Chapter 182: Inner Demon (II)

Tang Qianlin looked at He Chenxue, and He Chenxue looked at him with a disappointed face and asked, "Why?" ”

Tang Qianlin sighed and said, "I don't know what you are, but I know that all this is fake, you just make up this place that doesn't exist at all based on everything in my head." I've been fantasizing for so many years that I can go back to Shanghai with He Chenxue and start a new life, so you took advantage of this to create these illusions. The foreign school is a promise I made to Zicheng, the so-called Dr. Thomas is based on the British adventurer in my memory, I almost believed it, really, almost believed it......"

That "He Chenxue" asked with a disappointed face: "Then why don't you believe it?" ”

Tang Qianlin said: "Because you are the He Chenxue I imagined, I know very well, understand?" ”

"He Chenxue" had tears in her eyes: "Why? ”

Tang Qianlin stepped forward and hugged "He Chenxue": "Enough, I've seen through it, enough is enough, let the illusion end, let me wake up, I don't belong here, thank you." ”

"He Chenxue" also hugged him tightly: "You obviously know in your heart that these are what you need most, why do you want to expose it?" Why don't you take it? ”

Tang Qianlin said: "Goodbye, thank you, even if all this is fake......"

After saying this, "He Chenxue" finally disappeared, and Tang Qianlin also opened his eyes, took a deep breath and looked at An Ran, who was full of worry in front of him.

Tang Qianlin looked at An Ran and said, "I almost can't wake up again." ”

An Ran breathed a sigh of relief: "You woke up and fell asleep just now, I don't know what's going on, I was scared to death." ”

Tang Qianlin told An Ran everything that happened in the dream before, and An Ran looked around when he heard this: "I understand what's going on, look around." ”

Tang Qianlin got up and looked at the people around him, among them were the sacrificial soldiers, there was no doubt that these people were brought by the first generation of high priests, and there were still many people wearing Central Plains costumes lying around, they must be the first batch of heretic alliances to come here in the past.

All of them died, but it was as if they were asleep, and everyone had a happy smile on their faces, as if to tell those who were watching them that they were not suffering at all.

Tang Qianlin looked further away and found that there was a black fog behind him, and the surroundings were also pitch black, but from time to time in the darkness, a swarm of yin bees would fly out, illuminating the surroundings like lanterns floating in mid-air.

An Ran said: "When I woke up, I found that I was here, I was scared, and I couldn't find anyone else, and I searched for a long time before I followed the yin bee to find you." ”

Tang Qianlin said: "Didn't you dream? ”

An Ran hesitated and said, "Yes, I dreamed for a long time, but I finally woke up." ”

Tang Qianlin asked, "What dream?" ”

An Ran asked, "It seems that you are also dreaming?" ”

Tang Qianlin looked around: "It's not just us, everyone who comes here will fall into a dream, it's just that some people can wake up, and some people choose to immerse themselves in dreams." ”

An Ran asked, "What dream did you have?" ”

Tang Qianlin hesitated, and finally told An Ran the contents of the dream 1510.

An Ran sat there and listened, and asked, "Since the dream is so real, why did you find out that it was fake?" ”

Tang Qianlin said: "If Thomas in the dream didn't say that, I guess I wouldn't have realized it." ”

An Ran said: "You said that 'she finally apologized to you'?" ”

"Yes, it was because of that sentence that I realized that it was just a dream, and it was definitely not true." Tang Qianlin smiled, "In the dream, that He Chenxue said to me - I told you before, no matter when you think of these things again in this life, every time you think of it, I will say sorry to you once, I'm sorry, it was my fault before, if I hadn't experienced those things in Harbin, I'm afraid I wouldn't know that I really love you in this life, and I am really grateful for everything you have done for me." ”

An Ran said: "I understand, with her character, she will never say this to you, right?" ”

Tang Qianlin nodded: "Yes, these words are what I once imagined she would say to me, I have thought about it many, many times, when I took Zicheng around to look for her in those years, every time I couldn't stand it, I would fantasize that on the day I found her, she would say this to me, I have survived so many years by this self-deception, so I know it is false." ”

An Ran said: "It's ...... like me"

Tang Qianlin asked, "What dream did you have?" ”

An Ran smiled miserably: "It's nothing, it's not worth mentioning, but what's going on here?" ”

Tang Qianlin said: "This place can awaken your inner demons, to put it bluntly, this is a place to completely dig out your innermost desires, everything in your dreams is built by yourself, and the demons will put what you want most in front of you, I think, in fact, most people know that it is fake, but because you can't get it in reality, so, in a world that seems exactly the same as reality, you get everything you want, many people will not choose to wake up, they will be the same as the people lying here, Laughing and dying in a dream, living forever in the world you imagined. ”

Tang Qianlin said, but smiled.

He suddenly felt that the most difficult thing for a person to defeat in his life was himself, and before entering, Liu Mouzheng had asked him if he was still in love with He Chenxue.

The answer is yes, he came to Harbin, and after being repeatedly rejected by He Chenxue, he deceived himself and stopped loving her, the more he escaped, the more painful it became, until this dream finally woke him up.

All along, what he loves is not He Chenxue, what he loves is only the He Chenxue in his imagination, and that He Chenxue will only appear in his dreams, and his fantasy is far from the He Chenxue in reality.

So, he woke up, he finally woke up, and the dream of ten years finally woke up at this moment.

In the dream, the "He Chenxue" he was holding was actually himself, and what he kept thanking was only the strong and kind self.

In the dream, there was no indifferent Qianlin, let alone the paranoid and terrifying killer Kinara, but the woman he imagined could give him warmth, so he knew that he didn't have any resentment, so he thanked himself and said goodbye to his tearful self in the past.

"Let's go. We've got to find someone else. Tang Qianlin took An Ran's hand, stepped past the sleeping and dead people, and walked forward.

Tang Qianlin didn't notice that An Ran, who was following behind him, looked at his side with tears in her eyes, as if she would never see it again in the next second.

After walking for a long time, Tang Qianlin finally saw Praruo Nissen standing not far away with his head bowed, and in front of Praruo Nissen, Xiao Tianjun was sleeping with a smile.

Tang Qianlin walked up to Praruo Nissen, squatted down to probe Xiao Tianjun's rhythmic breathing, and tried to wake him up, but Praruo Nisen said, "He's dead." ”

Tang Qianlin said: "No, he just fell asleep." ”

An Ran said: "Yes, I fell asleep." ”

Tang Qianlin raised his eyes and looked at Prajnison, he knew that maybe this thing that could not be called a human would not dream, because he didn't even know what he was, and Xiao Tianjun didn't go to the end in the end.

Although Tang Qianlin didn't know what specific dream Xiao Tianjun had, he knew that in this dream, Xiao Tianjun must have discovered the secret of life and death, and he must have resurrected his wife, and then started a happy life with his wife.

Because it was his wish, even if he knew it was fake, it should be said that Oda Jun had always known that it was impossible to resurrect his wife, but he still persevered in looking for a way that would not exist in this world, because only in this way could he fulfill his promise to his wife, that is, to live well.

is just like Tang Qianlin, who was in torment back then, but was constantly deceiving himself.

Next, Tang Qianlin found Ye Da, Xia Shuang, Tang Yushi, Li Yunfan, and Bei Zihong.

When he found Bei Zihong, he was sitting next to Yan Liuyan, who was sleeping.

Like everyone else, Yan Liuyan's face was filled with a happy smile, and his hands were on his abdomen, very satisfied.

Bei Zihong muttered, "He didn't wake up. ”

Tang Qianlin said: "I'm very strange, why did you wake up?" ”

Bei Zihong said: "Because I saw Yefeng in a dream, in the dream I lived in seclusion with her and lived a carefree life, the reason why I was able to wake up was because I saw her die with my own eyes, so, I know that everything is fake." ”

Tang Qianlin said: "What about Yan Liuyan? ”

Bei Zihong said: "He is the last person to survive the Yan clan, I didn't tell you, right?" ”

Tang Qianlin frowned: "What?" But if you kill his people, why should he follow you with all his heart? ”

Bei Zihong said lightly: "Because he is the stupidest, stupidest, and most excluded one in the Yan clan, don't look at his current age, but his actual age is about the same as Yun Fan, the reason why he became like this is because he took a lot of forbidden drugs, although he finally killed the whole clan under my order, but he felt guilty in his heart." So, I think in the dream, he should have not carried out my order and fled with the Yan clan. ”

Li Yunfan said: "You have done too many sins in your life, but you have attributed all your sins to others, thinking that the sins you have suffered are all caused by others, and you never want to think about what you have chosen." ”

Bei Zihong got up and said, "What did I choose?" Can I choose!? Do I have a choice? There were always only two choices before me, either do what they said or die! If it were you, how would you choose? ”

Li Yunfan said lightly: "I choose to die, because I know that if I do what they say, sooner or later I will die, and if I die later will hurt others, I would rather die early." ”

Beizi Hong is stopped.

After a long time, Tang Qianlin said, "Let's go, continue." ”

Bei Zihong laughed out loud at this time: "You all think you are righteous, you think you can sacrifice everything, and criticize other people's experiences, I only hope that in the next life, if there is a next life, you will have the same experience as me, and if you can remember what you said to me in this life, you will know how hypocritical you are." ”

After Bei Zihong finished speaking, he stood there and burst into terrible laughter.

In the midst of laughter, Tang Qianlin saw Ni Xiaowan leaning on a stone tablet not far away by the light of the yin bee.