Su Xiaoran knew that she shouldn't have a temper with her parents, she felt very guilty, so she wanted to make up for them, bought several vegetables in the vegetable market, and decided to go back and cook them for the second elder herself.

In fact, there is also her own selfishness in this, Su Xiaoran knows that she is ready in her heart.

When they came back, the two elders were unusually cautious, especially the mother, who didn't dare to mention anything about Chenxi anymore, and the two old men sat in the living room stiffly, nominally watching TV, but their eyes kept chasing Su Xiaoran's back.

Su Xiaoran put on an apron and went into the kitchen. She hadn't cooked for a long time, especially for her parents. I used to be ignorant, and I always felt that everything I got was deserved, until, until she was really pregnant with a child, she didn't know how sad it was for parents to give up the child.

After stir-frying a few side dishes, Su Xiaoran beckoned his parents to sit at the dinner table, and personally poured wine for his father, then chuckled and said, "I may be a little tired, don't worry about me, it will be fine in a few days." ”

"Fool, go home when you're tired, don't your parents always wait for you at home." Mother Su said, her nose was sore, and she almost didn't shed tears, but Father Su on the side stepped on her in a daze, and she took back her tears.

"Xiaoran, it's okay, your mother also cares about you too much, but Dad thinks that when you grow up, you can make your own decisions, and I won't interfere in your affairs."

"Thank you, Dad."

Su Xiaoran looked at her father gratefully, pursed her lips and smiled.

Maybe it really responded to that sentence: there is no overnight feud between relatives, even if it was clear that there was a quarrel just now, but now, the family is still sitting together, eating dinner happily, Su Xiaoran remembers that this night, his parents smiled very happily.

That's what she wants.

Perhaps because of guilt, she unexpectedly wanted to make amends to them, and also let her experience the transformation from children to parents.

After sending her parents away, Su Xiaoran did not rush to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, but lay on the sofa, looking at the TV that was still playing, looking in a trance.

This was the only way at the moment, and she didn't plan to tell anyone, not even Qiqi.

After deciding, Su Xiaoran deliberately changed into comfortable clothes, went downstairs, took a taxi, and went directly to the hospital.

She's going to knock the baby out.

This child must not be kept, although she feels sad, but there is no love marriage, oppressive environment, all these factors prompt her to give up this child.

On the way, Su Xiaoran kept stroking her belly, although it had not yet taken shape, but in her heart, it was already a complete life.

I'm sorry to selfishly decide where you want to go.

Su Xiaoran turned sideways, leaning against the car window and looking at the bright city, it turned out that things would only happen to him before he could feel it personally.

When she arrived at the hospital, Su Xiaoran stood at the entrance of the hospital and didn't dare to walk in, as far as she was concerned, as long as she stepped in, it would be a different ending.

The wind is really strong.

Su Xiaoran couldn't help but pull into the windbreaker, her hair swaying in the breeze, and her heartbeat was particularly violent at this moment.

Su Xiaoran, why don't you dare to walk in? What can your cowardice bring you?

Confused.

Su Xiaoran lowered his head, sniffed hard, then took a deep breath, and walked in straight.

Gynecologic.

Some rejoiced, some sorrowed.

Happy people are probably accompanied by a man who loves her, and with companionship, the smile on her face can melt happily. The Sorrowful Man......

Su Xiaoran guessed that they must be the same as herself, maybe they didn't come here to welcome the arrival of life, but to give up something important, right?

Holding the number plate in her hand, she sat on the cold bench and waited, it turned out that she was not the only one who would be in such a situation, and she was not the only one who would make such a choice.

Su Xiaoran!

Is his name right, Su Xiaoran pulled out of her thoughts in a panic, looked at the door of the operating room, and the nurse with a mask was looking around, looking for her figure.

She opened her mouth slightly, she wanted to answer, but she couldn't make a sound, and her legs were trembling unobeyedly, what were she afraid of?

Su Xiaoran!

Voices were even more impatient, as if she didn't want to wait any longer, Su Xiaoran stood up, and several girls with the same fate around her also looked at her.

"Hurry up, there's a queue in the back!"

The nurse was about the same age as her, but probably because she had seen too much, there was no emotion in her tone.

Su Xiaoran walked towards her, and with every step, she felt the torment in her heart.

The child is innocent, but can he be happy when he is born?

At a distance of less than two meters, Su Xiaoran seemed to have walked for a long time, and the nurse's eyes became more and more impatient, but Su Xiaoran didn't have the heart to scruple so much, her mind was not at ease at the moment, how could she be considerate of others?

Doorway.

The door of the operating room is like the big open mouth of a flood beast, which is intimidating. Su Xiaoran stopped, and the nurse on the side actually touched her with her hand: "Don't be afraid, soon." ”

Su Xiaoran closed her eyes, and at this moment she thought of Qiqi.

It would be nice if Qiqi was here, Su Xiaoran remembered that when Qiqi was pushed into the operating room half a year ago, she held her hand so hard, Qiqi's eyes, she will never forget it for the rest of her life.

What a desperate person must have such eyes!

"Su Xiaoran!"

Su Xiaoran was surprised, turned around, and saw Qiqi, who was sweating profusely, and Ji Ren.

"Su Xiaoran, are you crazy?!"

Qiqi rushed over, dragged her out, the nurse was anxious, and shouted to ask Su Xiaoran if she could do it, Qiqi was angry, and put her hands on her waist: "Be your head!" ”

"Qiqi, why are you here?"

Despite being surprised, his hand was tightly held by Qiqi, and Su Xiaoran still felt somewhat relieved.

Ji Ren walked up, "Su Xiaoran, I'll be responsible." ”

"Responsible? Who's in charge of you? Qiqi, why did you bring him? ”

Su Xiaoran realized that she didn't tell Ji Ren, but how did he know?

Qiqi shook his head: "Let's go out first, and then explain slowly, in short, you think you are too hasty to do this." ”

Saying that, he directly took Su Xiaoran's hand to go out, Su Xiaoran shook off Qiqi's hand and looked at Ji Ren coldly: "Ji Ren, remember, this matter has nothing to do with you, I have nothing to do with you, I said, I don't want to see you again from now on, understand?" ”

"Su Xiaoran, I can't do it, this is our child, I won't leave you alone anymore, go back with me." Ji Ren couldn't help but take Su Xiaoran's hand and walked out, Qiqi hurriedly followed, and came to the door of the hospital in a blink of an eye, Ji Ren let go of his hand after confirming that there was no danger, Su Xiaoran rubbed his painful hand, and met Ji Ren's fiery gaze, in addition to hatred or hatred in his heart.

"Su Xiaoran, just think I'm wrong, okay? We finally came together again after going around and around, I don't want to be separated from you again, this child, just take it as a gift from God, promise me, give me a chance to start over, I won't let you down again. ”

Ji Ren took Su Xiaoran's hand, sincere and sincere.

"Su Xiaoran, the child is innocent, can you think about it again?" Qiqi also said on the side.

Su Xiaoran looked at Qiqi sadly: "Qiqi, even you persuaded me not to give up this child?" ”

"It's not...... Persuasion, I hope you think about it, after all...... This is not child's play. Qiqi saw the disappointment in Su Xiaoran's eyes and said cautiously.

Su Xiaoran was disappointed, not because Qiqi would say so, but, Ji Ren, from today onwards, Ji Ren has changed beyond recognition in her heart.

Blindly taking, blindly persecuting, this is what he calls love?

Facing the two people who were once the most important to him, Su Xiaoran had nothing but silence.

She pushed away Ji Ren's block, walked out of the hospital alone, walked along the street, walked, she knew that Qiqi and Ji Ren were following her, but she didn't want to turn back, and she didn't want to yell and let them go, because she knew that no matter what she said, they wouldn't leave her alone.

I have never been so depressed, I want to seek a quiet shelter, but my eyes are full of so-called love and care, why do I have to take into account the feelings of others before even being sad?

Su Xiaoran admitted that she didn't have the courage to end that life, even if she knew that she had no love for it, even if she knew that it was almost a gamble for her life, but she still couldn't give up.

I don't know how long it was, but she was tired first, so she stopped, just came to a coffee shop, thought about it, and decided to go in and sit down.

As soon as Su Xiaoran sat down, Qiqi and Ji Ren followed, perhaps because he was afraid that she would be angry, Ji Ren did not dare to move forward, but sat down not far away, but his eyes never left her for half a second.

Qiqi walked over, sat down beside her, and looked at her with pity: "Fool, why bother? ”

"I don't want to talk right now." Su Xiaoran lowered his head and took a sip of his drink.

Qiqi snatched the ice drink in her hand and waved to the waiter instead: "Have a cup of hot boiling water!" ”

"Your body is the most important thing, no matter how unhappy you are, you have to live your life, right?"

Qiqi's voice is very soft, Qiqi has never been so gentle in her memory, maybe she really looks too much like a person who needs to be protected now, right?

Su Xiaoran was holding the water in her hand, and she could feel the warm current spreading in her palm through the glass, but it couldn't warm her heart.

"Why tell him? Qiqi, you know what I don't want him to know. ”

"I'm sorry, it's my fault that I didn't discuss with you in advance, but Su Xiaoran, no matter how you say it, Ji Ren is also the father of the child, although this is a mistake, but no matter how wrong it is, can the child be at fault? I know you don't like him now, and I hate him too, but let's think about it in a different direction, no matter how bad Ji Ren is, he is also the person you have liked for four years, Su Xiaoran, can you really let it go completely? ”