Chapter 48 (2nd Update)
When Su Zi and his party came, he noticed that there were a large number of secret guards in the dark who were different from the Hua family and the East Palace, but he never expected that it was the Taizu secret guard who had guarded the forbidden land of the Southern Chu Palace in the past dynasties.
She did not mention it to him in her letter.
He looked at Hua Yan in surprise, "How did you take in this Taizu Secret Guard?" ”
Hua Yan sighed, he had already known about the soul curse, and now he didn't hide it from him, so he simply told her and Yun Chi about entering the forbidden land and knowing that the soul curse was made by him four hundred years ago.
Hua Yan said it simply, but Su Ziqi's face gradually turned pale when she listened, and finally after she finished speaking, her body sat stiff for a long time without moving.
Hua Yan looked at him, and seemed to see that her brother must have been like this when he heard that the soul curse was placed by herself, in this world, there are too many people who don't want her to have an accident, and there are too many people who love her, but only Yun Chi She didn't dare to tell, only his brother and Su Ziqi, she dared to tell, but she didn't dare to look at their expressions of knowing about it.
She looked at Su Ziqiu, he sat without saying a word for a long time with a white face, she wanted to persuade him, but she didn't know how to persuade him, she could see it herself, but in the face of the people close to her, she couldn't speak.
The room was quiet, and the pins could be heard.
Hua Yan opened her mouth and closed it, opened it again and closed it again, and after a few times, she whispered, "It's just the reincarnation of cause and effect, why be uncomfortable?" If it weren't for the cause of 400 years ago, there would be no effect today, and if I had died like that, I wouldn't be in this life, and I wouldn't have met you. All in all, it's earned. ”
Su Zi raised his eyes, looked at her, and nodded slowly for a long time.
Hua Yan saw him nodding, but her expression turned pale, and she sighed, "Seeing you like this, I regret telling you." ”
Su Ziqi finally spoke, his throat dry and hoarse, "You didn't tell Yun Chi?" ”
Hua Yan shook her head, "No, I don't dare to tell." ”
Su Zi stared at her, "Why don't you tell me?" It's not necessarily good for him to keep it from him. ”
Hua Yan pursed the corners of her mouth lightly and told her plans for Yun Chi.
Su Zi pursed his lips after hearing this, and was silent for a long time.
Hua Yan's decision is something she will do, she hid it from Yun Chi, she didn't want to ruin him, she didn't want to ruin the future of Nan Chu, let Tian Bu develop amnesia pills, and give it to him when she left, she died five years later, he forgot her, Nan Chu Jiangshan was on his shoulders, carrying the prosperity of the thousand years, this seems to be the best ending.
But is this really the best ending?
As someone who loves him deeply, I'm afraid I'd rather die with him than forget her, right?
Yun Chi has always been unwilling to let go of her no matter what the situation, which shows the depth of love.
He looked at Hua Yan and asked in a dumb voice, "Do you really want to decide like this?" ”
Hua Yan said softly, "I don't want to make such a decision, but I don't want him to die with me, if he is an ordinary person, I would like to pull him along with Biluo Jiuquan, but he is Yunchi, he was born with the burden of Jiangshan Sheji on his shoulders, I can't because of me, ruined him, ruined the peace of all the people in the world, if he let him live and suffer for a lifetime, I don't want to, think about it, this is the best." ”
Su Ziqi was silent for a long time and asked, "Just now you said that you want to have a child as soon as possible, what about the child?" How do you plan to place him in the future? If you give birth to him or not raise him, you will lose your mother at a young age, is it fair to him? ”
Hua Yan bit her lip, "I haven't thought about it yet, I just want a child of him and me, in the future, even if I am not there, it can be regarded as staying with him in this world." ”
Su Ziqi suddenly became a little annoyed, glared at her and said, "How can you just give up like that?" Four hundred years ago, Grandpa Tai wanted you to come back to life, and you did it, you didn't want to live anymore, and you did it by putting a soul spell on yourself, and now, there are still five years, is there really no way? I don't believe it. The art of the Yun Clan is broad and profound, so I don't believe that there is no way to unlock the soul curse? ”
Hua Yan was stunned, she had known Su Ziqi for so long, he had never lost his temper with her, she looked at him and was speechless for a while.
Su Zi said angrily, "What if there is no solution for eternity? It's not necessarily really incomprehensible, you are so smart, how can you give up easily? You've planned someone else's life like this, and you're doing the right thing? Is it fair to the cloud? Is it fair to those of us who care about you? ”
Hua Yan pursed her lips, looked at Su Ziqi's pale and ugly face, opened her mouth, and whispered, "It's the eternal incomprehension I gave myself, what else can I do?" ”
"Then you can untie it yourself!" Su Zi was furious, "Do you have the ability to solve it, but don't you have the ability to solve it?" I know you, how can you ever be so shitty that you don't even dare to think about it? Back then, your brother Hua Zhuo, did he ever think that he would live a good life now? After so many years, how could I have imagined that I would one day be free from the cold and go wherever I wanted? Have a lot of lives and the world to squander? None of us have ever thought that you have always believed that you can make us live and live better, but now it is your turn, why can't you do it? ”
Hua Yan opened her mouth, closed it again, and sighed, "You are angry, mine is a soul curse, how can it be the same?" ”
Su Zi said angrily, "Why is it different? Your brother is born with a strange disease, mine is a maternal cold, and you are born with a soul curse, all of which are intractable diseases, what's the difference? I don't know much about the Cloud Clan's spiritual arts, but what about you? Since you can put a soul spell on yourself, you must know a lot, and if you don't try to think of a solution, how can you know that there is no way? If you give up like this, it will be better for you to break off with me in the future, and I don't want to see you again. ”
Hua Yan looked at Su Ziqi, he was so uncomfortable and angry, she thought that he was wrong, he was still different from her brother, if her brother knew about this, he must have been so uncomfortable that he didn't want to say anything to her, but Su Ziqi said such a thing to her.
His last sentence was really heavy for her and him, but it was also something that only he could say to her.
Su Zi stared at her and said angrily, "Now you regret telling me, I only have one word, I will not let Tian Bu make a medicine that makes Yun Chi amnesia no matter what, after you die, whether he dies with you, or he suffers for the rest of his life, it is his choice, you can't just make your own choice and not give others a chance to choose." In this case, what is the difference between you and Emperor Huaiyu four hundred years ago who threw you down and died first, and the great grandfather four hundred years ago who insisted on bringing you back to life? In the name of doing good for others, you do things that others don't like, do you think this is really the right thing to do? ”
Hua Yan was shocked, looking at Su Zi and angry, she had nothing to say for a while.
She really didn't feel that she was right to do this, but she always thought that there was already a negative Houliang four hundred years ago, and after four hundred years, there would be no more negative Nanchu. Yun Chi's background, the responsibility on his shoulders, his ambitions, she wanted to help him protect together, so she couldn't pull him to destroy him and destroy Nanchu.
Su Ziqi looked at Hua Yan's face that was gradually white, sitting there, the wind outside the window blew in, blowing her hair lightly, her dress fluttering, she seemed to be weak and couldn't help the wind, biting cold, he knew that he said these words to disrupt her established thoughts, but he had to do it, otherwise, he could only wait for her to die five years later, he couldn't do anything, now, although he couldn't do anything, but he could still make her own fighting spirit, and she didn't give up easily.
He knew that it was a difficult road and that he might end up disappointed, but he did nothing, not even a chance.
Once upon a time, how many times did he give up on himself, and he never thought that someone would give him an extended life and a lifetime of sunshine. At that time, he never dared to think or ask for extravagance.
Now, he also wants to selfishly force her to let her have a luxury.
He looked at Hua Yan, and couldn't wait to step forward and hug her to warm her, but he knew that he couldn't, she was already a sure crown princess, she had fallen in love with Yun Chi, and now she was thinking about him wholeheartedly, she was such a woman, who was good to her, and she couldn't wait to dig out her heart and lungs.
He was lucky to meet her, and Yun Chi was even luckier.
He didn't hold this luck firmly in his hands, but Yun Chi grabbed it, and he should bless and help him. It's for him, and it's for himself.
He didn't dare to imagine that if five years later, she had arranged for her to die like this, he would follow her.
He looked at Hua Yan and saw that she didn't speak for a long time with a white face, he said in a deep voice, "If you don't want to work hard to find a solution by yourself, then you don't want Yunchi to accompany you, and after five years, do you want me to accompany you?" ”
Hua Yan's eyes widened, and she was suddenly annoyed, "What do you say? ”
Su Zi said in a deep voice, "It's too lonely to walk Huangquan Road alone, you didn't leave four hundred years ago, and no one walked with you, you don't want Yunchi to accompany you, so think about me accompanying you." I don't have the country on my shoulders, I don't have the burden of responsibility, I don't have the people, I don't have to worry about it, so to speak, alone, you have a reason not to let him accompany you, but you have no reason not to let me accompany you, right? You are born, I can't tie the knot with you, I admit it, but when you die, you can't push me away, right? ”
The flower face is dumb.
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Babies, monthly passes, what~