Chapter 34: Antecedents
Perhaps because of the ability to activate, when the light disappeared, Dong Si collapsed in Gu Xuaniao's arms, unable to exert any strength.
"Dong Si, is she okay?" I asked worriedly.
"It's okay, it's just that the spiritual power is overdrawn, just take a rest." Xue Fei said.
"What am I doing?" It's Mr. Cai's voice.
"Teacher Cai!" I squatted down and held Mr. Cai's body.
Xue Fei replied, "It's okay, Mr. Cai, everything has passed, and everything that happened may be a little incredible to you." But that's okay, you just forget about it all. ”
"Great, teacher. You're finally fine, and our class can be the same again. Although he was a little weak, Dong Si was still very happy.
"Forget? How is it possible to forget? Did I still hurt her, or did it come through my hands! ”
Obviously, Mr. Cai did not look relieved as everyone imagined, but was depressed. What's going on? I can't figure it out.
"Did you deliberately let resentment get on you?" Xue Fei seemed to understand something.
That's right? Teacher Cai can obviously see Xue Fei, then he should also be able to see resentment, if he will be possessed in this situation, then it can only mean that he is voluntary.
"But why?" I asked Mr. Cai.
"Because, because I want to protect her." Muttering, Mr. Cai told us about the cause and effect.
It turned out that from the very beginning, he was in love with Mr. Xu, and he couldn't extricate himself. At first, I just talked to her through work and communicated with her. But as time passed, Mr. Cai's heart became more and more overflowing. Finally, one day he mustered up the courage to confess to his beloved. But he was ruthlessly rejected, and at that moment he felt so vulnerable.
Later, for a long time, Mr. Cai was disheartened. Although he always admonished himself, "Don't squeeze the world you can't squeeze into, don't embarrass others, and belittle yourself." ”
But every time he made up his mind, he appeared in Mr. Xu's office again. "Even if you don't speak, just stand near her, as long as you can look at her, that's good! That's how he explained himself.
In this way, the same play was staged every day: he came to Mr. Xu's office, Mr. Xu pretended not to see it, and he pretended to talk and laugh with other teachers, looking for an opportunity to sneak a look at Mr. Xu. He knew that everyone knew this secret that wasn't a secret, but he didn't care. If you can't fool the whole world, then you can only deceive yourself.
I thought that time would continue like this, day after day, without shock. Until that day......
On that day, Mr. Cai, as usual, sneaked to Mr. Xu's office during his lunch break. After entering the door, he pretended to look around the room as if nothing had happened, and Mr. Xu was grading homework at his desk. Although it has been many times, every time I see her, Mr. Cai's heart will inexplicably beat faster by half a beat. After a pause, Mr. Cai reluctantly withdrew his gaze and turned to walk towards the physics teacher in the other direction.
"How about it, Lao Li will go out for something to eat together?" Mr. Cai greeted the physics teacher loudly, in fact, he didn't need to be so loud, but he subconsciously wanted Mr. Xu to know that he was coming.
"It's Lao Cai. How can I have time! It's good that I'm as good as you, and my students are so good. Look at these little cubs in our class, nearly half of them failed a thorough exam. I'm trying to give them more questions. The physics teacher said as he patted a thick dozen rolls on the table.
"Hehe, children's learning is not a fat person who eats in one bite, so don't be too anxious." Teacher Cai said with a smile.
"That's what I said, but when it really came to me, I couldn't control my anger. Alas! "The physics teacher straightened up and continued to work on the questions." What's that, you can go by yourself today, I'll be with you another day after I'm done with this. ”
"It's okay, it's okay, you're busy."
After saying that, the office was a little cold, and everyone was busy with their own business. Mr. Cai was the only one standing there, he was not a sociable person, and he didn't know what to say at this time. The atmosphere was a little delicate for a while.
At this time, Mr. Xu pushed the computer chair, stood up, and walked straight to Mr. Cai.
"Is she trying to talk to me?" Seeing the person he liked walking towards him, Mr. Cai was a little excited for a while.
"Teacher Cai!"
The sound lingering in the dream countless times interrupted Mr. Cai's train of thought, and at the same time made his already fast heartbeat even more pounding.
"Yes." Teacher Cai looked at the face of his dreams and agreed stupidly.
"Don't you do that again, okay? I've already told you, it's impossible between us, you're always going to make us both embarrassed! ”
"I ......"
Mr. Cai never expected that what he heard was this, and his heart was still excited, but at this time, it was like being splashed with a basin of ice water. He felt that he was so defeated, and he was so sad to lose.
However, Mr. Xu did not mean to stop there, but continued to hit his self-esteem even harder.
"You said you loved me deeply, but what can you give me if you love me so much? Can you give me a car? Can you give me a room? Or can it make me look good? You can't, look at you now, even to get to and from work to squeeze the bus. Wake up, Mr. Cai, love needs material cultivation. Without money, love is just a platonic lie. ”
Teacher Cai, who could originally speak lotus flowers in class, couldn't find a word to refute in the face of this large section of ridicule, he was like a patient with language disorder, his mouth was empty, but he couldn't say a word.
The other teachers around them secretly glanced up at them, and quickly lowered their heads. Everyone chose to be temporarily deaf or even blind, because everyone didn't want to embarrass Teacher Cai even more.
Maybe she's right, since it's a fruitless love, then why should I bother? In the end, everyone couldn't get off the stage. Why don't you just let it go! Teacher Cai thought this in his heart, and after several struggles, he raised his head. Just when he wanted to put an end to this painful unrequited love, a sight shocked him......
In fact, Mr. Cai has a secret that no one knows, he has been able to see many things that others can't see since he was a child. Because I was young at that time, I didn't know what it was, and most of the things I saw were kind, or didn't interfere with him. So he didn't tell the adults that he was a little secret of his own. It wasn't until he grew up that he realized what he saw, and he was what people called yin and yang. In order to avoid unnecessary trouble, he still chose to keep it a secret.
And that day, what he saw was on the wall behind Mr. Xu, a strange pattern was like a life, constantly generating and expanding by itself, and then a perceptual black mist floated out of the generated pattern, and no one in the office noticed all this. After wandering, the black mist pounced straight on Teacher Xu.
Although I don't know what it is, Mr. Cai understands that it is not a good type. So when it was about to pounce on Mr. Xu, he didn't have time to think, and rushed forward with an arrow and pushed Mr. Xu away......