I wiped a handful of tears from my eyes.

"Do you really miss the baby?" Cheng Siyuan handed over the half-drunk juice again, and I took it in my hand.

"Brother! I never thought I'd be separated from him for so long. I leaned on my brother's body, "At that time, when I gave birth to him, I heard his cry, and I felt that the whole world was mine!" ”

A woman is like that, when she conceives a baby in October and gives birth, when she sees the child for the first time, she becomes gentle. That's motherhood.

"When I first saw him, I felt how stupid it was that when I knew I was pregnant, I tried everything I could to get rid of him, and there was a moment when I thought, if he was really gone, how much would I have lost?" I took a sip of the juice and said quietly.

"That's a real pity, this little thing is so pleasing!" Cheng Siyuan said beautifully.

"Yes! Then I don't have to live or die! "I'm scared when I think about it.

"Later, Zhan Yunting inexplicably approached us to the Royal Dragon Garden, I didn't know him at all at that time, he was twenty-five or eighty-thousand, the idol in the hearts of the women of the whole river city, how could I know him."

"He owes a beating!" Cheng Siyuan said angrily, "This kid owes our family too much!" ”

Hearing Cheng Siyuan say this, I pursed my lips and sniffed, "That's it, he said at every turn that he wouldn't let me see the child, I was going crazy." ”

My eyes are red, and my eyes are full of Zhan Yunting's ruthless appearance, especially if my brother is right, I owe a beating.

"Helplessly begging for perfection in the Royal Dragon Garden, no matter how Zhan Yunting snubbed me or meant me, I endured it, struggled to the death, and persuaded me again and again that I couldn't leave him."

I am angry now when I think about what happened back then.

"Strong is my life, a companion given to me by God! I never knew I had a family, and I had an older brother! At that time, he was the only hope and support I had in my life! ”

Cheng Siyuan was very moved and hugged me tightly, "Brother, it's good to have you!" From now on, it's not me and Zhuang Zhuang who depend on each other! ”

Cheng Siyuan sat lazily beside me, it's so good, it's not the brother next door, it's the brother himself, he can wake up with a smile when he thinks about it.

"Fool! We never stopped looking for you, never! ”

I leaned over, toasted the juice, put it on the coffee table, and then hugged his arm and curled up beside him, it was so warm.

"My dad and I have been looking for half of the Z country. After her mother had an accident at that time, she had suffered from severe depression and self-harm in a few years, if it wasn't for her father who had been by her side every inch, she would have left with Ling'er! ”

When Cheng Siyuan talked about what happened at that time, my nose was a little sour.

"Once, she cut her wrists and announced that she was dead, but her father begged the doctor hard and didn't give up, so there was a miracle. Every time she gets sick, she cries and shouts at you, and she hurts herself, at that time, really, the sky of our whole family is gray, and my mother's illness is equivalent to the whole family getting sick, and no one is better. ”

Cheng Siyuan sighed when he said this, and he could see that he was in a bad mood.

From time to time, she called Si Ke, Ling'er! At that time, she was really pitiful, she lost two children one after another, and she had reached the extreme of collapse, especially you, who were missing in her arms, and she couldn't bear this blow at all. ”

"Brother, what's going on?" I looked at Cheng Siyuan with teary eyes and asked.

Cheng Siyuan looked down at my face, and there were tears in his eyes.

"I have lived in Australia with my grandparents since I was a child, and it was our grandparents who came to Australia first, and at that time, it was taboo for us to have overseas relations here, and it was still a business, which was not allowed."

Cheng Siyuan began to tell me about our family's experience.

"So our parents can only do our fragrance base incognito in the mountains of southern Xinjiang, and they don't dare to do it blatantly, so they can only quietly collect various samples in the mountains, and my grandmother and grandfather at that time were also in Australia, and later went to the Netherlands, because it is the country of flowers."

His voice was very soft and beautiful, as if he was telling me a story.

"I haven't seen my parents for years, they have a hard time, and I know I have a little sister who is much younger than me. I've only seen it once, and it was when I followed my grandfather back to China to meet customers. ”

"Can Grandpa always come back?"

"My grandfather's father is very famous, so my grandfather also rubbed his fame! Grandpa is the 'rich second generation' in the middle! My brother said to me with a smile.

"He always took me back to China, and then our parents quietly went to Rongcheng to see us, only in a hurry together for 2 days, we went our separate ways, I was only 13 years old at that time, you were still in your mother's arms, about 5 years old, so beautiful!"

"yes!" I raised my head and flashed my big eyes at him twice, very lame!

"I fell in love with this little sister of mine at a glance, her big eyes are really big, her small mouth is the same as the current Zhuangzhuang, she keeps talking, and even the pronunciation of her speech is exactly the same as the current Zhuangzhuang." Cheng Siyuan grinned.

My mind was also imagining what he was saying.

"I clearly remember that year when I was 16 years old, there was bad news from southern Xinjiang, my father and mother had an accident, and my grandfather immediately sent someone to southern Xinjiang to secretly pick up my parents, but lost my sister."

"At that time, my mother was in a very bad condition, and when she brought them back, she was still delirious, and according to my father, it was because of someone who was retaliated against, and they destroyed all the samples that our parents had worked so hard to collect, and destroyed their base."

"Who are they?" I asked, but my brother didn't answer.

"As a last resort, my parents had to call my grandfather to inform me of the situation in southern Xinjiang, when I left there, the bus they were sitting in fell into the cliff, and my mother fell asleep with you in the car, so when the accident happened, I didn't hold you, and as a result, I got rid of you and threw you out......"

It turned out to be like this, no wonder my mother was so sad.

"When they woke up, they had been rescued by the soldiers and sent to the hospital, where their father's injuries were relatively minor and their mother was very serious, and the local small hospital could not treat them, so they were sent to the provincial hospital overnight."

I leaned close to my brother, seeking that sense of emptiness in my heart, and I completely entered the past that my brother recounted, thinking about the heart-piercing pain when my mother lost me.

"But before my mother woke up, my father noticed that a group of people were looking for them, and he recognized one of them as the one that burned our home, and in a hurry, my father fled the hospital with my mother on his back and hid in a citizen's house."

I listened to my brother's words, hugged his arm and cried, I really could imagine how embarrassed and helpless my father looked when he fled with his mother on his back!

"Brother! I miss my parents! I choked up and leaned against my brother!

He stretched out his long arm and put me in the crook of his arm and patted me, "Don't cry, it's all in the past!" ”

"Who is it? Brother, have you checked? Who did this to our parents? "The pear blossoms I cry with rain.

My brother patted me, speechless, and didn't answer me.

I looked up at him and asked, "What about then?" I still want to hear, "Listen to me, brother, I want to listen!" ”

Even though I cried a lot, I still wanted to hear what happened to my parents.

"Then you don't cry! I'll tell you! He looked at me and reached out to wipe away my tears.

"Hmm!" I nodded obediently,

It was at this time that Grandpa's people arrived in the provincial capital, found their parents, left the provincial capital, and went to Rongcheng. After all, there are grandfather's business partners and brothers who have died. ”

"A week later, my mother woke up and completed the formalities, and my father took my mother to leave Rongcheng, leave country Z, and return to Australia." My brother's voice was hoarse, and he could hear it, and he was also very moved.

"But my sister was not found, not even her body. And there is also a force that is investigating the affairs of southern Xinjiang, so the grandfather had to comfort his father, first stop the fight, suppress this matter, and wait for this matter to be resolved. ”

"Who is it?" I'll ask my brother again.

"We've been checking all these years!" My brother's answer to my question was obviously very general.

But when the wind calmed down, I sent someone to look for it, but there was no news, only saying that only one old man in the carload of people lived at that time, and all of them died! No one had ever seen a little girl at all, and they had searched for miles and had never seen the remains of a child. ”