Chapter 195: The Old Man Who Can't Let Go
Chapter 195: The Old Man Who Can't Let Go
"Then what is the prince going to do? What about you? ”
Zheng Gui put his knees together, his hands on his knees.
He has followed Qin Zhao for too many years, and he doesn't know anything about Qin Zhao, and when he speaks, he has enough confidence.
said to be a master and servant, but in fact, it is more like a brother.
Even in the early years, when Qin Zhao was fighting abroad, Zheng Gui was also by his side.
has been on the battlefield together, has fought, shed blood, and escaped death, that kind of relationship is not something that can be replaced by just anyone.
Most of the time, Qin Zhao was willing to listen to what he said, and he was the only one who just said a few sincere words to Qin Zhao.
Qin Zhao finally raised his eyes, as if he had just come out of that trance, and as if he had just seen Zheng Hui kneeling there.
The corners of his mouth twitched: "You get up, sit down and talk back." ”
Zheng Gui moved, but he was about to get up, but when he said that he was sitting and talking, he was stunned again.
Qin Zhao smacked his tongue: "My heart is messy, don't be hypocritical about this, go sit down." ”
Zheng Guiping is also very upright, after all, this is the palace of Guangyang in the capital, not in the northwest military camp, and only when Qin Zhao is in a bad mood or encounters troubles, he dares to let go of the rules and etiquette, persuade a few words, or accompany Qin Zhao and drink a few glasses of wine.
Now that Qin Zhao said that he was upset, he stopped twisting the formality, got up, moved his legs, and slowly moved to the side to sit down.
Qin Zhao saw his movement of his knees, and his eyebrows were furrowed: "You have an old injury on your right leg, today I was distracted by my distraction, and I can't take care of you, don't do this in the future." ”
Zheng Gui's voice didn't say much else, but he was still thinking about the Wei family's idea, and the corners of his mouth sank vigorously: "The slave said so much, does the prince still refuse to let go?" ”
"Let go?" Qin Zhaoxiang heard the big joke and asked back, "I asked you to inquire around about the whereabouts of those old people, and I spent so much effort to bring people to the capital, do you think I look like I want to let go?" ”
Zheng Gui sighed in a low voice, and his heart knew that this was the case.
"But then what?" He raised his eyes, there was no emotion in his eyes, "What does the prince want to confirm?" Confirm the origin of the second girl Wei, or confirm that Mrs. Sun actually died at the hands of Wei Ye? He asked, but he didn't wait for Qin Zhao to answer him, he just paused for a moment, and then said to himself, "Even if the prince confirms it, what can it do?" ”
Zheng Gui's eyes gradually dimmed: "Lord Wang, the second girl Wei is the heart of King Qi, but that King Qi is the person on the tip of our county lord's heart." If the prince confirmed that the second girl Wei was indeed not born by Wei Ye, is it difficult to ask her to recognize her ancestors and return to her ancestors? If that's the case, how does the prince plan to tell the county lord to deal with himself? And let the princess, how to deal with herself? ”
"I" Qin Zhao was speechless for a while.
Qin Lingxin is his only daughter-in-law, Jin Gui, who has been raised since childhood, except for Li Yan's matter, he has never made this daughter suffer a little bit and suffered half a grievance.
His princess, who married into his Qin family, is all dignified and virtuous, decent everywhere, and keeps this inner house in good order.
Once the matter is confirmed, how does he plan to face his wife and daughter?
Giving birth to a daughter illegally, it's nothing, but at that time, the Sun family had already married a wife and gave birth to a pair of children for Wei Ye, but he still couldn't help himself, doing such a foolish thing, and now he said it was an accident, who would be willing to understand him? And he, where is he worthy of being understood?
This road, no matter what, will not work, no matter how you go, it is a dead end.
Zheng Gui saw that he was silent, and took a deep breath: "So the slave persuaded the prince, it is better to put his hand away, just treat it as if he doesn't know, that's it, the rumors outside, no matter what the trouble looks like, the old man is long gone, and the prince's mind should have been let go a long time ago." ”
But who can really let go of the past?
Qin Zhao's gaze fluctuated, and finally landed on the small box on the Duobao Pavilion.
Zheng Gui looked over, and for a moment he only felt that his throat was tight, and the tip of his tongue was full of bitterness: "Lord Wang"
"Zheng Gui, I can't." He suddenly became firm, "You know, from beginning to end, she is innocent. A few months after the accident, she was pregnant, and I was suspicious, in fact, I had my selfishness at that time, and I hoped that the child was mine, and it was also considered that in this world, there was a little bond between me and her. But you persuade me, you have to check again, and in the end, tell me, this can't work, this will disappoint the princess, let down the ancestors, I'm late, I admit it. Later, I asked you to keep an eye on the Wei family, and the news came, she was set aside by Wei Ye, and the housewife did not hold the middle feed, and she said to the outside world that she was willing to hand over all the affairs of the housekeeping to the Zhang family. ”
Speaking of this, Qin Zhao's voice was dyed with a choked voice: "I was wronged for her, and you persuaded me, this is the Wei family's family matter, I can't interfere, and at that time, I was promoting Wei Ye and asking him to be this imperial businessman." You said that if you meddle in the Wei family's family affairs and it concerns Mrs. Sun, if outsiders know, rumors will spread for a while, which will be even more unfavorable to me. I have heard thee, and I have believed thee, but I have turned a deaf ear to thee, as if I did not know. ”
Qin Zhao's eyes were moist, but the tears that were wrapped in them never fell.
He has known since he was a child that men don't flick when they have tears, and those who fight in the army have shed blood, but they have not shed tears.
Zheng Gui looked at him like this, and felt unspeakably uncomfortable: "Lord Wang"
"Fourteen years have passed, no, sixteen years have passed since I first saw her in Chang'an Lane in the capital, and as for today, sixteen years have passed." Qin Zhao gritted his teeth, and every word was firm, revealing his determination, "I know that Wei Jialuan is likely to be my own flesh and blood, I know that she is likely to die unjustly, I know that if Wei Ye is plotting to kill her, it must be because of the sins I have done, you still have to persuade me, let go of your hand, let go of the past Zheng Gui, this time, no, I will never listen to you." ”
Zheng Gui really didn't know how to persuade him.
To this day, what does he not understand?
When people reach middle age, what winds and waves have not been experienced, what kind of love and love, have not felt, people who are used to life and death, what else can't be seen and let go?
But he said that he couldn't let it go, and he couldn't put it down.
Sun has always been a wound in his heart and the love of his life.
Many times, Zheng Gui will feel worthless for Princess Guangyang, or perhaps, it is precisely because the Sun family is the one who can't get it in his lifetime, that it will be extraordinarily precious.
Zheng Gui closed his eyes: "If the prince is hard-hearted, the slave will naturally not dare to dissuade him." ”