Chapter 2 Sick Like
"Ahh
The sound made him feel very irritated, and Clark couldn't help but pat his head. As if it would be easier that way, it actually is. The pain of patting his head temporarily diverted his attention and made him less uncomfortable.
"Clark, what's wrong with you!"
Clark's mother was woken up by his movements, and when she came to his room, she found Clark slapping her head. In desperation, Mary hugged Clarke, and then asked anxiously.
"I feel so uncomfortable, it feels like someone is talking in my head, it's so noisy."
Clark said with an uncomfortable look on his face, clutching his head.
"It's okay, it's okay. John, John, come over here. Mary hugged Clark and called out to her husband.
"What's wrong, what's wrong?" John put on his pajamas and came over.
"Clark seems to be sick and looks very uncomfortable."
"You go put on a coat, I'll drive, and we'll go to the hospital."
"Yes."
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"Based on the sensations you have described, I think it can be preliminarily considered auditory hallucinations. This is a psychotic symptom that is more common in schizophrenia. Therefore, I suggest that you consider going to a psychiatric hospital for further examination and diagnosis if necessary. If you are diagnosed with schizophrenia, then you don't need to worry too much. In fact, as long as you actively cooperate with the doctor's medication, there is still a certain possibility of recovery if you are a child. โ
After the doctor's words fell, the entire outpatient room seemed to be quiet.
And when Clark heard the doctor's words, he had a sentence in his heart that MMP didn't know whether to say it or not. God is so schizophrenic, he thinks his thinking is very good. And the voice he heard was completely different from the imaginary sound, okay, it was a real sound.
"No, it won't, Clark is so young, how can he be schizophrenic?" Before Clark could speak, Mary retorted to the doctor.
In the face of Mary's rebuttal, the doctor only shrugged his shoulders. He knows how these parents will feel when they learn that their children are mentally ill, and to be honest, he's seen a lot. Knowing that the best thing at this time is not to say something to persuade them to recognize the reality, but to be silent, and the next things will be handled by the parents themselves.
"Mary, don't do this, this is the hospital, let's go home first."
Knowing that the hospital was not the place to talk, John dragged Mary and Clark home first.
While in the car, Mary finally calmed down.
"John, why don't we make an appointment with a psychiatrist tomorrow, I will never let Clark go to the mental hospital."
What๏ผ Hearing the fucking words, Clarke's whole body was a little bad, and when he said that, didn't he fucking think he might be schizophrenic?
Go to a psychologist for an appraisal, and the devil knows how this appraisal is made. In his previous life, Clark had heard a story called Rosenhann's experiment. He first sent normal people to mental hospitals, but these people were not distinguished.
Later, he told the people in this hospital that I would arrange for someone to enter this hospital by pretending to be mentally ill, and as a result, the psychiatric hospital found out 193 "fake mentally ill patients" in three months. But in fact, in the past three months, Rosenhann has not actually sent a single fake patient.
So to come to the conclusion that the diagnosis of psychosis itself is an idealistic thing. Because there is no standard to prove that you are sick, and at the same time, there is no standard to prove that you are not sick. After all, all mentally ill people don't get sick all the time, and they do in normal times.
So Clark didn't dare to go to a mental hospital, and the devil knows if he could get out if he went. Maybe the hospital or the doctor said that he was sick if he was not sick in order to make a performance, who can say for sure.
So after hearing what he said, Clark quickly said that he was fine.
"Mom, I'm fine, and no one is talking in my head now."
"Really?" Mary glanced at Clark suspiciously.
"Really, maybe there are too many people on my birthday today, and I have nightmares at night."
In order not to be said to be mentally ill, Clark also fought hard, forcibly endured the buzzing in his head, and pretended to be a nobody.
Clark felt that if he hadn't had the soul of an adult, that child would have had so much perseverance to pretend to be able to do it.
"Alright, let's go home first. Clark, tell me tomorrow if you're still uncomfortable, you know? โ
Mary glanced at Clark and thought he might be fine, so she was relieved. After all, no normal person thinks that his child may really be mentally ill because of his words.
When he got home, Clark said goodnight to his parents and went back to his room, but he was still very uncomfortable. It was as if the whole world was noisy in his ears, and there was not a moment of idleness. It's a feeling that is hard for people who haven't experienced it to imagine.
For the rest of the day, Clark couldn't sleep well at the buzzing all day, and he felt as if he had a nervous breakdown. He felt that if he continued like this, he might really be schizophrenic if he hadn't slept much.
Fortunately, this phenomenon did not last forever, I don't know if it was used to it or what's going on, Clark was already able to actively block this sound. But after the sound problem was solved, Clark had another problem with his eyes.
The first is that things start to blur, but it's not blurry. It's just that when you look at something, there is often some white light, and then it is like the images are overlapping. However, the eye problem is a little better, but it is a little difficult to see, and it does not make Clark feel bad.
And later, after a pair of eyes, Clark felt that his phenomenon seemed to be much better. It's also strange that a pair of glasses with little power solves Clark's problem.
After Mary gave Clark glasses, she also told her not to take her studies too seriously and to rest more. Clark looked at his 100-point test paper and thought he might have misunderstood something.
He usually doesn't study at all, but as for the exam papers in primary school, if he can't get a full score as a regular college graduate, then something will happen.
However, it was after the eye problem that Clark felt that there might be something wrong with his body.
Because after he got used to the problems of his eyes and ears, he found that his vision and hearing were much better. And it's not a lot in general, it's a lot, a lot. He could even hear the flapping of a mosquito's wings within a radius of about 100 meters, and then clearly see the hairs on the mosquito's legs.
Clark doesn't think this can be done by normal people, okay?
And after the problem of hearing with his vision was solved, Clark actually broke his spoon during a meal. It wasn't a plastic spoon, it was made of stainless steel, with a thickness of more than 1 millimeter, and even a normal adult would rarely have the strength to bend it.