This feeling of pitch blackness, the dimness around. Although I perceive the difference in the environment in the perception of the soul, I also understand that I am not the same person as I once was. A weak baby, day after day, has a different change in his senses every day, and he feels that there are people around him who are good to him.

Every day, you can see the bright sunshine, the beautiful and lonely environment, every time you watch the spring, summer, autumn and winter, the senses of each season are different, and the difference is the change of each year.

Every year I practice the old exercises, but every year I am rejected by the world, and at this time of the year I get sick, and this disease is the world's rejection of my practice.

Am I sitting in a well and watching the sky?

I've been like this every year, for a full decade since I was born. Every moment, I want to leave this world and play with the heavens and worlds to find the dream I once pursued. But every time I see my master Qingyang Daochang, I always feel guilty, and over time I become hesitant, ten years.

Day and night I want to leave the world, but day and night hesitation, always erodes my steadfast heart, once I also hoped that my doppelgangers would find me, but I felt that they did not need to find me. I was afraid that they would destroy this world, the world that had once allowed me to live. I know how terrible my doppelgangers are, because they have a terrible Buddha-figure, and it's the Buddha-figure that makes them.

Contradictory thinking forever limits a person's growth, a person's conjecture of the world, understanding of the world, you can never guess the emotion, every emotion, is incomprehensible, but it cannot be cracked.

If you exterminate these feelings, are you still alone?

The subtle details of life, I have developed good habits, but I have to rely on this to cheat. Day and night of deception can only buy that little bit of wine, but it can't feed the two.

As a prefect, my uncle has been promoted to become wealthy. Instead of taking up the prefect of Qinghe City, the major officials who have been promoted have left this Qinghe City and gone to the distant capital.

Li Ye, who has such a small body, has become so mature that he has become the master of the Taoist temple. But I can never stay here, I don't have much time here, and I understand that the people who once took care of me are slowly aging, growing and ending, ending.

Am I dying?

I always talk to myself and feel like I'm not part of the world. It's always out of place, but when I meet my master, Daoist Qingyang, I always feel guilty. Owe, Master Qingyang has too many things, maybe I won't be able to pay them off in my life. Maybe I can be resurrected, and on that day, I will be a world-famous man, I will be the man who stands at the pinnacle of this world, I will be the only emperor of this world, I will be the only ruler of this world, I will be the only transcendent person in this world, I will be the only emperor in this world who will resurrect my relatives, I will be the king of lordship with endless life, I will have the power to rule the endless world, I will be the supreme with infinite transcendence.

"I Am the Supreme"

"I Am the Ruler"

"I am a detached"

"I am the Emperor"

"I Am the Great"

……

"Bang Bang Bang"

Stinky boy, don't wake up soon, don't sleep lazy, you can't get up in the sun and want to be lazy, you stinky boy really raised you for nothing.

"I... Be... Host... Slaughter... Who"

Stinky boy, is it really good to daydream like this every day? Is it worthy of your vow yesterday? Yesterday, you said: "You have to be a new person, change all your previous bad habits, and don't be lazy and rely on your ability to support your master." "Have you forgotten all that? Yesterday you swore by it. If it weren't for the teacher, if I were familiar with you, I would have called you, a little liar, to open the skin.

How did I get into this world?

God chattered again, this is the reason I found a few days ago!

Why are you chattering? I have to find a reason not to work. Do you really think that you eat dry rice for nothing? Is the blade in the teacher's hand not the stick in the hand really an ornament?

"Bang Bang Bang"

"Ah, how is it a master? I'm a thousand beautiful women! ”

My ass is open again, master, can you do it lightly? If you continue to fight like this, apprentice, I will be sent to the palace of Hades by you.

Hum! The words of the gods and gods, what Hades Temple, where did I hear these words that there are not? You must know that as a teacher, you relied on the tongue of three inches to earn countless gold and silver treasures, and for a moment the heart was soft and gave countless gold and silver treasures to countless victims, for the magnanimity of the teacher, for the soft-heartedness of the teacher, the apprentice should taste it well. I heard a sentence for the teacher: "Severe suppression can create the birth of a talent, after all, the world is in turmoil in the past dynasties, and there are always talents coming out in large numbers, for the teacher, this is for your good, you have to taste the stick in the hands of the teacher." Don't live up to the hard work of being a teacher, you have adopted you for so many years, you have to repay your hard work for a teacher. ”

"Master, you have this idea again, you are really a talent! Do you want apprentices to beat talents, and raise a master to produce a famous talent! ”

Oops! Xiao Yezi has the ability to dare to treat the teacher like this, it is not because the teacher has treated you so compassionately over the years, I didn't expect you to treat the teacher so much, it seems that the teacher has been so good to you all these years, so that now the teacher is so resistant, look at the changes that the teacher needs to change over the years.

You're going to eat today, so be self-reliant!

"Master!"

Never!

Master, how can I be self-reliant and hungry? Master, quickly take back your life, don't regret it.

Hum!

Do you think you're lazy as a teacher? Now that you are self-reliant, it is for your own good, how can you be so bad?

At the age of seven, he traveled around Qinghe City, walked hundreds of miles, and always left the scenery of every village, enjoying the life of fine clothes and food every day.

Now that you have made such great achievements for your teacher, but you are so lazy, are you worthy of your 16 years of training as a teacher? Don't forget who is the owner of the temple.

Master discourage, don't be angry with me as a traitor, don't be angry with me as a lazy person, think more about those good things, and give up the path you chose for me! You must know that the apprentice can think of an easy and comfortable path, and the master must not arrange my path at will!

Oh, apprentice, choose an easy and comfortable path.

That's a good thing! The smiling master said: "From today onwards, I will block all your finances, and you will slowly choose your easy and comfortable path!" Don't think that as a teacher, you don't know what kind of path you have chosen, easy and comfortable, I think you are lazy and unrepentant, you dare to deceive as a teacher, and you don't punish you well as a teacher. ”