Chapter 123: It's My Bad Luck That Happened to Me
"It seems to be the cause of the car accident, I don't know the specifics, I have slowly forgotten it over the years, and I don't want to mention it easily, maybe there was a bad memory that year, so I was selectively forgotten, and I don't want to remember it." Shu Yixin can be regarded as seeing it now, knowing that those things have already passed, and he can't even think of it, so why bother with it, he has to think about it.
The painful experience of that year, I took the initiative to choose what I wanted to give up. I don't want to mention what happened after the car accident, so after the car accident, I automatically choose to forget that part of the past.
It's all in the past anyway, maybe it's really not that important, forget it. I don't have to remind myself that I have forgotten the bits and pieces of the year that have happened.
Whether you forget or remember, for yourself, you have to live your life now, and for yourself at the moment, life is the most important thing, not to dwell on what happened in the past.
Even if you are entangled, what can you change, life is still like this. Another point is that no matter what you think, you can't remember. It's not that I haven't struggled, but I clearly know that even if I am entangled, it is impossible to change something, and instead of worrying about those meaningless things, I should do something useful at home.
Use your energy to think about the past, those things that you can't remember at all. It's really just a waste of your time, after all, you're living in reality.
Shu Yixin was indeed a little obsessed with it for a while, wanting to get back those lost memories. It wasn't until the end that I realized that no matter what I did or how hard I tried, I couldn't change it.
"Hehe, what you said is also reasonable, since it has become a thing of the past, there is no need to be persistent and have to come by yourself, I have to say that your mentality is very optimistic, you have to let me learn more." He Yuhe could only praise her for her optimistic attitude, but the others didn't know what to say.
Looking at her appearance, she doesn't seem to want to mention it more, and it's not convenient for her to ask more, but in fact, she still has a lot of doubts in her heart. I still want to ask a few more words about why she had a car accident in the first place and why she forgot.
There are already a lot of doubts, but I don't know how to say it, if I continue to ask, I may dig open her wounds, her wounds have already healed, and there is no need for me to mention it again, especially on such a Valentine's Day night.
Wait for next time, if I have the opportunity, I should mention this matter again, after all, her experience is really similar to herself.
I also forgot the memory of a year after the car accident, how could it be so coincidental? Should I say that I knew her back then, or that by chance, I had a car accident with her, so I would be so coincidental that I would lose my memory.
However, how is it possible in this world, there are so many such coincidences? What's more, there are a lot of people who get into car accidents every year, so maybe it's just wishful thinking, and it can't be so coincidental at all.
"Actually, to tell you the truth, I was actually obsessed with it for a while, and at that time I also kept thinking, why can't I remember that part of the lost memory? It was obviously something that happened to me myself, but in the end, I didn't even know what was going on. "I've only been obsessed with it for a while, and then no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't find it back, and then I slowly learned to be relieved, and I learned not to worry about this problem.
I had already made the decision to forget about those things, so why bother with it now, I had to remember what happened that year. Although I said that my head was blank, it didn't affect me much.
Life has to go on, and if you are persistent, it will be good for yourself, so you can only face it optimistically and bravely face the current life.
After all, I am living in reality, although sometimes I have remembered what happened during that time, why an accident happened, causing me to lose my memory, but these things that I can't remember, no matter how persistent I am, the result is the same, so I can only face all this calmly and accept it calmly.
"I really didn't expect that so many things had happened to you, and the more things I knew about you, it also made me feel heartache." He Yuhe really couldn't believe it at this time, so many stories happened on her thin body, but to this day, she is still living strongly.
even said that some of the things that happened to her were far more than she imagined. I just don't know how I can survive for her alone.
Every time I think of these things, I feel sorry for her. It is really not easy for her to get to this point, maybe it is not because of her optimistic personality, maybe she can't get to this point at all.
"Because I am different from normal people, I can only rely on myself, if I continue to cling to it, it will only make me unable to live my life, it will make me nervous, I don't want to be like that, so I choose to be relieved and choose to forget everything." It's not that I don't want to be persistent, it's that I know clearly that I can't do it once in real life.
Just living in reality, not in a virtual society, and only by relying on one's own efforts can one change one's life.
Because for myself, there is no reason to be decadent, and there is no decadent life, since I have chosen to face the future life optimistically, no matter what kind of things I encounter, I will face it calmly.
"I still say the same thing, there is a lot of spirit in you that I can learn from." No wonder when I get along with her, I feel that her ideas are very mature, it turns out that she has really experienced a lot of things.
Before, I may not have understood why her thoughts would be so bearable, and I always felt that I had experienced a lot of things in her, but now I slowly don't believe it, and I understand a little.
It turns out that all this is not her own conjecture, because a lot of things have indeed happened to her. So much so that I can't believe that it could all be true.
Sometimes I wonder how she survived by herself when so many things happened, there is no one around her to rely on, and there is no one who can help her find a way. At that time, she should be very depressed, and I especially hope that someone around her can accompany her and comfort her.
The more I know about her, the more heartache I feel. There should be only one Ren Xiaoou by her side who can help, but when these things happen, will Ren Xiaoou also feel at a loss?
"It's you who exalt me too much, in fact, when something really happens, even if you don't want to face it, you have to face it, after all, escape is the solution." Things have already happened, and if escaping can solve the problem, I want to escape, but I know that escaping will not solve the problem, and I can only face it bravely.
It may be that I have experienced too many things, let myself see through all this, and know that it is useless to escape, and I can't solve the problem, so I can only face it, and slowly learn to face it bravely, instead of choosing to escape.
It may be that there are too many things that happen, and my mentality will slowly accumulate. Shu Yixin has come over this way over the years, although a lot of things have happened, and she has been sad many times, but in the end she still survived.
Now that I've survived it, I don't feel anything, I can already talk and laugh, and I can talk about facing it frankly.
If you can't get over the hurdle in your heart, then how can you talk and laugh and face it calmly today. It's what I've been through so much that makes me stronger and stronger.
Sometimes, when you are vulnerable, you will also think, in fact, you also want to be like everyone else, when you are vulnerable, you can have a shoulder to lean on. But I know my position clearly, and I know that there will be no such person around me, and no one can help me.
Since we all know that no one can help us, then why should you hope for it, why bother to think about it, it is better to rely on your own ability to face it.
"You know what? My experience abroad should not be as wonderful as your life in China, and I have not experienced as many things as you. I can only say that her life is really colorful, so much so that I envy her for having such an experience.
But she has survived all these experiences, so I believe that nothing can defeat her, she is strong, her optimism, really impresses her. But this kind of life is really hard for her.
"Hehe, maybe I'm unlucky after all! That's why I encountered so many things, or maybe it was my ordeal, so I encountered these things. Shu Yixin just smiled optimistically, no matter how many things have passed, so, in her opinion, nothing is unpassable.
No matter what kind of blow it is, for yourself, you can face it calmly, after all, in the process of growing up, you have experienced more of these things. If you can't accept even this small blow, then it's only yourself who suffers.
"How can you say that you are unlucky, so many things will happen, it may be a test for you, and your life will definitely get better and better in the future." After giving her so many tests at this time, her life will get better and better, and God will do more and more to her. Reading a book and finding the latest chapters by yourself? You're out, WeChat attention Beauty editor helps you find books! It's really a good book to flirt with girls!