It was better to have to clarify some things with her as soon as possible, but I couldn't stand this kind of life, and I felt tired.

These things are like a time bomb in my heart, I don't know when it will explode, I really don't feel bad in my heart at all, every time I see her, I want to confess to her, but I don't know how to say it.

Although it was difficult to speak, that day would come sooner or later, and sooner or later she would know something, and telling her earlier would be considered an early relief for herself.

He Yuhe looked at Shu Yixin, and his heart was always in a state of struggle and wanted to tell her, but he didn't know how to speak, afraid that after he spoke, he and her would not even have to be the most basic friends, let alone be able to sit together and chat like now.

Even if she can accept such a result, it also needs a process, after all, it is the damage that has happened to her, it is impossible to say that it does not exist, and it is impossible to say that it does not exist, and that it is erased.

There is always a process, but I don't know if she will choose to forgive herself or choose to never see herself in this process.

This is not sure in her heart, because she doesn't know what kind of reaction she will make after hearing these things, and these reactions are simply unpredictable, so she can't take risks.

"Don't worry, it shouldn't be, if you really encounter any problems, I will still trouble you." In my heart, I really regard him as a friend, so when there is a problem that cannot be solved, I will still ask him.

"Anyway, you can do it at any time, as long as you have any questions you want to ask me, I can answer you, don't be so polite to me, can you treat me like an ordinary friend?" When facing herself, she has always been so polite, can't she treat herself as an ordinary friend and have no pressure to get along?

I just want her to treat her as an ordinary friend, and when she needs anything, even if she asks herself, as long as she can help, she will try to help.

When facing herself, in fact, there is not so much pressure, don't think of yourself so highly, in fact, she is the same as her, just an ordinary person, but she is working very hard to get some of the things she wants, and she has done nothing wrong in doing so, let alone hindering anyone.

"I'm much better now than I was before, and I'm not as stressed as I used to be in the face of you, I believe I'm going to change, and you have to believe I'm going to change for you." He taught himself a lot of principles of being a man and doing things, and studied with him for a while, can it be said that he didn't learn these things at all? For him, he has changed more or less.

He Yuhe heard her say that she would change for herself, and at that moment she didn't know how excited she was, although she knew that she just said it casually, but it was so beautiful in his heart.

She said that she can change for herself, so can she do anything for herself, will she say that in today's situation, let her forgive herself for the things she did in the past.

At that time, I had a forced abandonment, not that I wanted to do it. So seeing all these things I've done for her recently, will I forgive myself for what I've done?

This is just her own unilateral thoughts, as for what she thinks in her heart, in fact, she doesn't know, and she can't be sure that her hope is so, but this is only her own hope, and it doesn't mean the end.

When He Yuhe thought of this, he felt that it might still be possible, at that time, the relationship between each other was not too mature, and now, after experiencing so many things, they have grown up a lot with each other and know what they want.

If she really looks at everything she has done for her these days, and can forgive herself, it will undoubtedly be good news for herself.

"You sit here for a moment." He Yuhe suddenly remembered that he still had some red wine here.

At this moment, I was in a good mood to talk to her, and suddenly I felt an urge to have a drink with her.

I don't know when I will have time to talk to her like this in the future, even if I go to the coffee book house to drink coffee, it is impossible to say so much, and there is no such atmosphere and environment.

Could it be that tonight is the last night, and I have to say goodbye for a while after that, I especially want to cherish the time I spent with her this night, and I want to remember these memories between myself and her.

After tonight, I don't know what kind of changes will happen, so I just want to keep this night, I want this night's time, I want to be able to pass slowly, and I want to create more memories of myself and her.

Shu Yixin looked at his series of actions, and wanted to say anything, but it was too late, because people had already disappeared in front of him.

And just as he was wondering what he wanted to do, he reappeared in his sight, with an extra bottle of red wine and two red wine glasses.

Looking at his appearance, he should want to have a drink with himself, but his own alcohol consumption is not good.

"Suddenly you went to get a drink, you probably wanted to have a drink with me." Shu Yixin looked at him and boldly said his guess.

After all, he had already taken out the wine and glasses, so he couldn't say that he was left alone to watch him drink, so what was the point of drinking alone? Of course, I want someone to drink with me.

He Yuhe pulled out a bright smile and said in a gentle tone to her, "Yes, you were really right, suddenly there is such an impulse, I want to have a glass of wine with you, you won't mind." "Sure enough, it was taught by myself, and it was quite eye-catching.

Anyway, the apprentice I received is still quite good, excellent in all aspects, and the whole person is also very eye-catching, so I don't need to say too much.

"But you also know that I don't drink well, so I can only drink a little with you, not too much." Shu Yixin knew that he didn't drink well, and he had to go back later, if he was drunk, how would he go home later?

Another point is that she is worried that after she gets drunk, she doesn't know if she will do something out of control. Doesn't it say that you spit out the truth after drinking? I'm really a little worried that after I'm drunk, I'll talk nonsense in front of him and say something I shouldn't say.

"Today I will teach you whether it is good to drink, the amount of alcohol is exercised, and I didn't have a chance to find you before, so I will teach you this today." In short, today's self just wants to drink very much, and I want to get drunk with her.

She doesn't want to think too much about her own affairs, because every time she thinks too much, she will only have a splitting headache, and in the end, she still can't get anything resolved.

Today, I want to indulge in a good time, don't think about anything, do nothing, just drink and chat with her.

"Okay, I'm not drinking well, I really should exercise well." In other words, it is impossible for me to do this in front of other men, but I don't feel any danger when facing him.

Shu Yixin himself can't say why he doesn't have such a restrained idea when facing him, and he won't have so much pressure, he really treats him as a family member and a good friend.

"Then let's get started, I'll teach you some basic knowledge first." He Yuhe then didn't waste time, he talked about some knowledge of red wine, how to open red wine, how to decant wine, in short, this process was very careful.

Shu Yixin is also a person with a strong desire for knowledge, after all, she doesn't understand this knowledge, can someone teach her in such detail now, and she naturally has to remember it well if she has such an opportunity, so she also listens very carefully, and there are no other complicated ideas at all, let alone think that they are like this with each other, it is really ambiguous.

For the two of them, they have long been accustomed to this mode of getting along, how could they perceive that it would be an ambiguous move for each other, after all, all this is too familiar to them, and when the two of them are together, they will never be so restrained.

"Why did you drink it so quickly, do you still want to drink it?" Shu Yixin didn't know it himself, it turned out that he was quite crazy when he drank alcohol.

"There's still wine in the kitchen, don't worry, it's enough for you to drink." If she likes it, she can drink as much as she likes.

The two of them drank while talking, and soon a bottle of red wine bottomed out, and after that, He Yuhe went to the kitchen to get two red wines, probably because he was in a good mood today, so he always felt that the taste of this wine was particularly good, especially drinking and chatting with him, that feeling was really a great thing in life.

"I remember the first time I drank, I was very young, I saw my grandfather and other people socializing, and there was a lot of wine in the garden, but at that time I was still young, and my family didn't allow me to drink it at all, and I saw that the color of the red wine was very beautiful, and then I secretly took a bottle back to my room and tasted it myself." He Yuhyuk recalled the scene of his first drinking, which he had never told anyone before, but he said it today.

"So what about the result, are you drunk because of a person who secretly drank a bottle of wine?" Shu Yixin listened to what happened in his childhood, and was slowly attracted by his story.

"At that time, the amount of alcohol was not good, and it was the first time and I was not measured, but I was really drunk, so that the whole family was looking for me, and said that I was missing, I don't know how nervous my grandfather was at that time, and the whole world was looking for me." He Yuhe thought about the things that happened when he was young, as if it was just yesterday, and at this moment, with the help of alcohol, he could even imagine the original scene.