6. Confession
To be honest, when Quan Kai said this, Wei Renwu was really moved, he really needed help, just like Feng Ling said, Wei Renwu went to track down "Satan" alone, which was dangerous and only had a very low success rate, and Quan Kai, Lin Xingchen, and Lu Tong, these three were the only three people Wei Renwu could call friends in college, and Wei Renwu could trust the three of them the most, so he still hoped to get their help in his heart.
However, Wei Renwu was also moved for a second, because he knew that it was because they were friends that he couldn't drag them into the water.
Wei Zhen led his team to fight against "Satan", and Wei Zhen's team was also Wei Zhen's most trusted person, what was the result? As a result, Wei Zhen was the only one left in the team, so Wei Renwu didn't want to repeat the mistakes of the past, he had to alienate the three of them, even if it was at the expense of himself, only then could he Wei Renwu protect the only three people he wanted to protect.
"I need your help? Don't be funny, open up, you don't look at what kind of character you are, do you still think you can surpass me? It's just wishful thinking, even if I, Wei Renwu, encounter a little difficulty and can't solve it, then you can't solve it with all the opening. So, put away your hypocrisy, you're just trying to get some valuable cases out of me, I know your nature too well. Wei Renwu sneered at Quan Kai again, yes, on the surface, Wei Renwu didn't buy it, but in fact, Wei Renwu's heart hurts, you must know that saying such cruel things to your friends hurts not only other people's hearts, but also your own hearts.
Quan Kai lowered his head, Wei Renwu's words had already reached this point, he had no way to persuade Wei Renwu again, if he said those words to help Wei Renwu, then he wouldn't even want to have a face.
Quankai is a warm-hearted and good person, but he is also a person with strong self-esteem, Wei Renwu's words really hurt his self-esteem, and Quankai himself is a little angry.
Quan Kai has such a good temper, and it has become like this, not to mention Lu Tong, who is not very good-tempered on the side, he can't stand it for a long time, and he can't listen to it, he angrily scolded Wei Renwu: "You are really a fucking bastard, I Lu Tong has never seen such a bastard like you in my life." ”
After speaking, Lu Tong took Quankai's hand: "Ah Quan, let's go, let's not serve this kind of uncle, buddy take you to drink, don't entangle with this kind of bastard anymore." ”
Lu Tong pulled Quankai away, and Quankai didn't break free, and he really didn't have the face to stay here anymore.
"Aren't you going along? Do you want to come into the dorm with me and do something? Wei Renwu looked at Lin Xingchen with a smile, and the corners of his mouth also showed a smile.
Quan Kai and Lu Tong are gone, Lin Xingchen naturally won't stay here, not to mention that Wei Renwu still has such an obscene appearance, Lin Xingchen didn't look at Wei Renwu, turned around and followed Lu Tong and Quan Kai away.
They are all gone, Wei Renwu's smile froze, when a person wants to pretend to be hated, especially by those he likes, then this kind of person is undoubtedly a sad and lonely person, Wei Renwu is such a person, but he doesn't want to be like this, but he is destined to bear more and more than others.
Now Wei Renwu was the only one left, and he opened the door of the dormitory, and as soon as he entered, he slammed the door shut.
Wei Renwu sat down with his back against the door, and now that he finally didn't have to disguise himself anymore, two lines of tears crossed his cheeks.
Today, he is really not doing well, his father said goodbye to him, and now his friends may no longer be his friends, he has lost so much, even if he has a strong body, no matter how strong his will, he will feel tired and lonely, Wei Renwu really can't bear this, not to mention that he is not strong enough to that extent, he is just a senior student, and he rarely encounters twists and turns in his life, but now the setbacks have completely changed the trajectory of his life, he really can't stand it.
This state is not what Wei Renwu likes, let alone what Wei Renwu wants, the root of all suffering is "Satan", if he wants to take back what belonged to him before, then he must cut off this root with his own hands.
The only thing Wei Renwu could think of was to do it.
"Renwu, you're right behind the door, right?" Wei Renwu heard a gentle woman's voice coming from behind the door he was leaning back to.
Although the tone of this voice and the address to him were different from usual, Wei Renwu could hear that this was Lin Xingchen's voice.
Wei Renwu didn't answer, he couldn't say anything, he covered his mouth, trying not to make a choked sound because of tears, he didn't want to speak, he didn't want Lin Xingchen to know that he was behind the door, he had already pretended to be like this, just to want Lin Xingchen and them to stay away from him, he couldn't give up all his efforts because of a little soft-heartedness, so he could only listen to Lin Xingchen behind the door.
Lin Xingchen stood at the door of the bedroom, only separated from Wei Renwu by a door, she lowered her head and said a little shyly: "Although you didn't answer me, I know that you are behind the door, and you are listening to me." ”
Wei Renwu really didn't speak, and he did listen.
"The reason why I left Ah Quan and Ah Tong and came back is because I have something to tell you, shouldn't you open the door and let me in?" Lin Xingchen was waiting for Wei Renwu to open the door, but the door never opened, which made Lin Xingchen feel a little embarrassed.
"Well, if you don't open the door, it's okay, I'll just say it here, and you'll listen behind the door." Lin Xingchen exhaled lightly, trying not to let himself down, "It's not long before I graduate, and I think it's time to tell you." Actually, I think these words should have been told to you a long time ago, but I just can't muster the courage, although I don't know if it's a good time. No, it's not a good time at all, after all, you may not be focusing on it anymore, but I'm afraid that if I don't say it again, I won't have a chance to say it. ”
Hearing this, Wei Renwu probably knew what Lin Xingchen wanted to say, he wanted to stand up, open the door, and then hug Lin Xingchen deeply in his arms, but he held back, he clenched his fists tightly, and forcibly made himself not be so impulsive, because now is indeed not a good time, and he has lost that courage.
"I like you." Such a beautiful sentence, but Lin Xingchen said it so bitterly, "It sounds ridiculous, for so many years of life, this sentence has always been said to me by you, and now that I am about to graduate from college, I am saying this to you." Yes, I think it's ridiculous too, obviously I like you too, what the hell have I been doing all these years? Yes, I'm so stupid, I've actually liked you for a long time, that's what I want to say to you, I haven't accepted you, it's just that because of your style, I can't accept it, I hope you can change a little. Of course, in terms of your personality, it is difficult for you to change yourself, and you really haven't changed, so I shouldn't have expected that, until I was about to graduate, I understood that. Actually, I shouldn't think that you will change, if you really change, maybe I won't like you, you are you, unique, the one I like. ”
Wei Renwu covered his mouth, his tears kept staying, he didn't dare to let himself make a little sound, he was afraid that he would not be able to help but say: "I'm right here." ”
Lin Xingchen was still at the door, she was still waiting for Wei Renwu to open the door, but the door still hadn't opened, as if Wei Renwu wasn't behind at all, and she hadn't heard Lin Xingchen's confession here.
Lin Xingchen was actually not sure if Wei Renwu was behind the door, she just wanted to say what she wanted to say, whether Wei Renwu could hear it or not.
"You can hear me, can you?" Lin Xingchen still wanted to make sure, "It's okay, you can't hear it, I just want to say what I want to say." ”
"Perhaps, you don't like me so much anymore, you used to like to confess to me, but recently, the number of times is getting less and less, you may have been tired of me not agreeing, maybe because you are getting more and more famous, and there are more and more cases, so you don't have time to come to me again. I can understand all this, men should aim in all directions. However, lately, I have seen that you are becoming more and more indifferent, your heart is becoming more and more burdensome, and the distance between you and us is becoming more and more distant, I am really worried about you, and you let me help you, okay? Lin Xingchen was not desperate, she still hoped that Wei Renwu would open the door.
However, the door was like a locked door, it just didn't open.
"Well, I must be talking to the air, you're not actually behind the door, you might have been lying in bed and sleeping with your head covered." This is Lin Xingchen's last temptation, and it is also the last hope that Lin Xingchen left for himself.
Five minutes passed, the door did not open, and Lin Xingchen's hopes were dashed.
"Renwu, I'm leaving, whether you hear it or not, I'm leaving, whether you hear it or not, I won't say these words to you again." Lin Xingchen is indeed gone, she didn't look back at all, she didn't have any nostalgia, what should be said, she has already said, what should be done, she has already done, Wei Renwu still hasn't opened the door, and she naturally has nothing to be nostalgic about.
Lin Xingchen left, but in the corridor in the opposite direction where she left, there was a person standing, a person who looked very delicate, but his expression was very depressed.
This poor man is fully open, he has been here just now, he watched, and listened to Lin Xingchen's words, his mood was very complicated, so complicated that his heart seemed to have been stirred, chaotic and turbid.
However, at this time, the people with complicated emotions were not all open alone, there was also Wei Renwu who hid behind the door like a coward, but in fact Wei Renwu was not a coward, on the contrary, he used up the courage of his life by doing so.