Chapter 56: About I Love You
"Qiqi, how do you know?"
Su Xiaoran looked at Qiqi uneasily, she had hidden this secret for a year, how could Qiqi know?
"Don't ask me how I know, you answer me, why didn't you tell me what happened in the first place? Su Xiaoran, how did you get over those days? ”
Silent.
Grieved.
When people are vulnerable, what they are most afraid to hear is care, because care will make the reason that has been strong disappear, and all that remains is fragile and vulnerable.
Su Xiaoran also wanted to say that she had survived those days, but because of Qiqi's company, there was a lot of happiness and emotion in these boils.
"I'm fine, it's all over."
"Can't get by! Do you know what Kiren said about you? He complains about you, and it is precisely because he has a grudge against you in his heart that he married Han Xiya, but he still has to pay attention to whether you are doing well or not. If it's good, he'll definitely be more unbalanced, and if it's not, he'll feel pity for you. Su Xiaoran, you are the victim, why do you still want to protect Ji Ren's happiness? ”
"Qiqi, Ji Ren is not as unbearable as you say."
Su Xiaoran turned his head, and at the end, he got up and took out two cans of beer from the refrigerator and handed them to Qiqiyi: "Ji Ren is not wrong either, so, it's the wrong time, maybe I'm not suitable to be with him at all." ”
"Did your brain burn out? We've been together for four years, and now you're telling me that it's not suitable? Su Xiaoran, you must not listen to Ji Ren's mother's nonsense, there is no suitability in this world at all, only unhappy. Your heart will guide you to the happiness you want. ”
"I know, Seven-Seven."
Qiqi's words shattered the armor that Su Xiaoran had painstakingly put on, she leaned on Qiqi's shoulder, thinking back to what kind of torment her heart was when Teacher Hou had an accident, and for a moment, she even sprinkled her resentment on Ji Ren, she blamed herself and Ji Ren, so she broke up with Ji Ren, and Ji Ren turned around and left without asking.
Qiqi slept with Su Xiaoran all night, and the next day, she got up early and went out without waking Su Xiaoran.
The scorching sun.
Qiqi stared at his sunglasses and came downstairs to Ji Ren's house with a parasol.
Su Xiaoran can calm things down, but she can't. Yesterday, when she learned from Xiao Fang that Su Xiaoran had been taking on the responsibility of supporting Teacher Hou these days, the first thing that came to mind was Su Xiaoran's living situation this year.
Qiqi was careless, and thought that Su Xiaoran often ate instant noodles because he was lazy.
Su Xiaoran is struggling on the front line alone, and Ji Ren is still married and has children, why?
Qiqi sat in the coffee shop downstairs of Ji Ren's house, and after waiting for about half an hour, she saw Ji Ren holding Han Xiya's hand and walking out of the door of the community, talking and laughing along the way.
Su Xiaoran's blood rushed to her mind all of a sudden, she didn't care so much, she rushed up directly, and asked, "Ji Ren, do you still have a conscience?" ”
"Seventy-seven? It's you again! What do you want? ”
Han Xiya stood in front of Ji Ren, her hands still protecting her stomach.
Ji Ren pulled Han Xiya away: "It's okay, you go to the side first and wait, I'll come over immediately." ”
"I don't want it! She's definitely not at ease! ”
Qiqi sneered, and then disdainfully: "Are you two enough?" It's not going to the front line, don't do it like a sacrifice. Don't worry, hit you? I don't have that much time to spare. ”
"Do you have a problem?" Ji Ren took Han Xiya's hand and was on guard.
"Do you still have a conscience, I ask? You live a good life here alone, do you know that Su Xiaoran is tormented every day? ”
"Qiqi, you are mistaken, it was she who mentioned the breakup first, what is the suffering?"
"That's it, Qiqi, we don't care about it for the sake of the face of our old classmates, you have to know that you have been doing this repeatedly and five times is already an obstacle to personal freedom!"
"Hehe, sure enough, it's the husband and the wife, Ji Ren, I'm out of sight. Even if Su Xiaoran broke up with you when he saw a strange thought, but you married Han Xiya in a blink of an eye, which shows that you are not a good bird. I'll tell Su Xiaoran when I go back, she left you, and it was the most correct decision she made in her life! ”
Qiqi actually left crying, of course, she didn't let them see her tears, but when she turned around, her tears kept falling. She felt worthless for Su Xiaoran, originally, she wanted to tell Ji Ren the truth, but now it seems that Ji Ren is really far away from her.
So be it!
When Su Xiaoran got up, she didn't see Qiqi, she only saw a note at the head of the bed, Qiqi said that she had returned to Wan Lei's house, and there was a bank card on the side of the note, Qiqi said that there was 50,000 yuan in it, which was temporarily lent to Su Xiaoran.
Su Xiaoran held the bank card and sat at the head of the bed blankly. Qiqi scolded her last night, Su Xiaoran felt that Qiqi scolded well, she should be scolded, there is no need to be so stupid.
The phone rang suddenly, Su Xiaoran was still wondering who would call her on the big weekend, and when she picked it up, the phone almost slipped to the ground.
It's Kihito.
The two of them haven't been in touch for a long time, and Ji Ren is suddenly calling now, which means that something is wrong.
Su Xiaoran thought of Qiqi, and this was what Qiqi would do.
No, I don't.
Su Xiaoran hung up the phone, got up and poured a cup of hot water to drink, and after a while, the phone rang again
Still don't answer.
Qiqi is right, Su Xiaoran doesn't owe Ji anything, she is also a victim herself.
He's about to be a father, and it's time to ruthlessly refuse all contact.
Su Xiaoran persuaded herself to turn off her phone.
All at once the world became pure.
Su Xiaoran played the music, wanting to forget all the troubles. She carefully dressed up in the mirror, and decided to take a good vacation for herself today, go shopping, and don't live so tightly.
Su Xiaoran changed into a light purple suspender shirt, put on a pair of big shorts, and decided to squander his good youth according to what Qiqi said.
Everything was ready, Su Xiaoran smiled with satisfaction at herself in the mirror, she picked up her bag and walked to the door, and as soon as she opened the door, she saw Chenxi who was about to knock on the door.
After the two looked at each other in surprise for a few seconds, Su Xiaoran closed the door as fast as he could, but Chenxi stretched out his hand to block the door, and Su Xiaoran used so much force that he happened to clamp Chenxi's hand.
Su Xiaoran was so frightened that he let go of his hand, and Chen Xi took the opportunity to occupy the base, walked in, and closed the door with his backhand.
"You're not welcome here."
Su Xiaoran said loudly as if he were talking to the enemy. Chen Xi didn't speak, Su Xiaoran noticed that his eyes were wrong, and suddenly, she screamed loudly: "What are you looking at?!" ”
"You're still mad at me?"
Chenxi finally said a human word.
Su Xiaoran opened the door and said, "No, go out." ”
"Be my girlfriend, right? I thought about it all night, the person I love is you, not someone else's shadow. ”
Su Xiaoran looked up at Chenxi in surprise, and was completely defeated by his gentle eyes.
"I ......"
Su Xiaoran didn't know what to say.
"You don't believe me?" Chenxi was visibly disappointed.
Su Xiaoran shook her head, she didn't believe in herself, was she really ready to meet the next relationship?
Seeing that Su Xiaoran never spoke, Chen Xi forced her over: "If you don't speak, you are acquiescing?" ”
"No, I"
……
Always like to be so surprised?
Su Xiaoran's body was pressed heavily behind the door, passively accepting the overwhelming kisses from Chenxi.
Su Xiaoran wanted to say that I hadn't agreed yet, but her entire body was completely controlled by him, and she also struggled from the beginning to the later obedience, and then to the later cooperation.
She likes the smell of Chenxi.
After a hot kiss, Chen Xi put his forehead on Su Xiaoran's forehead and ordered: "Don't be angry with me in the future, don't ignore me!" ”
There are quite a few rules!
Su Xiaoran knew that her face had turned completely red, and she only begged Chenxi not to see her fluttering heart.
Chen Xi's hand slid down from his back, and Su Xiaoran came to his senses. "No way!"
"What's not going to work?"
"Not today."
Chen Xi suddenly understood what Su Xiaoran meant, he leaned on her shoulder like a child, and then sighed softly: "Who told you to dress so beautifully today." ”
"So your love is determined by whether it is beautiful or not?"
Su Xiaoran fought back, deliberately looking at his jokes. Chen Xi closed his eyes painfully: "I can't look at it, I don't dare to look at it." ”
Su Xiaoran never knew that Chenxi was like this when he talked about love, and he was not serious at all.
"Can you stop leaning on me? You're heavy. ”
"You have to get used to it."
Chen Xi said something inexplicable, and then hugged the beauty with a smile and put her on the bed: "If you are not feeling well, you have to run out, and you are still dressed so revealingly." ”
"You're very long-winded."
"Lie down obediently, I'll make you whatever you want to eat."
Su Xiaoran smiled and leaned on the pillow, watching Chenxi wander around like a man.
"Are you diverting attention?" Su Xiaoran deliberately made fun of him.
"Be careful, I'm dangerous."
Chen Xi walked over, and Su Xiaoran couldn't help but step back: "What are you doing?" ”
"Do dangerous things."
Chen Xi sat down and pressed his heavy body on Su Xiaoran: "You are not allowed to wear so beautiful when you go out in the future, and you can't even wear it at home." ”
"What if not?"
"Guess."
Su Xiaoran closed her eyes and let herself feel the warmth from Chenxi.
His body is warm, his breath is alive, and his love is intense.
If you can, feel it recklessly.
Su Xiaoran relaxed all her vigilance and let her body fly to the boundless world with Chenxi.
Su Xiaoran agreed to be Chenxi's girlfriend, under the circumstance that Chenxi threatened with a deep kiss.
"What's wrong with your face?"
Only then did Su Xiaoran notice that there was a bruise on the corner of Chenxi's mouth.
"It's fine."
Chen Xi held her hand and put Su Xiaoran's little hand to his mouth: "As long as you know that I love you, you don't need to worry about the rest." ”
Su Xiaoran looked at Chenxi quietly, this was the first time she knew that she was so important in his heart.