Looking at the daughter of the city lord of Gongluo who was chattering beside him and was choosing a wedding dress, Shen Lan's heart was slightly filled with a sense of irritability.

Getting married for the first time in his life, there were many trivial things to prepare, and Shen Lan handed them over to his subordinates one by one, but he had to do it himself, which made Shen Lan feel a little angry in addition to being irritable.

He has never accompanied Yu Chaodui to do such a thing, and the two have not even had a wedding, because although his Chaodui does not say anything, he is always very considerate of him in action, and even survival has become an extremely embarrassing thing at the beginning of the last days, and she doesn't need these red tapes to show her love with him.

Shen Lan has never given Yu Chaowan a wedding, and he has not even asked for marriage.

It seems that Yu Chaodui should accompany him without regrets, without a word of complaint.

Now, what Shen Lan should have done to Yu Chaodui has done to other women one by one, he wants to accompany another woman into the church and let another woman become his veritable wife.

But in Shen Lan's mind, he has never had only one wife, and that is Yu Chaodu.

After so many years, Shen Lan seems to be more and more tired of such a delicate woman as the daughter of the city lord of Gongluo, and she is becoming more and more impatient.

It seems that the topics they pay attention to are always dressing up, the shortcomings of the parents, the intrigue in the small courtyard of the back house, and the things in the inner courtyard, as if they are more shrewd than the current political dignitaries.

treats men, always a cute look of a bird, giving and taking, gentle and virtuous.

Forget it, why do these women always seem to be pleasing men, some for a booster, some for the crystal nucleus and status given to her by men, and some, just like the daughter of the city lord of Gongluo, seem to be married to love, and love is supreme.

Shen Lan thought for a long time, looking at the woman in the wedding dress, he remembered her name, but immediately, he felt that it didn't matter what it was called, he almost never called any woman's name, and called them "dear" uniformly.

It's not that he's negligent in remembering, it's that he has too many women, and sometimes he calls them by the wrong name, so he simply calls them by a uniform name so that he doesn't get them wrong.

After a long time, Shen Lan no longer cares about what these women are called, and there may be women who are particularly impressed and have left names in his heart, but after only a few years of breaking up, he will gradually forget these names.

After many years, there are actually only two women's names engraved into the depths of his soul, one is called Yu Chaodu, and the other is called Chong Runyu.

It's been too long, and he can't even remember what Yu Chaodui should look like, and what Chong Runyu should look like.

I just remember that these two women fought and both died.

It is not a pity that Chongrunyu died, but she died, and she took Yu Chaodui away.

Later, it was many years after Yu Chaodu's death, Shen Lan never forgot her, but as time went by, he missed her more and more, and Shen Lan found out that he really loved Yu Chaodui.

The first love in his life was unforgettable with him throughout his life.

Although he had forgotten too many details, he knew that the more he had passed the thousands of sails, the more he could see Yu Chaodu's sincerity.

She will never talk coquettishly in front of him, will not ask him to buy her anything, will not ask him to give her a high status, will not compete for favor, will not be coquettish, and will not compete with other women for jealousy.

What she will do is to accompany him to charge into battle, accompany him to endure hardships and hardships, accompany him to the sword mountain and the sea of fire, overcome obstacles for him, and move forward bravely.

The more Shen Lan misses this woman, the more he sees the preciousness of this woman.

Although she was dead, he gradually realized that he had not let go of her death for a day.

After Yu Chaodu's death, Shen Lan could no longer find a second woman to accompany him to the battlefield, standing by his side without regrets, letting him be pointed out, letting him fall and fall, letting him lose power, and letting him become infamous.

As long as he turned back, she still stood by his side and grew old with him.

Most women only value Shen Lan's appearance, and then they are moved by him, but if he proposes to take them to the battlefield, they will shake their heads like rattles without exception.

It's not that he lacks ability, or he shirks it and says that he is afraid of dragging Shen Lan back.

Shen Lan is actually not afraid that they will hold him back, what he wants is such a woman, like Yu Chaodui, who accompanies him regardless of life and death, even if there is a rain of bullets on the other side, they will step forward without hesitation and block in front of him.

However, it is a pity that Shen Lan has never been able to find such a woman, and after the death of Chaodui, there will be no more Chaodui.

He sometimes became jealous of the great god of Qinglong City, Chong Hanyu, this man was powerful and powerful, and he had a high status in Qinglong City, and he had everything.

But these are not what Shen Lan is most jealous of Chong Hanyu, what he is most jealous of is that Chong Hanyu has a Qinglong City Lord.

Although the woman was mute, and I heard that she had become ugly because of her disfigurement, she loved to be cold.

Shen Lan felt that the Qinglong City Lord was the important reason why he was jealous of Chong Hanyu.

On the battlefield, she always guards Chong Hanyu, and when Chong Hanyu rushes forward, she can protect Chong Hanyu without leaking.

Sometimes Shen Lan thinks, why? Chong Hanyu killed his Yu Chaodu, how could he get such a beautiful love from the Qinglong City Lord?

The reason why he married the daughter of the city lord of Gong Luo, Shen Lan was completely just to get the city of Gong Luo, and he didn't even remember the name of the daughter of the city lord of Gong Luo, let alone talk about sincere love.

He thought that over the years, he had compared all the women with Yu Chaodui in his memory, and felt again and again that Yu Chaodui was the best, and among all the women he had, Shen Lan fell in love with Yu Chaodui in his memories countless times.

Yu Chaodui's image, in his memory filter, has been beautified countless times and moved him countless times.

If he can go back to the past, he will definitely not make Yu Chaodui sad again, he will hold Chaodui's heart tightly, he wants her to always protect him, accompany him to the battlefield, and protect him from birth to death.

She likes children, she must give birth to Xing'er, and he follows her.

He will never quarrel with her again, never deliberately snub her and Xing'er again, never again connive at other women, ride on Yu Chaodu's head to spread wild, and never again, let anyone in the team trample on her dignity.

Shen Lan knew that he was wrong, and he wanted to have a chance to correct his mistakes, just once!

He wants to be good, hurt Yu Chaodui again, love her again, this time, he wants to be long, his heart, and he will never leave any woman again.