My feelings have never been so complicated and contradictory as they are now.

I haven't seen the writer's assistant for a few days, but tonight I have insomnia, and I clicked on it unconsciously, and then I saw the short station, and I had another recommendation, the urban column.

I just said that I won't write it, but the result is ......

I can't ignore it and ignore it, as long as I haven't become a scumbag and disregard the good intentions of others.

To be honest I didn't understand what was going on, everything indicated to me that the book was a complete failure, a premature quick fix, with no hope, no results. But in this case, there was another recommendation, so there is only one explanation, and that is that the editors haven't given up on me yet.

So, there is this encouragement.

Needless to say, I was a little tired, overwhelmed, and discouraged, so I had already decided to end the book. I understand that I have failed a lot of people, but I don't have many options.

I'm afraid I'll be depressed if I write it, I'm not afraid of criticism, but I can't bear to blame me for no reason or reason.

Well, people with low self-esteem are like this, and their hearts are not strong enough.

But as a human being, you can live up to the kindness of others once, but you can't live up to it a second time.

So, I decided to keep writing.

Again, sorry, to everyone.

Update in the afternoon.

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