After all, this kind of thing, saying it makes both of them more and more sad, Shen Xiangmiao simply suppressed this complicated emotion, and when she raised her head again, there was a bright smile on her face, as if nothing had happened, and she said very happily: "I'm just thinking, this kind of weather, I'm afraid it's not suitable for making that sausage these days, if Xia Bing's little gluttonous cat knows, I'm afraid I'll be annoyed for several days." ”

"Don't say it's Xia Bing, I'm afraid I'll be annoyed too." Lu Shaoye laughed, looked at Shen Xiangmiao's delicate and gentle eyes, and reached out to touch her cheek: "Don't worry, I will definitely accompany you on Chinese New Year's Eve." ”

Such heart-warming words were so sudden that Shen Xiangmiao's heart trembled.

The complex emotions surged up at this time, only to her heart, so that she only felt a heat in her eyes, and tears fell down her eyes.

Shen Xiangmiao, crying......

And it's the kind that weeps silently, obviously because I'm so sad in my heart, so I'm crying so sadly.

This frightened Lu Shaoye a lot, and he suddenly became at a loss.

Because, this is the first time he has seen Shen Xiangmiao cry.

Shen Xiangmiao encountered danger several times before, but she was extremely strong and did not shed half a tear, and the rest of the time, the news from the secret guard never mentioned Shen Xiangmiao's crying.

In other words, Shen Xiangmiao should have never cried.

But now, she is crying, and there is no doubt about it, she is crying because of him, presumably because she is about to part, and she thinks that it will be a long time before they can meet, so she is so sad.

This made Lu Shaoye panic, and hurriedly handed Shen Xiangmiao a kerchief: "Okay, okay, don't cry, is it because Chinese New Year's Eve is too long, if it doesn't work, I'll come to see you again in another month?" ”

Shen Xiangmiao shook her head, but the tears on her face only increased.

Lu Shaoye became more and more flustered, so he simply lowered his mind and comforted softly: "Then I won't leave, how about it?" Are you feeling more at ease? ”

In this way, not only did Shen Xiangmiao stop crying, but she cried more and more fiercely, from the previous silent crying, to whimpering, and finally lying on her knees, crying.

Shen Xiangmiao was originally thin, even if she was wearing thick clothes now, her shoulders still looked very thin, and now because of crying, her shoulders shrugged one after another, and Lu Shaoye was distressed when she saw it, as if she was full of needles, which made him miserable.

"Really, I'm not leaving." Lu Shaoye took Shen Xiangmiao in his arms and comforted him softly.

Shen Xiangmiao raised her head suddenly, wiped her tears, and said with a whimper: "What are you talking about, if you don't go back to Kyoto, what about Kyoto?" ”

"More on that later."

At this moment, for Lu Shaoye, there is really nothing more tricky than Shen Xiangmiao, and something that makes him feel more important.

"In the future, it means that sooner or later there will be a day when I return to Kyoto, but it will be sooner or later." Shen Xiangmiao reluctantly stopped crying and said, "Rather than knowing that there will be a day sooner or later, why do I have to drag you on?" It's better to wait until the day when the matter is over, and you can be together completely without scruples. ”

"But ......" Lu Shaoye's mood was also very complicated at this time.

How did he not know this layer, and how could he not know that it should be like this, but seeing Shen Xiangmiao sad at this time, where did he take care of so much.

If one day, if he had to choose between revenge and Shen Xiangmiao, he would naturally choose the latter without hesitation, and so on.

"I know your thoughts, and I understand, very well." Shen Xiangmiao interrupted Lu Shaoye's words, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes thoroughly, took two deep breaths, made her breathing more even, and then said: "I am a very rational person, and I understand which is more important, what to do and what not to do. ”

"However, even if I know what to do and what to do, but ......," Shen Xiangmiao said, and tears welled up again.

Yes, it's one thing to understand, it's another to do it.

That's why there is so much helplessness in the world, and there are so many can't help it.

Lu Shaoye understands this, and at the same time he is very remorseful in his heart.

The difference between the previous two times, when she left, Shen Xiangmiao was so calm, coupled with her usual unfazed performance, Lu Shaoye suddenly had a misunderstanding, misunderstanding that Shen Xiangmiao was this kind of person who was calmer than him.

But now it seems that he was wrong.

Shen Xiangmiao is not as calm as he imagined, but he just hides all those emotions in his heart, so that no one is worried and worried.

Lu Shaoye's heart ached, his eyes were red and red, and he hugged Shen Xiangmiao tightly in his arms.

"I know, I know, I know."

Lu Shaoye muttered in a low voice and gently placed his chin on the top of Shen Xiangmiao's head.

Such a warm embrace, as well as that strong heartbeat, made Shen Xiangmiao settle down a lot, and the previous chaotic thoughts and grievances finally gradually calmed down.

Sure enough, crying is the best way to relieve depression.

Shen Xiangmiao couldn't help but laugh at herself.

The moment the helplessness, the hurt of parting, and the insecurity of the uncertain future came to Shen Xiangmiao, Shen Xiangmiao herself felt as if the sky was about to fall.

She thinks that she is a strong person, no matter what kind of difficulties she faces, she can overcome them, no matter what kind of difficulties she faces, she thinks she can deal with them, but in the face of emotional things, she really can't cope with them, so that she has an emotional breakdown and cries uncontrollably.

But after crying, Shen Xiangmiao is still the same Shen Xiangmiao as before, abandoning the previous sentimentality and regaining wisdom and rationality.

"You have to promise me three things." Shen Xiangmiao whispered.

"You say."

Now don't talk about three things, that is, thirty, three hundred, three thousand, Lu Shaoye feels that he can agree without hesitation.

"First thing, take care of Kyoto as soon as possible, come back early, well, marry me."

Saying such straightforward love words, Shen Xiangmiao was still a little shy, and her tone of voice hesitated for a moment.

"Don't worry." Lu Shaoye hurriedly agreed: "This matter, I don't need to be deliberately reminded, it is my biggest wish in this life." ”

"The second thing, after returning to Kyoto, if you don't happen to meet, you are not allowed to come to see me again, and you can handle the affairs of Kyoto with peace of mind."

"This ......"

This naturally made Lu Shaoye hesitate, after all, if he couldn't come to see Shen Xiangmiao before the whole thing was over, it would take too long.