"Did I ever have a good friend when I was in elementary school?" He was always alone in Li Yifan's memory, until Bai Ran appeared, and he began to look forward to the winter and summer vacations.

"Why did you suddenly remember to ask this?" Bai Ran didn't look at Li Yifan, but turned around and continued to add water to the teapot.

"Recently, I always dream of a girl in my dreams, and I seem to have a good relationship with her in my dreams, often doing homework together and playing together, but I just can't remember her face, and these memories have faded when they come out of the dream." Li Yifan took two more sips of tea, he had a serious illness nine years ago, and it was at that time that his mother took him to find Professor Yi and met Bai Ran at the same time.

"Then you will be more than ten years old, it is normal to pay attention to the girls in the same class, don't think so much, take your medicine on time." Bai Ran said, and placed another order for the assistant, reminding Li Yifan to remember to take the medicine when he left. Bai Ran knew what Li Yifan wanted to say, but she still subconsciously changed the topic and didn't want to continue chatting about Li Yifan's 'friend'.

"I remember reading the words written in the homework book in my dream, the third class of the sixth grade, when I became friends with her, I should be in the sixth grade." Li Yifan held the teacup, but his thoughts were pulled to the memories of nine years ago: "Now that I think about it, it seems that everything started at that time." ”

Li Yifan remembered everything in the past, but he couldn't remember everything about that girl, he had dreamed of that girl before, but he had never been so clear as these few times, so he had to think about everything about this girl, but thinking about it, that girl seemed to be erased from his memory, and all the memories in the dream were recalled when he woke up, he was alone, and there was no one else around.

Nine years ago, Li Yifan originally only received psychological counseling in the community and school psychological counseling room, and for the small city where he lived, mental illness was not mentioned on the façade, let alone a psychiatrist, which is why he was rejected by his classmates since he was a child, and more people were willing to understand his occasional delusion as mental illness.

That's right, he didn't know what happened, the paranoia became more and more serious, he couldn't sleep all night long, the whole person collapsed because of the torture of mental illness, his mother took him everywhere to find people, and finally found Professor Yi who went back to his hometown to worship his ancestors, and it was also with the help and treatment of the professor that Li Yifan's mental illness did not continue to be serious, and later Bai Ran returned from school, Li Yifan naturally handed it over to Bai Ran, he should have dreamed of the death of others at that time, Now that I think about the memories in those dreams, I can't remember it clearly, Li Yifan never thought about the killing he saw a few times in his dreams in the past, but it was what was happening, and the fear of death he felt in his dreams was not a nightmare but real death.

"Since some things have been forgotten, there is no need to dwell on them, it's not very good now, and a peaceful life...... Bai Ran poured water into Li Yifan's teacup. The kind of medicine you've used before will be improved soon, and if you want, you can do without that ability to make you miserable. Bai Ran looked at Li Yifan's eyes and said sincerely and with pity.

"......" Li Yifan bit his lower lip, if Bai Ran's words had been placed in the past, he would have agreed immediately, but now it is different, even if he has not saved those who are about to die now, but he still wants to use his ability to help Jiang Dong catch the real murderer as quickly as possible, and he hopes that through Jiang Dong's help, he can save those who are about to die.

"Yifan, call home more when you are free, I heard that my aunt was sick when she went back after coming here to see you last time." Bai Ran looked at Li Yifan, his stunned expression after hearing this, obviously Li Yifan's mother didn't tell him about his illness. "Auntie is already heartbroken for you, and she has to take care of the two elderly people in the family. The last time you came over, you didn't see your mother when you were unconscious, obviously less than fifty years old, but she was so old that people thought she was in her fifties. ”

"Well, I won't let my mom worry about me anymore." Li Yifan frowned and continued to bite his lip, every time he talked about his mother, he was full of self-blame, if it weren't for him, his mother's life would not be so difficult.

"Hey, let him go through the past, why bother with life." Bai Ran sighed, even if Bai Ran was good to Li Yifan, after all, Bai Ran was an outsider, and they were not related by blood, even if they wanted to help, they couldn't find a suitable reason. All Bai Ran can do is help Li Yifan for free treatment, as for the usual medicine, Bai Ran also gives Li Yifan at the purchase price, but even so, the medicine that inhibits mental illness is still much more expensive than the usual medicine.

Li Yifan on the sofa did not speak, but kept looking down at the tea leaves in the cup, Bai Ran was for his own good, he knew that he was not obsessed with the girl in his memory.

Bai Ran knows Li Yifan too well, as long as he catches something, he must get to the bottom of it, and if she doesn't find an answer, she will definitely go back and ask his mother. Bai Ran shook her head, she didn't want to break this kid's mind in this way, but there was no other way, the death of the girl nine years ago was too big a blow to Li Yifan at that time, Li Yifan had been so miserable for the past ten years, he finally came out of the shadow of the past, Bai Ran really couldn't bear to watch Li Yifan recall the memory that was hidden by the shadow.

On the way back to school from Bai Ran, Li Yifan still called his mother, as before, and asked his mother not to worry about his tuition and living expenses, he is now able to make his own money to support himself, and even asked his mother to pay attention to his body and not work too hard, but his mother still smiled and replied that he had nothing to do.

The question he wanted to ask, Li Yifan pressed it deep in his heart and didn't say it, but he heard his mother say over and over again, "The family is fine, you have to take care of yourself, study hard, don't care about money, you can't treat yourself badly, you must not be afraid of spending money when you should take medicine, and you can't worry about it all the time." Listening to his mother's words, Li Yifan's eyes moistened, he looked at the sun that was setting in the distance, a little dazzling, rubbed his eyes, took a deep breath, the past is over, why bother to worry about himself and the people around him.

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