her or not even at this time.
If you tell her at this moment, everyone around you will know about these things, then your identity will not be exposed soon.
I don't want my identity to be exposed, and I don't want to lose my job, after all, I worked hard to get this job, and I don't want to lose my rare good job because of this inexplicable reason.
"I don't look at you like you're in a bad mood, it's as if there's something else." It's really because she knows her too well, and her expression has already betrayed her.
Lin Ya looked at Shu Yixin, I have to say, she really grew up with herself, she really knows too much about herself, is there anything she really can't do with her, but should she really say it? Won't it cause any difficulties to yourself then?
Lin Ya even thought like this, even if she didn't say anything in the end, when the other party knew her identity, would she suspect that she was out of the company, in fact, it was not impossible.
When the time comes, I want to explain, but I can't explain it, after all, people will have preconceived notions, thinking that they are people in an orphanage, they must have said it themselves, otherwise. Who else could there be?
If it comes to that point, even if they don't say it, they will splash dirty water on their heads in the end, and Lin Ya is worried about this problem at this moment.
After hesitating for a moment, he still spoke softly and said, "There is indeed one thing, I don't know how to say it, I have been hesitating." Lin Ya looked at Shu Yixin, her eyes were very sincere.
"If there's anything you want to say, just say it, is there anything we can't say between us?" Could it be that she is what kind of person she is, or that she doesn't know her character.
Shu Yixin felt that she shouldn't be so a failure as a person, but she grew up with herself since she was a child and got along day and night. If you don't believe in yourself at this time, you will inevitably feel hurt.
Lin Ya thought about what Shu Yixin said to herself, and after thinking about it, what she said was also reasonable, she should believe her, she would not harm herself. Other people may not believe it themselves, but it is impossible for them not to believe her when she says it.
"Actually, it's still about the right to use the land of the orphanage, and the company I work for is also involved, so I've always been hesitant to say it." It's that I'm worried about what people will think of me after I say it.
One is to protect oneself, and the other is to worry that if other people know their identity, they will splash all the dirty water on themselves. When the time comes, it will be difficult to speak clearly.
"What, why didn't you say this earlier?" After Shu Yixin heard it, she couldn't believe it, this matter was so important, how could she hide it like this and never say it?
Such a big thing, she should have mentioned it to herself a long time ago, and she also clearly knew that she had been worried about the orphanage recently, and she would run there in three days if she had nothing to do.
I'm not worried about the situation in the orphanage, why should I work so hard, she knows some insiders, but she doesn't want to say it.
Even if it has a relationship with the company she works for, it doesn't necessarily mean that she will be implicated.
"I've been worried, hesitating, and I don't know how to say it, not that I don't want to tell you, but I'm worried that the company will think that I revealed it, and I don't know what it will think of me in the end." It's really not that I don't want to say it, but I have other considerations, and I'm worried that it will jeopardize my work.
After all, it was really not easy for me to enter this company and get this position, so today I don't want to affect my work because of these things, and the others have no selfish intentions.
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