Chapter Seventy-One: The Grievance
Zhao Youying didn't expect her nephew to have such an encounter, and she didn't expect that this Zhou Jingxuan had such an outstanding entourage in the past, it seems that her sister's provocative eye is not wrong this time!
He patted Jin Yongan on the shoulder and apologized to him: "An'er, I'm sorry for making you feel wronged all these years." But don't worry, as long as your uncle is here, you won't let anyone bully you in the future. ”
After comforting Jin Yongan, he went to Zhou Jingxuan: "Look at why you don't grow up like this, you say you look like this, who follows you ......!" ”
Zhao Youying was interrupted by Sophia before she finished speaking: "Okay, don't mention the past things." It's rare for everyone to get here, so don't say something unhappy! ”
Zhou Jingxuan saw that Zhao Youying always blamed herself, and couldn't help but wonder how her mother could recognize such a person as her eldest brother?
He excused himself and put down his chopsticks.
After Sophia put away the dishes and went to the kitchen, Zhao Youying talked about Zhou Jingxuan again: "Don't blame your uncle for saying something that doesn't sound good, your uncle is good for you!" You said that apart from your uncle, who is so kind to think about you? ”
Seeing this, Jin Yongan was busy and wanted to say goodbye and leave.
As soon as he saw that his nephew was leaving, Zhao Youying's face softened, and he told Jin Yongan over and over again, and he was like two people.
Taking advantage of his uncle and nephew's time to speak, Zhou Jingxuan said goodbye without saying goodbye.
After returning to Lu's house, Lu's mother asked him if he had eaten as soon as she saw him?
Father Lu refused his help and told him to go to rest early and not tire himself.
Seeing the sincerity and concern on the faces of the Lu family, Zhou Jingxuan sighed in his heart: This is his own relatives!
After Zhao Youying's operation, Zhao Qingxiang finally met Jin Yongan smoothly:
The shy and thin child of the past has grown into a strong man, but there always seems to be a kind of melancholy between his eyebrows.
At Zhao Youying's suggestion, Jin Yongan gave Zhao Qingxiang a salute with some restraint: "Auntie!"
Looking at his son, who was taller than himself, Zhao Qingxiang was extremely excited.
She couldn't help but stretch out her hand, and just as she wanted to touch his face, she heard Zhao Youying cough.
She suddenly remembered her embarrassing identity now, so she had to change direction and meditate on his shoulder: "I didn't expect you to grow so big, if you let your mother know, how happy she would be!" ”
"Yes!" Zhao Youying saw that Zhao Qingxiang was immersed in sadness, and hurriedly diverted the conversation: "Don't mention the past, let's talk about something happy, right?" ”
Zhao Qingxiang was afraid that his tears would flow uncontrollably, and he went to the kitchen by urging him to eat.
During the meal, Zhao Qingxiang pulled Jin Yongan to sit down beside him, and lovingly asked him how he had come over all these years without his mother?
Jin Yongan replied sullenly: "I just wandered with my father, and in the end I got separated, and I settled in the capital." ”
Seeing Jin Yongan perfunctory himself, Zhao Qingxiang didn't want to expose him, but comforted: "It's okay now, you have an uncle and aunt by your side, and you won't be lonely in the future." ”
"Hmm." Jin Yongan didn't raise his head.
I heard my aunt continue: "An'er, come and eat vegetables, eat more!"
Listening to the other party's gentle words, Jin Yongan raised his head and looked at the other party's amiable face, and his heart was completely relaxed.
Maybe it's the other party's eyes, so like the mother's eyes in memory, maybe it's the taste of the dish that evokes the long-lost maternal love, Jin Yongan couldn't help but cry when he ate it.
Zhao Qingxiang thought he was spicy, so he hurriedly scooped a spoonful of soup and put it in his bowl: "Drink some soup quickly, it won't be spicy!" ”
Zhao Qingxiang's action finally made Jin Yongan push down the invisible barrier in his heart. He put down his chopsticks and wiped a handful of tears: "Every time I get spicy, my mother will let me drink soup!"
It's all because I'm not good at killing her, and I'll never forgive myself in this life. ”
As he spoke, he began to cry like a child.
Zhao Qingxiang's heart hurt like a knife, she forgot her identity, and couldn't help but hold Jin Yongan in her arms.
As soon as he fell into a somewhat familiar and unfamiliar embrace, Jin Yongan suddenly came to his senses and hurriedly pushed Zhao Qingxiang away: "I'm sorry, I'm fine." ”
Zhao Qingxiang realized her gaffe at this time, and she hurriedly adjusted her mentality again: "An'er, it's not your fault!" ……”
"Say no more, auntie! I don't want to think about the past anymore. Kim Yongan stood up and stood facing the wall.
This is the first time that Jin Yongan has shown his feelings in front of his uncle Zhao Youying.
Zhao Youying remembered her countless self-blames, and her heart was also turned upside down at this time.
He got up and patted his nephew on the shoulder: "An'er, I'm sorry!" It's all uncle's fault, uncle shouldn't have left you back then! ”
Jin Yongan wiped a handful of tears, turned around and nodded in agreement: "Yes, if my uncle didn't leave back then, maybe the people from Xiaoyaomen wouldn't have chased and killed us, and my mother might not have left us." ”
"An'er! That's not true! ……”
"Little sister!"
Zhao Qingxiang was anxious and wanted to defend his eldest brother, but was stopped by his eldest brother.
No wonder this child is not salty to himself, it turns out that he blames himself for not taking good care of his mother?
Zhao Youying's guilt in her heart was even worse at this time: "An'er, don't worry! Uncle will never let you and Xin'er get hurt again. ”
Jin Yongan nodded silently in agreement.
Zhao Qingxiang was like falling into an ice cellar, and he only felt cold all over: why is his son ungrateful? Still shirking responsibility? How could he inherit that person's selfishness and coldness?
Sophia saw that Zhao Qingxiang's face was pale, and hurriedly asked her if she was sick?
Zhao Qingxiang shook his head and said that he was uncomfortable, put down his chopsticks and got up.
Zhao Youying asked Jin Yongan to re-enter the table, but Jin Yongan shook his head: "I'm full, I have to go back." With that, he hurried away.
It was raining lightly outside, the sky was cloudy, and the eaves were ticking, like Zhao Qingxiang's mood at this time.
She got up to say goodbye to her brother and sister-in-law, but Zhao Youying didn't leave her, but just told her to be careful on the road.
As soon as he went out, a cold wind carried a drizzle and hit people's faces, like a knife cut, but Zhao Qingxiang didn't feel pain.
Just raised his head and let the bleak wind and cold rain surround him.
Because he was still thinking about his mind while walking, he encountered a sedan chair on the road, and Zhao Qingxiang forgot to avoid it.
It wasn't until the guards shouted that she came to her senses, but it was too late.
Fortunately, the man in the sedan chair stopped the guard's action and lifted the curtain:
"Ah Hui?"
Seeing Zhao Qingxiang, the person in the sedan chair let out a low voice.
Zhao Qingxiang realized that he had forgotten to cover his face. She hurriedly stabilized her emotions and politely said that the other party recognized the wrong person.
The person in the sedan chair was a middle-aged man in plain clothes who was thirty or forty years old, and after he was stunned for a moment, he laughed at himself and said that he had recognized the wrong person.
Seeing that the other party did not suspect it, Zhao Qingxiang hurriedly flashed to the side.
Until the sedan chair walked out of the distance, Zhao Qingxiang still felt the inquiring gaze of the people in the sedan chair. Yin and yang are reversed