Chapter 23 Heart-to-heart
"I don't hate you."
The voice of the sentence was extremely low, scattered in the night sky, with a bewilderment that he himself did not understand.
Liu Sheng actually has no feelings for Zhao Liusi.
She's too small.
She was caught off guard by an accident, her arrival took away the life of the woman who raised her, and also made Zhao Liuyi's originally carefree life difficult.
Liu Sheng is not a generous person, on the contrary, he is very careful. So he didn't like the child and hardly went to see her. Even if even Zhao Liuyi forgave the sister who killed his mother, he still couldn't face her.
When Zhao Liuyi disappeared, this child was more like a nightmare. As long as he thinks of her, Liu Sheng can think of those carefree and happy pasts, and he can think of the person who disappeared into the world, so he sends gold, silver and jewelry to the Zhao family every year, sends people to watch her, and ensures that she is safe, and the rest, he doesn't want to at all.
If it weren't for the suspicion that he was secretly dealing with her behind the scenes, and he was afraid that the bloodline of the Liu family would be cut off, he, the "uncle", would not appear in front of her.
He must have been disgusted with her, for she was more difficult to discipline than he thought, eccentric, and in trouble.
However, after getting along for a long time, listening to her teach him Liu Sheng when she was angry, and calling her Uncle Liu when she teased, he was used to it.
Even, some like it.
He had been alone for too long, and suddenly broke into a business, and Gujing Wubo's life seemed to have a little turbulence.
Not to mention, her crazy words greatly pleased him.
I don't know how Zhao Qi raised it, it's obviously a canary raised in the boudoir, but it's so whimsical.
Those words may seem shocking to others
But for him,
Maybe he was originally a madman. I unexpectedly felt that I was in love.
Maybe his obsession and attitude hurt her, and when he heard her say in the dark, "You can hate me", he subconsciously said the sentence, "I don't hate you." ”
"I don't hate you." He said softly in his heart, "You are not only my responsibility, but also the person I really want to protect. ”
**
Liu Sheng's sudden response made Zhao Liusi a little surprised, a little embarrassed, but a little happy.
"I'm glad you don't hate me, but I still hope you can live your own life." Zhao Liusi's voice was a little more clear, "It's too unfair to you to use your life to fulfill a promise." For me,"
Zhao Liusi lowered her head, even in the dark, it made her feel very embarrassed, "It's very guilty to spend your money." ”
"But it's my pleasure to spend money on you." Liu Sheng couldn't help but raise his hand, wanting to touch her head in the dark.
He regretted that it was dark, because he would not be able to see her face clearly. But he was glad it was dark, because if it was daylight, he wouldn't have said such a thing.
"I'm different from all of you." Liu Sheng had a rare patience to tell Zhao Liusi his story, "I was adopted by my wife, and I forgot my memories before this." I have a vague impression of my hometown, only that I know that it was caused by the flood and fled all the way to Lingtai County. The county order closed the door and did not allow us to enter the city, we were about to starve to death, my father and mother took me to dig grass roots on the road, and hit your mother's car, which led to my later adoption. ”
"I'm not a likable child, she doesn't say pretty things, she doesn't laugh, but she's very patient with me. She said these things, too. She said that she didn't want me to treat kindness as a burden, and she didn't want my life to only repay gratitude, but ......" Liu Sheng paused and said seriously, "I like this." ”
"When I was younger, I spent a lot of time learning and looking for various interests. But in the end, I realized that I just like to make money. Many people think that it was after the eldest lady left that I entered the Liu family business house to do things, but that was only on the surface. In fact, before that, I had been helping my wife for a long time. ”
"I like the life of the business house very much, I also like to run the business, the hard days for others are sweet for me. I'm very happy, my like, can really be helpful to the eldest lady, to you, I often think, this may be God's mercy, so that my preferences and the needs of the Liu family, is seamless. ”
"So, don't feel sorry for me, I'm fine." Liu Sheng's hand finally covered Zhao Liusi's forehead, "The bitterness in the eyes of others may not be the real bitterness." What is sweet in the eyes of others may not be really sweet. Responsibility and mission are originally things that make me happy, if I take him from my life and fill it with a happy wife and son in the eyes of others, I will have children and grandchildren...... I may not be happy. ”
"Okay." Zhao Liusi agreed.
She's not a strong man, she just doesn't want him to be forced.
"So, stop saying that you don't want to spend the money I've earned." Liu Sheng's voice was rare with a little smile, "Making money is not a difficult thing for me. On the contrary, it is your messy temper that makes my head ...... Because, I really don't know how to make you happy. ”
Zhao Liusi smiled embarrassedly, then touched Liu Sheng's hand in the dark, and agreed with him, "Okay, I won't force you, but you also have to promise, don't take to heart what the Liu clan said about not marrying a wife, not taking concubines, and not having children." If one day you have a girl you like, whoever it is, you must tell me and I will help you. ”
"Okay." Liu Sheng smiled and promised.
Zhao Liusi was a little embarrassed, but a little happy, "I feel that even this black hole is not so terrible now." ”
"It's not that scary here." Liu Sheng thought for a while and said, "I can take you to see it during the day another day, it's very clean here, there aren't too many animals, just some moss and water." ”
"Okay." Zhao Liusi said with great interest, and then looked around, "You don't seem to be worried at all." ”
"As long as they don't kill me right away, it's going to be hard to kill me." Liu Sheng smiled and leaned against Zhao Liusi, his voice seemed a little unenergetic.
"So how are we going to get out? It looks pretty tall here. She could feel the two of them fall for a long time.
"It doesn't matter, there is a way out of this dark river, I know the direction. When tomorrow dawns, we'll go out. Liu Sheng said very indifferently, "What's more, I still have a backhand, tonight's incident will soon be discovered by my guards, and they will come to save us." ”
"Hearing you say that, I feel quite relieved." Zhao Liusi finally breathed a sigh of relief, and then, she realized that Liu Sheng's voice was a little weak just now.
"What's wrong with you?" Zhao Liusi sensed that something was wrong.
"I'm a little sleepy." Liu Sheng's voice sounded a little slurred, "I didn't sleep much last night, and today I was busy during the day again, and I jumped off the cliff just now...... When this energy passed, I became sleepy. ”
"I feel a little sleepy when you say that." Zhao Liusi yawned, and then tried to straighten his body, "Otherwise, you can sleep on my shoulder for a while." ”
"With your little shoulders, I have to be short to get up to it." Liu Sheng complained, but there was already a smile in his voice.
"Then what to do, you have to fall asleep next to you, I don't see that you will be afraid." Zhao Liusi muttered, but in an instant, there was another way, she patted her leg, "You sleep on my lap, so that I can feel you, and you won't be too uncomfortable." ”
"But," Liu Sheng was a little embarrassed.
"But what, I can't do something for you?" Zhao Liusi made the first move to block his refusal, "Or do you want to say, what you just said that you don't hate me is a lie?" ”
"Okay, okay. It's all up to you. Liu Sheng responded, then adjusted his posture and leaned on Zhao Liusi's lap. Zhao Liusi hugged him, only feeling warm, like hugging Xiao Hei at home.
"Good night." She said to Liu Sheng.
"Good night." Liu Sheng answered, and then closed his eyes.
**
I noticed that something was wrong with Liu Sheng, and it was at dawn.
Zhao Liusi was woken up by the heat in her arms, she originally thought it was Xiao Hei, and muttered two sentences, "Xiao Hei, don't make trouble", but soon came to her senses, it was Liu Sheng lying on her lap, not Xiao Hei.
"Liu Sheng." Zhao Liusi sat up straight, reached out to touch Liu Sheng's face, and found that the hot subordinate, she stretched out her hand to compare the foreheads of the two, and found that Liu Sheng's breath was even hot, and she was suddenly anxious.
"Liu Sheng, Liu Sheng." Zhao Liusi patted his face and screamed continuously.
"It's a fever." Zhao Liusi easily diagnosed the current condition, the two fell into the water last night, and their clothes were soaked. This is another cave, and there is no firewood, so both of them rely on their bodies to resist, but Zhao Liusi didn't expect that Liu Sheng's body was weaker than her, and she was fine, so he fell.
Maybe it was because he was sitting at the tuyere to block the wind for himself, Zhao Liusi thought in his heart. Fortunately, it was already dark now, and a human figure could barely be seen in the cave, so she tried to straighten Liu Sheng's body, lay it flat on the stone, and then took off her coat.
At this time, of course, it wasn't to learn any TV series, the two stripped naked and hugged each other, in fact, the most feared thing about fever is that the temperature continues to be high and the fever does not go away, so cooling down is the key. Now that there is no medicine, she can only go to physical cooling.
Zhao Liu thought about it for a while and set off towards the lake where he came. The water there is quite cold, and now it can make a little difference.
In this way, Zhao Liusi ran to the edge of the cold pool, wet his coat, and used it to help Liu Sheng put it on his forehead, and then ripped off Liu Sheng's sleeve to use it as a towel to soak in water, and turned back one by one.
Just as she was busy, the sky gradually brightened, and Zhao Liusi finally saw the whole picture of Liu Sheng, but found that the situation was more serious than she imagined. Because he not only had a fever, his lips were dehydrated and white, but more seriously, there were large blood stains on his body.