Qiqi accompanied Su Xiaoran upstairs, opened the door, and a strong smell of smoke hit, Qiqi coughed, saw the ashtray on the table, and raised his eyebrows, "You don't want to die?" ”

"It's just smoking, where will you die." Su Xiaoran put down the things expressionlessly, turned around and poured two cups of hot water, one cup for Qiqi and one cup for her.

Holding the steaming glass in both hands, and exhaling a mouthful of white mist, Su Xiaoran raised his reddish eyes. "Seventy-seven, I'm resigning."

"I know."

"I want to get out of here, take my parents back to my hometown, and start over."

"What about me?"

Qiqi couldn't hide her surprise, she saw the resoluteness in Su Xiaoran's eyes, so she was scared. The temperature of the hot water seeped in from the palm of her hand, Qiqi felt the coldness of her body slowly being forced out, she sat down, and also pulled Su Xiaoran to sit down.

"We've been together since you came here to study, and now you suddenly say you're leaving, so what should I do?"

"Qiqi, I don't want to live like this anymore, I want to say goodbye to the past completely, only when I leave here, I can start again."

"What if he doesn't agree?"

The 'he' that Qiqi said refers to Chenxi, of course Su Xiaoran understands, but it's just ......

Chen Xitong disagrees, it doesn't matter. It doesn't have anything to do with him anymore. Su Xiaoran looked at the watch on her wrist, it was more than two o'clock in the afternoon, she didn't want to delay any longer, so she got up and had to pack her things. Qiqi followed behind her, constantly muttering things like he was reluctant to let her go.

But Su Xiaoran knows that no one will always be with whom, since there is a reunion, there will be a parting.

"Qiqi, we will still meet, you can go to my city, I can also ...... Maybe I shouldn't come back. Su Xiaoran lowered her head, this city is full of sadness.

Although she once had joy, more than that, it was bitter.

She thought that only first love was bitter, but she didn't expect that in every relationship, there will be bitterness if there is sweetness, in fact, she is not afraid of bitterness, she is afraid, she is too bitter, there is nowhere to tell.

Xiaomeng's death did have a big blow to Su Xiaoran, and Chenxi's reaction really made her understand something in a trance.

Now, the only way to go is to go. Su Xiaoran decided that he would not change it again.

Su Xiaoran only packed up the relatively important things, and the others ...... She wasn't going to take it away. It's just a suitcase and a backpack, as a girl, such things are really pitiful, Qiqi sat sullenly and watched Su Xiaoran pack up his things, and began to have a grudge against Chenxi in his heart.

If it weren't for her, Su Xiaoran would still be the same Su Xiaoran as before, although she still doesn't know how to take care of herself and cherish herself, but she is at least her Su Xiaoran, and now she ......

After packing the things, Su Xiaoran immediately called her parents, she didn't explain her relationship with Chenxi to her parents, she only said that she wanted to take them back to her hometown to have a look, and she would go over to pick them up in a while.

Su's mother also happened to miss her hometown, so she quickly agreed. Qiqi stood up, "I'll send you off!" ”

"It's a long way and it's snowing, so we can just take the train."

Su Xiaoran put her hand on Qiqi's shoulder, looking at Qiqi's melancholy face, she began to realize that she had made so many important decisions in such a short period of time.

Scold.

It turns out that it is not difficult to make a decision, but it is difficult to accept that feeling.

Qiqi accompanied Su Xiaoran to Su's mother's house and helped carry Su's father into the car, from beginning to end, the second elder of the Su family didn't ask anything, Teacher Hou and the new nanny were still at home, Su Xiaoran was very embarrassed, she didn't seem to be able to take Teacher Hou away.

Teacher Hou saw Su Xiaoran's worries, and first took the initiative to say that she didn't want to go anywhere, she was a local, and she just wanted to live in her hometown all the time, and she also said that as long as Su Xiaoran could come to see her occasionally.

Su Xiaoran gritted her teeth, "Let's go over first, and I'll come over to pick you up after a while!" ”

After speaking, he got on the bus directly, the ticket had been bought, it was exactly eight o'clock in the evening, Qiqi was responsible for driving them to the train station, along the way, the second elder of the Su family was surprisingly quiet, he didn't ask anything, he didn't say anything, this is not in line with their usual state, although Su Xiaoran has doubts in his heart, he really doesn't have the strength to ask.

Now, what she needs most is quiet. She is grateful that her parents chose to ignore it at this time, and only in this way can she leave neatly.

When she arrived at the train station, Qiqi stood outside and was reluctant to leave, Su Xiaoran waved her hand several times, but she didn't see any response.

"Wait for me here." Su Xiaoran turned around and said something to her parents, then went out and walked in the direction where Qiqi was standing.

"Let's go back, it's cold outside."

Su Xiaoran saw that Qiqi's cheeks had been frozen, and two pieces of red color fell on it, looking at it was really unsightly, if it was usual, Su Xiaoran would definitely make fun of Qiqi, but now...... None of them were in the mood to joke with each other.

"You're not coming back, are you?" Qiqi was almost about to shed tears, Su Xiaoran pursed her lips, thinking about it, in fact, she had the answer in her heart, and Qiqi already knew the answer, but ...... She just wanted to hear her say it herself.

"Qiqi, after I leave, there will be a distance of more than 400 kilometers between us, not too far, I can still come back to see you with a phone call, it's just ...... We can't be together every day anymore like we used to. Qiqi, promise me that you must be happy. ”

"Who is scarce about your blessings, and who is going to promise you anything?" Qiqi finally couldn't help it, the muscles on the side of his mouth twitched, and he whined a few times, and then hugged Su Xiaoran's shoulder and didn't want her to leave.

Parting is always so hard.

Su Xiaoran tried hard to raise her head, sniffed sharply, gritted her teeth, and said, "It's almost time, it's time for me to go." ”

As he spoke, he resolutely turned around and entered the train station, Qiqi opened his mouth and looked at her back as she was fading away, but he couldn't say a word.

……

Xiaomeng's funeral is scheduled for tomorrow morning. After coming out of the hospital, Chenxi still didn't recover for a long time. Time seems to go back to five years ago, it seems to be a cold night, he was stuck in the road, and when he ran to the hospital, he was told that Xiaomeng had left, and he didn't even see her for the last time.

Today, history repeats itself, perhaps because it has been reacted in advance, and he actually stood there stunned, watching them tear his heart at her withered face, and he did not shed a single tear.

Tears dried up a few years ago, right?

Although there was a lot of unhappiness later, he still wanted to believe that she was still a teenager, innocent and beautiful.

Farewell is a cruel word, but people really have to get used to its existence.

It wasn't until late at night that everyone was quiet. The flower mother cried all day, the white-haired man sent the black-haired man, her heart had been hollowed out, and at this moment, she was no longer a shrewd businessman, but the poor mother who was at a loss.

Hua Yan had the same reaction as Chen Xi, he didn't cry, but his eyes were very red, and he seemed to have been trying to suppress his tears.

In addition to the mother of flowers, the most heart-rending is Frank. If it weren't for seeing him cry like this, maybe Chenxi really didn't know what Xiaomeng meant to Frank.

The two of them had a holiday, but Xiaomeng never knew about it. The two had fought because of Xiaomeng before, it was all old things, and for some reason, when he saw Frank again that day, the blood in Chenxi's mind rushed up unobediently, especially when he saw Frank's hand on Su Xiaoran's shoulder.

It's gone, it's gone, Su Xiaoran is gone, Xiaomeng is also gone, as if his youth has lived in vain, but there are still many things that need to continue.

For example, half of the investigation was conducted, and half of the shares were contested.

Chenxi locked himself in the house, holding a bottle of whiskey, half leaning on the sofa and staring at the door to the bedroom with empty eyes. When Su Xiaoran was there, he would often ask him to open the door, saying that he liked to close the door, the habit was not good, the air was not circulating, and people would become closed sooner or later.

Now, the door was so cold that she separated the two places, and she would never argue with him again over such a trivial matter.

Thinking back to the morning, he had just gotten off the plane and learned the news that Xiaomeng was seriously ill, he called Su Xiaoran and wanted to ask for her consent, and then, then the two of them could go to the hospital together to have a look, after all, it was probably the last time.

But...... Su Xiaoran told him to break up, and then, when he wanted to come back to Su Xiaoran desperately, he received the bad news of Xiaomeng's death.

He was a big man, just standing stupidly in the airport parking lot, not knowing which direction to go.

It seems that when a person dies, he dies, and there is no need to take a last look, but ...... His true ghost sent God to see her one last time, so he showed up in the hospital.

I heard that Xiaomeng left quietly and did not suffer too much, her face was too haggard and cold, and it was almost impossible to see that she was no longer breathing, as if she was just sleeping deeply.

If it weren't for the terrifying cry that woke him up, maybe Chen Xidu still thought it was just a joke. People are always like this, after experiencing a joke, they don't dare to accept reality.

Didn't get too long of silence, the sharp ringtone of the mobile phone resounded throughout the room, Chen Xi was very reluctant to answer the phone, but the phone rang several times in a row, he wanted to get up and turn off the phone, and give himself a scene, but he saw who called.

It's seven seven.

Su Xiaoran's mobile phone was turned off, and Qiqi called at this time, could it be ......

Chenxi was a little excited and answered the phone, but Qiqi's tone was very indifferent, she only said one sentence: "Your things are all packed, are you coming to get them yourself?" Or will I mail it to you? ”