8. Drivers who talk a lot
The day after breaking with Wei Renwu, Yuan Jing was lying in the hospital room, although his hand was not too problematic, but he also needed to be in the hospital for a period of recuperation.
It just so happened that Yuan Jing also needed to be quiet for a while before he could be in the mood to go to work, after all, he had just finished what he had been believing in during this time.
In this world, there is nothing worse than betrayal, whether it is a betrayal of love or a betrayal of friendship.
For Yuan Jing, what Wei Renwu did, such as putting him in the sea of fire, regardless of it, just to complete Wei Renwu's own purpose, this is a betrayal, and it is a very unacceptable betrayal.
When a person is betrayed, he will be left with a lot of wounds in his heart, so Yuan Jing needs a period of time to fill the wounds in his heart, although he knows that it is not so easy to do, but what can he do?
Yuan Jing has lost a goal to strive for, he must find a new goal for himself, such as an early promotion or something, although it doesn't seem to be in line with his own style, but it is also a goal, it is better to have a goal than nothing, so that at least he can look more like he is alive, rather than a walking corpse, otherwise, Yuan Jing might as well die.
Life is always more difficult than imagined, and it is not easy for Yuan Jing to give up his original goal to pursue a new goal that he doesn't know if it is right, so Yuan Jing also needs time to adjust, and he must accept this fact.
Sometimes, you want to be quiet, but it always backfires, Yuan Jing can't get quiet in the hospital at all, at least not in Chinese hospitals, maybe because China's population is too large, the base is large, and there are a lot of sick people in China.
Yuan Jing was not the kind of rich man, and he couldn't find an exclusive ward for himself, so the noise of the patients around him made him even more irritable.
Yuan Jing couldn't bear it, he walked out of the ward to find his doctor, and applied to the doctor for early discharge, the doctor looked at the anxious Yuan Jing, and asked with concern: "Do you think the conditions of the hospital are not good?" ”
Yuan Jing frowned and shook his head: "Doctor, don't misunderstand me, I don't mean anything else, I just want to rest quietly and let me recover as soon as possible, but the hospital is too noisy, and it is difficult for me to have a good rest." ”
The doctor pouted: "What you said is also reasonable, I have a deep understanding of the noise in the hospital, so let's do it, I will sign for you to be discharged from the hospital, your hands are not in any big trouble, you only need to recuperate, and you can recover at home, but you must promise me not to move your hands, it will not be easy to deal with the aggravation of the injury." ”
Yuan Jing nodded slightly: "I won't move, anyway, I don't have anything else to do recently." Yuan Jing's eyes revealed sadness, which made the doctor feel that Yuan Jing's heart was unhappy, not just because of the injuries on his body.
The doctor actually heard a little rumor, when he was sent to the hospital by other policemen, he overheard other doctors talking about Yuan Jing, and they all said that Yuan Jing was a person who rushed into the stronghold of the underworld and won many big heroes of the underworld, but the doctor did not see the eyes of a hero from Yuan Jing's eyes at this time.
The doctor didn't ask Yuan Jing what the sadness came from, this was not something he should know, and this doctor was not a psychiatrist, and other people's psychological problems were not his scope of work.
The doctor quickly completed the discharge procedures for Yuan Jing.
Yuan Jing walked out of the hospital with an injured hand tied.
The hospital was still a long way from the apartment where Yuan Jing lived, so Yuan Jing called a taxi.
According to the past habits, Yuan Jing would have sat in the front seat, but he chose to sit in the back seat today, this is because his hand is injured, he doesn't want others to see this situation, under normal circumstances, someone sees another person with an obvious injury, they will subconsciously ask the reason, especially the taxi driver who likes to chat.
Yuan Jing didn't want to talk about the reason, once he talked about the cause of the injury, he would unconsciously think of Wei Renwu, this was the last topic he wanted to mention now, but sometimes, if you want to avoid something, anything will find you, and the taxi driver still asked Yuan Jing.
"What happened to your hand, young man?" The taxi driver saw Yuan Jing's current condition through the rearview mirror.
Yuan Jing originally looked out the window, and when he heard the taxi driver's inquiry at this time, he also glanced at the taxi driver through the rearview mirror, but he couldn't see the driver's face clearly, because the driver was wearing a Team Rocket hat with a low brim, but it could be judged from the voice that the driver was a middle-aged man.
Yuan Jing replied weakly: "There was just a little accident." ”
"The young man doesn't seem to want to talk about how he was injured, it seems that this injury is not only a hand injury, but also a hurdle in his heart." The taxi driver is like an elderly man with rich life experience, and he can see through Yuan Jing's psychology at a glance.
"No, uncle, you're wrong." Yuan Jing was told to put it bluntly, and denied it again and again, he really didn't want to talk about this matter with the taxi driver, and he didn't want to think of Wei Renwu, the man who made him feel disgusted.
The taxi driver smiled: "Hahaha, uncle has seen too many such things, I know your current mood too well, you can't hide it from me." ”
"Uncle, do you know how I'm feeling now?" Yuan Jing didn't believe that taxi drivers could see through him at a glance, he thought that taxi drivers were just accidental.
"Of course, your injuries are not serious at all, but you look like you have a terminal illness, which means that your real injuries are not on your hands, but on your heart." The taxi driver said to Yuan Jing's heart.
Yuan Jing lowered his head: "Uncle, you only know part of it, you don't know what I went through?" ”
"There is no more terrible experience in the world than death, uncle can tell you responsibly, uncle has also experienced many deaths, have you experienced this?"
Yuan Jing looked at his injured hand and replied silently: "I almost died, but it was just because of good luck." ”
"You should have died, but you are still alive, which means that God does not want you to die yet, and his old man thinks that you still have something to do."
Yuan Jing shook his head helplessly: "Heaven his old man must have seen it wrong, I was indeed doing what I should do, but unfortunately it was that thing that broke my heart, and I now doubt what I should do." I hurt my hand or almost died, it didn't knock me down, it was what I did. ”
"Young man, uncle has to say a few more words. A man can be cut down by a knife or beaten with a stick, but he cannot be knocked down by difficulties, and a real man will not give up easily. The uncle said very tenaciously, and instantly burst with manliness.
However, Yuan Jing didn't buy it: "Uncle, you don't understand my situation at all, I'm not a person who gives up easily, if it weren't for the reason why I had to give up, I wouldn't want to fall into the current situation." ”
"Is there a reason to have to give up? Then I'd like to hear what other absolute reasons there are in this world. The uncle didn't seem to believe Yuan Jing's words either.
Yuan Jing didn't answer right away, he was in a bad mood right now, because he had to think of Wei Renwu now.
"What? Don't dare to say it? The uncle was provoking Yuan Jing to say it, and it was obvious that Yuan Jing could hear it.
Yuan Jing didn't dare to say it, he just didn't want to say it, but now that he said it, there was actually nothing, after all, everything was over, find someone to talk to, maybe he would be in a better mood.
"Uncle, let me ask you a question, have you ever been betrayed by anyone?" Yuan Jing finally began to discuss this issue with Uncle Taxi head-on.
"Of course, this isn't a problem unique to you, I'm sure someone has experienced it."
"If you've experienced it, what do you think of betrayal?"
"What do I think of betrayal?" Uncle Taxi smiled, "Most people will attribute the betrayal to the other party, but in my opinion, it is not necessarily all the responsibility of the other party, I will find the reason in myself." ”
"Do you think betrayal is your own reason? Uncle, you must be a little too selfless, if the person who betrayed you was your most trusted friend, then you would not say such a thing. Yuan Jing didn't believe that there were such selfless people in this world.
"Don't really believe it, the most cruel betrayal comes from your friends, otherwise your heart won't be broken." Uncle Taxi let out a long sigh, "To tell you the truth, I have just experienced a betrayal recently, and I am one of the people closest to me, but I don't blame him. ”
Yuan Jing didn't expect Uncle Taxi to have the same experience as himself, and it was also recently, which made Yuan Jing more psychologically accepting of Uncle Uncle, and their conversation was smoother, so Yuan Jing had more words.
"How did the uncle manage not to blame him? Obviously that person is very evil, he betrayed you, just because he needs to achieve his own goals, he doesn't take you seriously at all, or he just treats you as a pawn, such a friend, how can you forgive him and take the responsibility on yourself? Yuan Jing was asking Uncle Taxi on his lips, but he was actually asking himself.
"No, your friend has fallen, what you shouldn't think about is to leave him, what you should think about is how to save him, if your friend is too bad, you don't want to be friends with him, you think he is selfish, why aren't you selfish?"
Uncle Quishi's words deeply touched Yuan Jing, and he really never thought that he still had the responsibility to save Wei Renwu from evil, maybe he should really think about it.