Chapter 158: It's cold in the heights
Ou Muye subconsciously intercepted her leg and reached out to clasp her ankle: "You can fight anywhere else, you really can't do it here." ”
Even if he was caught. Tang Wanning still shouted fearlessly: "I'm sorry, I'm not interested in anywhere else, it's the man who takes his hand away, let me kick this bane away, and there will be one less scourge in the future." ”
The "......" woman launched a ruthless attack, which is really terrifying!
Ou Muye naturally wouldn't let go, he thought for a while and said, "I know you hate me, but if you are determined to divorce me, why don't you care who I am going to harm?" ”
Tang Wanning was speechless.
She stubbornly stubborn with herself for a while, turned her head away, and said indifferently: "Okay, I won't mention it." Let go of my legs! ”
"Are you sure you won't kick me again?" Ou Muye didn't believe her very much.
"Hmm." Tang Wanning was impatient, and her voice was angry.
"Okay, I'll let you go, if you take the opportunity to kick me, if it breaks, you will have to take full responsibility for me in the next life." Ou Muye cautiously took the vaccination, only women and villains in this world are difficult to raise.
Tang Wanning looked lazy and talking nonsense with you.
Ou Muye slowly let go of her.
As soon as his hand loosened, Tang Wanning immediately stomped on the instep of his foot.
"Wow----" Ou Muye's whole handsome face was distorted in pain, you must know that the instep of his feet was full of bones, and when he stomped down with this fierce kick, the bones were about to break.
"I only promised not to kick you, but I didn't say I wouldn't step on you!" Tang Wanning saw him in a cold sweat of pain, not to mention how happy he was in his heart.
Only seeing him in pain could ease her accelerating festering heart.
For his love. Finally, it turned into a cup of poison that pierced the intestines.
Ou Muye smiled bitterly: "Wanning, don't hate me so much!" Her eyes were filled with bitter hatred that pained him.
From her point of view, he was not qualified to ask her for forgiveness, but from his point of view, how could he watch his elders kneel down for him, and a young life would disappear.
There will always be many dilemmas in life, and some people know that they will lose the most precious things, but they have to do it.
She couldn't see or feel his contradictions and helplessness. But his despair and pain were clearly felt by him, as if he had felt it himself. He wanted to hug her and comfort her, but he was helpless, because she didn't let him get near at all, she immediately built a copper wall, and her wrists were as strong as a dead man, without any sporadic room for redemption, making him like a useless man, he could only play scoundrel. Trying to use this procrastination and roundabout way to soften her heart a little bit.
"Don't worry, I'll forget about you!" Tang Wanning smiled freely.
She walked back and pulled up her duffel bag, picked it up, and walked out through the other door in the locker room to the bathroom, and went around to the room in front.
Ou Muye limped to the front: "You can't walk!" ”
Tang Wanning picked up the skin care products on the dressing table and put them in her bag, she didn't take any of the precious jewelry, she finished loading her things and strode to the door, opened the door and went out.
Ou Muye didn't stop her, just called the head of the security team, and then sat on the sofa and waited quietly.
Fifteen minutes later, Tang Wanning came back with her bag.
"You bullying bastard!" She frantically smashed the black duffel bag on his head.
Just now she walked to the door with her bag, and a row of security guards stopped her, like an eighteen Arhat, no matter what she pushed, she couldn't push it away, no matter how she scolded and answered, it was a sentence.
All the people in the family came out to watch, and she was disgraced by her jokes, and by the servants, and by the drivers, and by the gardeners, and by a few aunts.
Ou Muye took the bag away and said faintly: "I told you that you can't go, but you don't believe it." ”
Tang Wanning angrily went over and pulled his collar: "You might as well kill me and bury me in the backyard, then I will never be able to leave, and you will be satisfied." ”
The more angry she is, the worse the menstrual cramps, the old stomach disease and the fact that she has not eaten and slept well for two days, she has a sore stomach, nausea and nausea, dizziness, and her face is pale due to the double trauma of physical and psychological trauma.
She restrained the tumbling of gastric juices, and her grip on his collar was a little loose.
Ou Muye saw that she was very uncomfortable, and hugged her waist: "Okay, don't be angry, sit down and rest for a while." ”
"Go away, don't touch me!" Tang Wanning pushed him away angrily, stood up straight, and the violent fluctuations in his emotions made his stomach turn upside down: "Vomit ----"
Her face was white like a dead corpse in an instant, and a layer of goosebumps floated in every pore of her body, she ran towards the bathroom with a bang, lying on the sink was a death or death vomit, because she hadn't eaten anything, and all the vomit was yellow gastric juice, and the bitter taste permeated all her mouth.
Ou Muye stood behind, patting her on the back, her heart was almost out of breath.
All the emotions converged to a point of explosion, trying to suppress the despair, trying to disguise the ease, trying to escape from his world before the complete collapse and destruction, but she couldn't escape, she failed.
Ten fingers deep into the hair, she pulled her hair hard, I wanted her hair to come down, tears fell wildly, no matter how she braked, she didn't cry, just silently, buried her head in the sink, let the tears flow.
"Wanning, don't torture yourself like this, you are angry at me, whatever you want." Ou Muye held her shoulders and wanted to pull her up, but he didn't want to hurt her too hard.
Tang Wanning buried her head desperately, she thought that this was a terrifying nightmare, as long as she opened her eyes, everything would disappear.
There was the sound of footsteps outside, with a single knock among them, and soon reached the bathroom door.
The old man stood at the door with a serious and dark face.
This was the first time that the old ancestor came down to look for them in person, and not long after the housekeeper came to report to him, there was news that Wan Ning was leaving with his luggage.
"Grandpa!" Ou Muye let go of his hand and faced the door, his expression full of shame.
Tang Wanning turned on the faucet and washed her face indiscriminately, stabilized her mood, took a towel to wipe her face, and turned her head down: "Grandpa!" ”
She didn't show the company, and her nasal voice was unusually heavy, apparently after crying.
The old man looked at the two of them, his solemn expression softened a little, and said, "Come out!" ”
Ou Muye walked out with Tang Wanning, followed the old man out of the room to the study on the third floor, and the housekeeper carefully locked them up.
The three of them sat down.
Tang Wanning was reluctant in her heart, Ou Muye sat next to her, and she immediately got up and moved the place.
She embarrassed him a lot.
The old man also looked at the interaction between the two of them walking on thin ice, and sighed in his heart, the nasolabial folds were bottomless.
"Why do you quarrel as soon as you come back, tell me, what are you arguing about?" The old man asked.
Ou Muye and Tang Wanning lowered their eyes, and the air was a little stagnant.
In the end, it was Ou Muye who opened his mouth and said the matter: "I went to France because of Kasha, that is, the girl who came to our house last time was seriously ill and needed bone marrow to save her life, but her parents' bone marrow is not suitable, the only way is for her to give birth to one, but she doesn't have a boyfriend yet, and it is not realistic to find it in a short time, her daddy mommy wants her to undergo artificial insemination, and we all think that as long as we can save lives, we have to try any method, but Kasha refuses, and secretly escapes from the hospital to try suicide, her daddy mommy is very sad, There was really no way, they thought of me, and if it was me, Kasha would be willing to accept it, so I ----"
"So you donated your sperm to the girl to be artificially inseminated?" The old man picked up the conversation.
Ou Muye nodded helplessly.
The old man raised the cane in his hand and threw it angrily: "You bastard, no wonder Wan Ning wants to leave, if I knew that your mother called you to France for this matter, I would never agree, how did she be a mother, what did Kasha's parents think, did they consider that you are a family person?" ”
"At that time, the situation was urgent, so I didn't think about it that much." Ou Muye tiredly supported his knees with his elbows and rubbed his eyebrows.
Tang Wanning listened to it again, which was equivalent to being delayed again.
She looked up: "Grandpa, I have something to say." ”
The old man seemed to realize what she was going to say, and preemptively reassured: "Grandpa knows that you are wronged, don't worry, grandpa will solve the trouble for you, I promise, even if the conception is successful, grandpa will persuade Kasha to beat it, you are the only wife in the night, no one can shake your status, Wanning, you must calm down."
Tang Wanning smiled: "Thank you grandpa for what you said to me, I am very grateful, but marriage is only a matter of husband and wife after all, grandpa, although you have chosen me, but your grandson has chosen Kasha, it may be providence, two months have come, and I still can't conceive, now I straighten it out and think about it, this is also a good thing, fortunately I am not pregnant, this is a good thing, I ask grandpa to agree to our divorce and let me go." ”
"Wanning, you're too impulsive!"
"No, I'm calm, I'm not impulsive at all, and I'm asking grandpa to do it." Tang Wanning got up from her position and knelt in front of him.
The old man didn't expect Wan Ning to be so stubborn and uncompromising, he knocked Ou Muye's leg with a cane: "Call Kasha's father quickly and get the sperm back." ”
Ou Muye's eyes were deep and heavy, and he pondered for a long time, and after a fierce battle in his heart, he still adhered to his principles: "Since I have done it, I will not regret it, grandpa, Wanning, I'm sorry, I can't make this call." ”
"Stinky boy, do you still want a wife!" The old man was so angry that he was about to burst his blood vessels, and he didn't behave well when he gave him a chance: "Do you know what it means to say this." ”
"I know!" Ou Muye replied, there was no trace of waves in his green eyes.
Of course he knows what it means, he probably doesn't know, but it's not a child's house, he can give it if he wants, and if he doesn't want to give it, he has to go back, he's a man, and he has to take responsibility for the decisions he makes, even if it costs him the most. Indulgence in memorization.
Tang Wanning was deflated with self-deprecation, her heart was full of holes of all sizes, she didn't understand what else she could expect, during the time he was pondering, she still looked at him with pious love for him, hoping that he could save her from despair, she used such a spirit that was not afraid of death to put out the moth to the fire, but he still burned her to ashes decisively and ruthlessly.
What Ou Muye thinks is right, no one can shake it, Ou Muye's world doesn't need Tang Wanning, not at all.
How many times did she feel that Ou Muye had been moved by her, but he was not good at expressing it, and firmly believed that one day there would be a place for her in the softest place in his heart, but at this moment she clearly and coldly understood the fact that he really never loved her, never!
"Grandpa, you heard, the result of the matter can only be like that, I am still very grateful for your recognition and love for me, I disappointed you, I hope that the next granddaughter-in-law can fight for her stomach and get your like," Tang Wanning smiled, finished in a soft voice, and got up: "I'm out!" ”
She really didn't want to leave the impression of the old man in the end, perhaps, this was the last time they met, because the divorce was very simple, a while, an agreement, signed the name, handed over to the lawyer, and it was all over.
The door opened softly and closed softly.
Ou Muye sat in the position, put his hands together to his mouth, his green eyes were as light as a transparent glass ball, and slowly covered the surface with a layer of mist, like a crystal ball falling into a lake.
There is a kind of sadness that can make people feel that they have reached the end of the world, even without tears.
The old man sighed deeply: "Stinky boy, your style is really very similar to me, conceited, principled in everything, obviously regretting it in his heart to death, and still holding on," he sat down beside him, patting and pinching his grandson's broad shoulder: "Do you think grandpa is simply distressed by Wan Ning, I feel sorry for you, Wan Ning will never come back if he leaves, there are many women in the world, you can have whatever you want with your status and status, but the key is who is in your heart, the most terrible thing in the world is not no money and no life, It's that you have everything, but no one is with you, and it's cold to be alone in the heights! ”
Grandpa's last words made Ou Muye shake, came out of his study, stood on the balcony on the third floor and looked at the sunset in the distance, Tang Wanning's face appeared in front of him, in this life, he didn't want anyone, and he wouldn't let her go if he died.
Tang Wanning was widowed, like a corpse walking with a corpse, and collided with Ou Qingyuan who came up from below.
"Evening Ning!" Ou Qingyuan looked at her mental state and held her shoulders worriedly.
"It's Uncle Nine," Tang Wanning greeted him weakly, afraid of being seen, and tried her best to hide her mood, forcing a smile: "You came back early today." ”
"The fifth sister has already told me everything, have you confirmed it to the night?"
Tang Wanning was stunned, restrained her disguised smile, and lowered her eyes: "It's true, we're going to divorce!" ”
Ou Qingyuan took his hand away from her shoulder, did not persuade her not to leave, but looked at her seriously for a while, and asked her, "Have you thought it through?" ”
"There's nothing to think about, long pain is better than short pain, just think it's my bad life, I can't get the so-called true love, and I can't keep the so-called marriage, but I will hold on." Tang Wanning's eyes were red, and she tried very hard to restrain herself.
"I'm sure you can get through it." Ou Qingyuan couldn't help but caress her cheeks, her pretending to be strong and trying to endure reminded him of his mother, they also made him feel distressed, living in a family like the Ou family that doesn't eat people and spit out flesh and bones.
He dragged her into his arms: "Wanning, no matter how painful it is, it will always pass, time can't stop staying in place, take a deep breath, hold on!" ”
Tang Wanning just needs such a warm and clean embrace to let her hide for a while, in fact, she is not so strong, divorce is a losing game for her, the most unaffordable way to lose, she has lost everything.
"I can't hold on, Uncle Jiu, if you let me go, only you can do it." She looked up at him, her eyes were full of pleading, and the more she faced Ou Muye for a second, her heart hurt a little more.
Before Ou Qingyuan could answer, Ou Muye's cold voice came from behind: "What are you doing here?" ”
Tang Wanning separated from Ou Qingyuan, and she pushed him: "Uncle Nine, go quickly, please." ”
"Then I'll go back to my room, you can talk about it." Ou Qing glanced at Ou Muye from a distance and walked towards his room.
Ou Muye was in place, his expression as fierce as if he wanted to kill.
Tang Wanning saw Ou Qing enter his own room, ignored Ou Muye and walked back to his room quickly, no, it can't be said to be his own room, this is Ou Muye's room, and it will not be hers soon.
"Tang Wanning, why did you want to save Ou Qingyuan?" Ou Muye was very sad, he was powerless to recover, why did she still sprinkle this dose of arsenic on their marriage that was about to collapse.
"It's my business who I help, Ou Muye, you trapped me for a while, you can't trap me for a lifetime, if a woman is determined to divorce, there are ways to make you unbearable." Tang Wanning clasped her arms around her chest, and her tone was tough and aggressive, only in this way would she not collapse in front of him.
Ou Muye strode towards her, grabbed her hand wrapped around her chest hard, and forcefully pressed her down on the bed: "If there are any means, I'll wait and see, you can't win me anyway, remember, one day is my Ou Muye's wife, and it won't change until you go to the grave, as long as I don't sign, the marriage can't be divorced."
"I won't make you feel better if I can't do it, I'll cuckold you until you even have to wear a mask when you go out." Tang Wanning gritted her teeth at him and said.
"I'm not going to let you have that chance." Ou Muye's breath was unstable.
"See if I have it!" Tang Wanning stared, as if she wanted to fight with him.
She is pushing herself to the edge of madness step by step, pretending to be indifferent, cruel words, burning anger, all of which are disguised to cover the crying and timid heart, and the dim self that shrinks into the corner and cries is real.
Ou Muye looked at the woman who refused to soften even if she died, and there was no way: "Tang Wanning, you'd better imagine that we will grow old!" ”
"Whew!" Tang Wanning spat at him and sneered sharply: "You go to old age with ghosts, I'd rather jump from the upper floors and fall into a blur of flesh and blood, and I won't grow old with you." ”
"You're not going to die, because you're a wise woman."
"Thank you for lifting me up, but I'm really a smart woman and I won't waste my feelings on you, Ou Muye, listen well, I won't love you anymore, I want to take back all my feelings, like you said, love is just a childish thing, you don't need it, and I won't give it." Tang Wanning hated this person so much, a hundred times more than Tang Beichen.
Ou Muye silently clasped her hand, and looked at her for an hour without blinking.
In the end, he was not tired, Tang Wanning was tired, so he simply twisted his head and closed his eyes.
Ou Muye bent down and kissed her on the cheek, breathing richly, as if he had exhausted all his strength, when she loved him madly, he said that he didn't need love, he didn't understand love, but when she wouldn't love her anymore, he began to love her.
Without her, his life would have been nothing but money and emptiness.
Tang Wanning's eyelashes trembled, when her heart was still resolute.
This time, there is no possibility of saving, there is a dead end ahead, and he just wants to drag her to the end.
For dinner, she didn't go down to eat, and lay down in the bed to sleep.
Ou Muye personally cooked porridge and went up.
"Wife, I haven't eaten for a day, get up and eat some porridge." He sat on the edge of the bed and gently shook her body.
Tang Wanning originally had her eyes open, but when he came in, she closed her eyes.
Ou Muye persevered, put the porridge aside, bent down to turn her over, and patted her face gently: "I know that you are not asleep, how can you fight with me if you are not full, good boy, is it okay to eat a little." ”
Hypocritical! Hypocrite! Bastard!
Tang Wanning scolded in her heart, closed her eyes and frowned and turned her head away.
"I'll count to three, and if I don't open my eyes again, I'm going to kiss you," Ou Muye put her lips down, and when she saw that she hadn't opened her eyes yet, she smiled: "It seems that you really want me to kiss you." ”
He made up some more, and when the opportunity was about to touch her, Tang Wanning opened his eyes violently and pushed him away, got out of bed neatly, picked up the bowl of porridge at the head of the bed, rushed into the bathroom and poured it into the toilet, flushed it with water, and then walked outside with the bowl and put the bowl on the table vigorously: "Don't pretend here anymore that nothing happened, I won't eat what you cook." ”
Did he think that a bowl of porridge and a few warm words could move her as before, and let her unconditionally fall into the love web he weaved, and forgive him no matter what he did?
He treated her as an idiot from beginning to end.
Ou Muye sighed lightly: "I don't eat what I make, the chef can always do it, you can't not eat." ”
"Are you caring about me and feeling sorry for me?" Tang Wanning sneered at the corners of her mouth, and her chapped lips were torn with blood.
"Of course!" Ou Muye looked at her haggard appearance, and felt very uncomfortable, knowing that she was sarcastic about him, she still cooperated as she wished: "You are my wife, of course I hope you are healthy." ”
Tang Wanning laughed even louder: "You have to be both a devil and a god, Ou Muye, you are such a shameless and shameless cheap man!" ”