(421) There is no turning back

"You're talking nonsense...... It's just a bunch of nonsense, what did he do to me, I don't need you to put gold on his face" Yan Bozhai couldn't believe that he heard all this, and he was like thunder.

"I'm not talking nonsense, if it's true, you can think about it yourself. Yes, Dad doesn't treat you particularly well in life, but does anyone dare to deduct you? Think about it again, are the teachers that the two of us have used since childhood? The same teacher taught you, and then came to teach me, brother, you can't feel that because my grades are better than yours, the teacher didn't do his best to teach you."

"It was meant to be"

Yan Bowen heard that he was still so stubborn, and his eyes became more and more painful, "Everyone's achievements are his hard work, brother, you only hear other people's praise for me, but have you seen how I get up five watches, sleep three more and practice hard?" You only see my mother facing my favor in front of people, but have you ever seen my mother urging me harshly when she is carrying people? I can tell you the truth, when I was a child, I was afraid that my mother was far more than my father, because since the beginning of enlightenment, my mother has not been staring at my literary and martial arts classes. The boards I was subjected to at that time, the tears I shed, were far from what you can imagine"

"What do you mean by talking to me here?"

"Because I want to tell you, Dad, including my mother and I, has never treated you badly, think about it yourself, if Dad really thinks as you think, then don't like it, why don't you put you in the country and leave you to fend for yourself? If my mother really looks down on your mother and son, why doesn't she stop me and still let me walk so close to you? Brother, ask yourself, although you are inferior to me in some aspects of life, are you really doing a bad job? You also know what kind of life many concubines and concubines from large families are living"

Yan Bozhai couldn't think of it, but he found an excuse, "But he can't even give me a name, your name is Wen, that's a gentleman who is erudite in Wen, and he is courteous." And mine? I have to be behind you, Zhai is the Zhai of the broken study"

Yan Bowen really didn't expect that even such a name would make him haunted him for so many years, he really had a grudge for a long time, and he went crazy

"Brother, don't you know? Because in the past, my father asked you before marrying your mother, so I was under a lot of pressure in the clan, and your name has not been allowed to be on the family tree, which is also something that my father has no way to do, I can tell you, your name has been set a long time ago, and it has been set when you were just born, if you don't believe it, you can go to the ancestral hall to look at the offerings that your father led you to sacrifice in the past, then your name should be left on the top to say it seriously, and my text is from your Zhai. And his other meaning is the place where my father studied when he was young. He named it Bitong Zhai, which was Daddy's favorite place when he was young, and it was also the place where he and your mother had you, I think he should have given you this name in commemoration."

"You lied to people" Yan Bozhai roared in disbelief, unable to accept such a fact.

"Whether I'm lying or not, you can find out if you look through your father's old codex. In many places, this paragraph should be mentioned. Yan Bowen looked at him, his eyes were also full of disbelief, "I really didn't expect that you would even hold a grudge against such a thing, my father used to talk about you, always saying that you were too suspicious, and always people listened to and believed, I didn't want to listen, it turned out ...... It turns out that you are really like this, you have lived up to your father's expectations, and even ...... And killed my father, right? ”

"I didn't," Yan Bozhai hurriedly defended, but the panic in his eyes clearly showed his weakness and concealment.

Yan Bowen closed his eyes tightly, and his voice choked, "Brother, even if you are jealous of me, hate me, and even hate my mother, I can understand, but you ...... How can you do it to your father? ”

"I didn't" Yan Bozhai suddenly lost his mind and rushed forward, "It's all because of you that this family has become like this"

With just one move, Yan Bowen grabbed his throat, "Brother, I said that the ability I can have today is all due to my hard work, and you will never be able to compare to me in this regard."

"Who said that?" Yan Bozhai frantically attacked Yan Bowen again and again, but he was easily thrown to the ground by this younger brother again and again, and in the end, he was lying on the ground sweating, and he really couldn't move. Yan Bowen was still standing there, his posture as straight as a javelin.

"You are really not worthy of being a descendant of the Yan family, you are simply not worthy of being a person" coldly shook off this sentence, and Yan Bowen left.

Yan Bozhai was left lying there, but his eyes were empty and confused looking at the roof, and his words were swirling in his mind over and over again.

It turns out that everything is actually my own misunderstanding? Yan Bozhai couldn't believe it, and he couldn't believe that he let the little guy in, helped him into the small courtyard where Yan Huaijin lived last before his death, and turned up a yellowed codex, where it was written, Bitong Scholar's Notes. When I opened it, I looked at it line by line, and a piece of the past of more than 20 years jumped on the paper:

"Today, Feng'er was diagnosed as pregnant, and her father and mother said that they would not stay, but I insisted on staying...... If it is a man, it is named after Lent......"

It's all wrong, it's all wrong, it must be faked, it must be fake, it must be fake

No, this is really you, it's you Yan Bozhai, who killed your biological father

No, it's not that he forced me, even if he used to have a trace of father-son affection for me in the past? What did he do afterwards? What jade can't be cut into, you must not believe it, you can't believe it

……

This night, Yan Bozhai sat here all night. In my mind, it was like two armies facing each other, fighting bloodied all over the place, and it was a mess.

The sky was faint, and the servant came to invite, "Master, it's time to go to court." ”

Oh Yan Bozhai came back to his senses and looked around blankly, only to find out where he was. After recovering the soul, no matter how much the heart turns over, but the life has to go on. The last dynasty is a major event, and it must not be delayed without reason. The brain is still a mess, but the body is functioning according to its habits.

The official robe and tracks were all in the inner study, and Chunmei saw that he had not returned all night, but she still got up early and waited there. While waiting for him to wash and change clothes, Yan Bozhai was still in a trance, and he didn't even notice that he pulled the key on the table, so he hurried up.

Chunmei pressed her pounding heart, quietly put away the key, opened the cabinet when no one was around, and found the package of spices and recipes. The maids of large families, and the Zhu family, who has been outstanding in learning for so many years, has no illiterate people. Although she didn't know what it was, she picked up her pen and copied a copy of the gourd, poured out a little of the packet of spices, wrapped it up, and hid it closely. Then I put the things back without a trace, and when I finished cleaning up, my palms were already sweaty. Looking in the mirror, when her slightly flushed face due to nervousness faded and she regained her calm, she slowly went out and reported to the Zhu family.

The Zhu family is also puzzled when he holds something, and nothing else is enough, but this royal rice shell, what is it?

Yan Bozhai was sitting in the official sedan chair, and when he was drowsy, a family member next to him hesitated for a long time, but still lifted the curtain and whispered to him about the incident, "Master, after the second master came yesterday, the person you sent to monitor him came back and forth, saying that a woman dressed in fancy clothes had come to see him. ”

Yan Bozhai still closed his eyes, and hummed lightly, and after a while, he suddenly reacted, his bloodshot eyes opened suddenly, and he asked sharply, "What did you say?" ”

The guy was startled and hurriedly explained, "You...... You saw the second master yesterday, so you went to the old lady's courtyard, and ordered that no one should come in and disturb you......"

Bastard Yan Bozhai suddenly remembered that when he came out of Ruihua Building, he was also bumped into by a flowery woman, "Who is that woman?" Did you find it? ”

"Got it." Seeing that he didn't pursue it, Jia Ding was very relieved, and hurriedly replied, "It's the wife of the new Zhao Chengcai, and the little couple who took in the second master in Zalanbao."

Yan Bozhai's face sank, and he slammed the back of the chair, even a small person dared to meddle in his affairs, he was really impatient Now that they know, what about Mencius Zhan, who is good friends with them? If only so many people knew......

Yan Bozhai gasped, what he did always can't go back, and now he still thinks about the dead Yan Huaijin and other past events are meaningless, the most important thing is how to find a way to calm down this matter as soon as possible

This can't be delayed any longer, or who knows if it's going to snowball? Now it's time to cut through the mess

Yan Bozhai secretly made up his mind.

Early this morning, Zhao Chengcai said that he wanted to take Niu Dewang to pay a New Year's greeting to others on the grounds that he wanted to thank Imperial Doctor Wang for such a long time of healing, and came to the door to thank him.

Zhao Yulian didn't understand why the eldest brother suddenly made a move, "I have already personally gone to give gifts to the imperial physician Wang a few years ago, they have been worshiping in the palace for many years, it is rare to take a vacation during the New Year, and I also want to be quiet and quiet at home." At that time, I said not to come to the door to pay New Year's greetings, and when the day comes, the door-to-door follow-up is it."

Zhao Chengcai waved his hand, "People say so, but how can we really be so polite?" Not only to go to him, but also to Doctor Huang from Jishitang, you have to walk around. For more than a year, how much money has been saved for medicinal materials? It's not strange to have many people, I'll take Wang'er and go back."

As soon as he said this, it was difficult for others to persuade him, so let him go.

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