Looking back on the past four years, time flies, the personnel changes in the palace make people feel the vicissitudes of life, when she entered the palace, she was held in the palm of his hand as if she was a loved one, the favorite, the status of the extremely honorable favor annoyed a thousand women in the palace, behind the scenes, all wanted to put her to death. The glitz receded, and she suddenly realized that this favor was just a mirror and a void.

She has done so much for him, she can't wait for him to treat her sincerely, his repeated appearances only treat her as a chess piece on the chessboard, and her heart was once cold, but then he warmed it again. In the confession of the night before the big war, he drank a little too much, and stumbled to her to settle old accounts, but it turned into a heartfelt confession.

Two years later, in the Dongyi War, she tossed back and forth between loss and gain, her heart was like being put on a pot and constantly tormented, he was life or death, blessing or curse, in a blink of an eye, the news changed, and she was helpless. She seems to be calmly staying in this harem, but she is panicking every day, afraid that if there is no him, this day will not be able to live.

He came back from Dongyi, rode his horse and galloped, and appeared when she was in the most danger, the knife inserted in Yingde's heart, how cruel he was, how gentle he was to Bao Xi, and this tenderness had also become despair deeply entangled in her heart, and she didn't even know how to face the man in front of her.

He didn't believe in love and didn't believe in women for so many years, and he was the only one who was willing to be emotional and willing for her, so he made her his weakness. Bao Xi's arms were wrapped around her knees, sitting on the bed and staring blankly at the dappled sunlight on the ground, which confirmed that the sun was a shadow, that the warmth was dew, and that a love was the fear of parting in the heart.

However, there is no feast in the world, and now this feast is a little early, but after all, we have always gathered.

He also left her before, and now she is gone, although she has been gone for a long time, but missing, missing, will always make missing a habit, but it is better not to disappear. Bao Xi pursed her lips and smiled at the mottled shadow on the ground, her long hair was scattered, and the clothes on her body were messy, but she didn't want to take care of it at all, she also felt wronged and very wronged, she did two things for the Bao family in this life, one made her expel from the door, and the other made her take her life, and I don't know what Bao Jue would say to her if there was a reunion under Jiuquan?

Say, "Thank you." ”

Or, "Get out!" ”

It's nothing more than these two sentences, how long has it been since she has seen her father? Bao Xi sighed, no wonder Ji Gongyan felt that she was wronged, and she also felt a little wronged, after all, Bao Hongde was so cruel and cruel to her. If this relative can be useful, can he still help him? She thought so and shook her head, but fortunately, this relative is not so useful, if he is like Shenhou, if he is like Chu Hou, if he is like Qin Hou...... That's miserable.

Thinking of this, she suddenly smiled again.

When Mrs. Zheng passed away that day, holding her hand, her eyes were full of reluctance to the world, her attachment to her children, and her longing for the king, but she still told her, "I love him." At that time, Bao Xi felt that Mrs. Zheng was the most enviable person in the world, this person...... You can't envy others, if you are envious, you have to become her, and now that she has one foot in the ghost gate, she can also say, "I love him too." ”

Love is really the best anesthetic in this world, which can make people forget pain, pain, sadness and pathos, forget all the misfortunes in the world, and only remember the beautiful time. Bao Xi looked at her hand, the lines on it were very shallow, very shallow, and her father once said, "This is a thin life, the same as your mother." ”

At that time, she didn't believe it, she didn't believe in any fate, she felt that her mother's misfortune was not fate, it was decided by choice, but now she can't help but believe it. It turns out that falling in love with someone is not something he can control at all, if he can, he may choose not to love the king, and the king will choose not to love him, so that the two of them will have a very easy life.

But is there something missing?

Bao Xi cried again, he would definitely meet a warm woman in the future, so that he would forget her. But in the future, she can only stand at the intersection of Huangquan Road and wait stupidly, waiting for one day if he will come. Thinking about it this way, this death also makes people feel so sad, it's nothing more than being in two different worlds, whether it's good or not, or whether it's good or not, it's just that you can't talk to people in another world.

In fact, maybe she could come and see him secretly, but he couldn't see her.

Bao Xi wanted to turn over and get out of bed, put on his clothes and ride back to the palace, so that he couldn't help but go back, but she was also an ordinary woman, longing for the sun in the field, longing for the ordinary married life, longing for the person who confirmed her love also loved him, and longed to hold hands with him...... So she didn't leave, since the king sent troops, digging and digging is an old injury that has not healed, adding a new one, and it will definitely not get better for a while...... Then why didn't she stop here, she was like her mother in this life, coming and going in a hurry.

It turns out that this life will also be inherited.

She once thought that it was really stupid to love someone, but now she thinks about it, it's just that she didn't meet this person, and she is willing to die stupidly when she meets her. She bit her lower lip, rolled out of bed, and stood in the middle of the room, in the midst of the circles of light, watching the sun hit her feet. The summer solstice is approaching, which is the closest time of the year for the sun, the longest day, and the most unfortunate time of the year, because after that day, the day slowly becomes shorter, and day after day, the sun is getting farther and farther away.

Prosperity and decline are the most unfortunate sorrows in this world, just like this dynasty.

When the sun shines on her feet, she feels warm, from the soles of her feet to the bottom of her heart.

She didn't know how long she had been in a trance, but she suddenly pulled out of her thoughts and decided to think about something else, such as ...... She promised the king that she would prepare some wild fruits and weeds for the meat he had hunted, and what would he hunt? Elk? Or jackals!

Bao Xi laughed because she didn't know if the jackal could be eaten? If you can, you will also avenge the revenge of being chased by the jackal, so think about it and feel that life is still very interesting, as long as you live for a day, there will be a day of turnaround, no one can take all the luck, but no one will really be unlucky for a lifetime. Every day in the future is worth looking forward to, and she looks forward to Ji Gongyan's comeback to win him the true respect of the Son of Heaven in Kyushu.

Now as long as the war in Beidi is over and the dog Rong wins again, then only the killing of the Chu State remains. He must be able to do what he wants to do, because his chess game is jaw-dropping, and she is not his opponent. But now for her sake, he messed up his steps, and when she was gone, he would become such a calm, calm, and unpredictable king.

Bao Xi was stunned again, and she found that she liked him so much.

In the past, she didn't think that because there were too many trivial matters, and now there are no such disturbances, she found that she really likes him. After noon, and after evening, he finally came out of the mountains and forests, really carried a jackal on his body, threw the wolf that was already out of breath on the ground, and said hatefully, "I have finally avenged the great revenge!" ”

Bao Xi laughed out loud, and raised her eyes to look at Ji Gongyan's child.

"What's wrong?" Ji Gongyan frowned dissatisfiedly, and wiped the sweat on his forehead with his arm, "When I saw a wolf in the morning, I thought that I had to hunt one back, we were chased by them back then, and we were so busy and hard along the way, and now it can be regarded as a big revenge, so make do with it, right?" After he finished speaking, he sat cross-legged on the ground, panting heavily, there were not many arrows left, the clothes on his body were also rotten, and his hair was scattered on his head. ”

"How so?" Ji Gongyan asked, pulling Bao Xi over, "Are you hungry?" ”

"Can you eat wolf meat?" Bao Xi asked, always feeling a little panicked.

Ji Gongyan thought for a while and nodded, "You can eat, there are some cooks in the palace who do a good job, you can eat, you can eat!" He grabbed her waist and asked her, "You see, if I hunt, if you elope with me, we can live." ”

"You can't bear it," Bao Xi nodded at the tip of Ji Gongyu's nose.

"What am I reluctant to give?" Ji Gongyan asked, he covered up the title of the widow, did he really want to be an ordinary couple with Bao Xi, he might be poor, but he wouldn't die so helpless and so wronged, "The throne is just a constraint and a bondage, I am willing to give up, but I can't bear you." He pinched Bao Xi's nose, Bao Xi shook his head, he couldn't give up, because if he wasn't Ji Gongyan or Zhou Chaotian, he would ...... It's not him!

"You go kill the wolf, I'll set up the pot?" Bao Xi asked.

"Will you?" Ji Gongyan also asked, Bao Xi thought for a while, then shook his head, and asked rhetorically, "Will you?" ”

"Yes!" Ji Gongyan nodded, patted the open space beside him, meaning to sit on the ground and follow him, "Let me rest and rest, I'll do it in a while, you sit with me for a while." ”

"The gentleman is far away from the kitchen!" Bao Xi said.

"When did you think I was a gentleman?" Ji Gongyan turned his face to ask Bao Xi, his head against her forehead, very close to her, so that he couldn't see her delicate appearance clearly, so he had to raise his head slightly and stay away. After a long time, he found that he didn't think Bao Xi was not good-looking, he remembered that when he saw her for the first time, he thought she was not so good-looking, why did she look so beautiful after a long time?

Bao Xi shook her head, "I almost forgot, you never were, you are the king." ”

Ji Gongyan kissed Bao Xi's lips and tongue, "Help me pinch?" He stretched out his arm to Bao Xi, like a coquettish child, Bao Xi held this arm in his arms, inch by inch ** his muscles, and stood up behind him, from the stiff neck to his back, and finally he fell asleep on the ground, he really couldn't be a humble gentleman, and he didn't look like a warm jade, but she just liked it.