Chapter 342: Things Are Getting Messy

No matter how I said it, I was pregnant and born in October, this process can only be experienced by myself, how can other people experience it, that kind of feeling is too deep for himself, so he wants to give him the best arrangement and give him the best everything.

I think so, but the other party doesn't necessarily appreciate it, and judging from the current situation, isn't he also unappreciative? Although he thought so, all the arrangements he made for himself were for his good, but in the end, he didn't think so at all, and even resented himself for not respecting his ideas.

For him now, his thoughts are more important than anything else. No matter what decisions you make, as long as it concerns him, you have to respect his ideas, and even ask him if he has any other ideas.

From this, it is obvious that he is very different from the past him, and he can no longer treat him with the same thoughts as before.

If you really do this, the result will only backfire, it will only anger him, and it will only make the result of the matter worse, maybe you should leave it alone in the future. After all, when you grow up, you have your own thinking ability, you know what you want, and you don't want what you give him, so why bother with it, and it's better to live your own life.

"Okay, don't think about it so much, let's rest early." He Shaobin comforted his wife and told her not to think too much, some of her thoughts were not so clear to him.

may be because she can't replace it, she can't replace her with the hard work of being pregnant in October, and how did she survive the whole process. I know that she is very hard, but I can't really understand what kind of hard work.

I still feel sorry for her, and I am very grateful to her for giving birth to such a son. I have to say that my son is actually quite good, although he didn't grow up by his side, he can also see that his son is a talent, and his ability in all aspects of work is quite good.

In general, I am quite satisfied with this son, although sometimes it is inevitable that I will be angry, but that is also a normal phenomenon. He also has hopes for himself, but there are some things that he can't interfere with at all, and he doesn't know if he will go on according to his own arrangement in the end.

Maybe he already has the answer in his heart, but sometimes he doesn't want to admit it, how can he listen to his own arrangement and follow the route he has arranged. It's impossible to think about it, after all, he is no longer the young and frivolous him, and some things can't be decided and his parents need to help make decisions.

He even said that he now has more ideas than himself, knows more about what he wants, and what he wants to arrange for him is just a burden and burden imposed on him.

"Okay, I know, all I can say is try not to think too much." Chen Fangru naturally knew that her husband cared about herself and didn't want to think too much about herself.

In fact, she didn't want to think too much at this time, after all, she hadn't eaten well or slept well these days, and her spirit had been highly tense, and now she was finally able to unload this nervous emotion.

Of course, she also wants to relax, this kind of life is too difficult for her. Maybe it's because I've been living a comfortable life too much recently, as long as I encounter these things, I feel very irritable, and my spirit will be very tight, plus the other party is still my son, how can I not be nervous?

"If you know, just put everything down for the time being, let him handle his son's affairs by himself, he has grown up, even if you want to interfere with him, you don't necessarily have such ability." I always have to learn to let go of all this, and I have grown up, and I am no longer the child I was at the mercy of others.

Now that he has his own thoughts, then give him back his life, don't let him feel that his parents are so difficult to get along with.

I really don't want to leave such a shadow in my son's heart, thinking that his parents are so difficult to get along with. I'm not such a difficult person to get along with, so don't let people feel like they're really difficult to get along with.

Chen Fangru finally gave up this idea, she also knew that it was useless to think too much at this time, and she couldn't change anything, so she should face everything calmly.

After He Yuhe returned to the room, his thoughts have been particularly confused, because he never thought that he would hear such an ending. I imagined that my parents did a lot of excessive things, but they still paid the medical expenses for each other and reduced the burden.

For her, she may not think that money has anything, but for her first love, it is definitely a lot of money, and for her, helping is definitely not a little.

Even I thought like this, if my mother hadn't paid for her medical bills at the beginning, then today, she is likely to be still paying off that debt.

Now people don't all have such a sigh, can't they afford to be sick, not to mention that it was still so serious at the beginning, and the medical expenses needed for so long in the hospital should not be cheap, she is an orphan, and the money she usually earns is not much.

Coupled with the medical expenses, this cost is undoubtedly on him, and it is a lot of pressure for her. Fortunately, in the end, I paid for his medical bills, so that she didn't have so much pressure that she could live such a life today.

Now she is usually so stingy with herself, if she adds this medical expense, she can't imagine how she will abuse herself.

What He Yuhe was struggling with at this time was whether her first love knew that there was such a thing, she should know that there was such a thing, but she didn't know who the other party was.

After all, my mother made it clear that they were anonymous at the beginning, so no one knew that the money was paid by them.

I thought that what my parents did was so cold-blooded and ruthless, but I didn't expect that there would be a turning point, and I didn't expect them to do such a thing, so what I said was a bit excessive? No matter how you say it, it's your own parents, and you shouldn't talk to them in such a tone.

But everything is in the past, the words are over

After saying that, it is impossible for me to take it back, so at this moment, I feel that my thoughts are particularly confused.

Or maybe I didn't expect such a result, so I didn't know how to face it suddenly. How can this be? I didn't even think about this at the beginning.

Originally, I was planning to go back to the United States, but I just wanted to find out the facts, and now the more I know, the more confused my heart becomes. It's that I shouldn't have come here, and I shouldn't know about these things.

It's only now that I regret it, it's too late. I really don't know why such a simple thing turned out to be like this, and one thing that cannot be denied is that the more I know about things, the more I don't know how to do it.

It's another sleepless night, knowing too many things, making my thoughts even more confused, so how can I sleep on such a night. In fact, I just wanted to be simple, that is, I wanted them to tell me the truth, but I didn't expect to hear such a thing.

I never thought about who to complain about, nor did I think about explaining something for anyone, but knowing something, my feelings will inevitably become complicated.

So in such a situation, how could he sleep himself, He Yuhe had never felt such helplessness.

I thought about it all night and didn't fall asleep until it was almost dawn. After thinking about it for so long, but he didn't come up with any reasonable solution, even at this time, he still didn't know how to face his first love.

In any case, this matter must be explained to her, she has the right to know everything, although she has lost the memory of the past like herself, but she must tell her that the things that have happened are related to her.

I never intended to hide this from her, but I have been struggling with myself all the time, and I don't know how to talk to her.

Even if she told her all these facts, would she be willing to believe what she said? Would you still be willing to be friends with yourself? I am not sure about this at all.

He Yuhe's heart is not sure at all, she doesn't know what kind of reaction she will have if she tells her first love about these things, will she stop paying attention to herself in the future, and after she tells her, will she cut off the relationship with herself, saying that there has been no contact five years ago, let alone this time.

So I'm really afraid that she will say this in my heart, and I'm afraid that she will ignore herself in the future, but in fact, I really care about her, which can be seen from the performance of daily behavior.

At the beginning, I felt strange, why when facing her, I didn't have a cleanliness attack, and I also felt that she was very special, and wanted to be closer to her, but now I think about it, all this is not completely unreasonable, it turns out that she has a certain place in her heart.

The next morning, Chen Fangru had been waiting for her son to come down in the living room, but she had not waited, and planned to have breakfast with him.

It seems that he shouldn't have rested well last night, otherwise it would be so late, how could he not come down.

After knowing those things, for him, there will also be a certain impact, and there will also be a certain influence, it is impossible to say that there is no influence at all.

The moment I suddenly let myself know about this, I didn't know how to face it, maybe I didn't think of this at all.

(End of chapter)