Chapter 99 (1st Update)
At this moment, Yun Chi felt that his eyes were black and white, and he felt a bang in his head.
Before agreeing to marry him, she was so sunny, free, smiling, lively and smart. After agreeing to marry her, she suffered hysteria again and again, vomited blood and fell into a coma countless times, and at the most dangerous time, she was dragged back from the ghost gate.
He wanted to say I disagree, disagree, disagree, disagree, but the only remaining reason told him that he had to agree and must agree, which was also what he proposed first, and he now felt that the best way was that he had no choice.
How should you love someone? He used to think that as long as he married her, treated her well, and slept in the same bed and pillow for her whole life as long as he married her in the East Palace, the sixth palace was vacant, but now, he suddenly found that it couldn't be like this, he wanted her to live, even if she couldn't be with her day and night, but as long as she lived well.
But thinking that she couldn't marry anyone except him, she could marry anyone, and when he thought of Su Ziqi, who was now staying in the Hua family, his heart hurt so much that he couldn't breathe.
He tightened his arms, the person in his arms was his dream, the only thing he had asked for in twenty years, he had never thought of living without her, and when he admired her five years ago, he had already decided on her position as the crown princess.
But now, she was in his arms, and he was going to push her out.
He closed his eyes, so uncomfortable that he felt that his soul was being slashed by a sword.
When Hua Yan said this, it was also a sharp pain, as if her soul was being beaten with an iron whip dipped in salt water, and the pain seemed to be like the feeling she felt when she found out that Huaiyu had drunk the poisoned wine four hundred years ago, which made her body tremble.
But in the end, she thinks that in her only life, she can't harm Yunchi, and since she loves it, she can't harm it.
Cut through the mess quickly, maybe it's the best for him.
Sometimes people's obsession is not to get it, Yun Chi is to her, it is to get it, and then let go, compared to not getting it, it is always different.
She also closed her eyes, endured the pain, and whispered, "Yun Chi, I'm sorry." ”
Yun Chi stretched out his hand to cover her mouth, so uncomfortable that he couldn't speak, and after a long time, he shook the corners of his mouth and said, "You didn't feel sorry for anyone, let alone me, don't apologize." When the words fell, he said hoarsely, "If you say I'm sorry, it should be me, I have to drag you to marry me, causing you to open the dusty demon barrier in your heart and be tortured, if I had known, I would ......"
Hua Yan covered his mouth with her backhand, took his hand away, and whispered, "It's my decision, it's none of your business, the innate demon barrier, I can't complain about you, Yunchi, you and I have been injured a few times in the past few months, but I am really happy." ”
Yun Chi stopped talking and stopped.
Hua Yan bit her lip and was silent for a moment, and said softly, "If you want to listen to the events of four hundred years ago, I will pick up what I remember and tell you." Let's talk today. ”
Yun Chi nodded with difficulty.
Hua Yan talked to Yun Chi about the past engraved in the depths of her soul from acquaintance to acquaintance to acquaintance and then to the two of them, and the uncomfortable gritted teeth that went crazy every time she thought of it after she was born, and it seemed that she had been staying in the depths of her soul and never faded away, and when she talked about it, it was still as if it was four hundred years ago.
Those winds and snows, the sea and the mountains, those mountains and rivers are far away, all the way to support and love, and those fragmented but long-term memories seem to have broken through time and space and shuttled back to the back beam.
Yun Chi listened quietly, on the shore of Cuiyuan Lake, on the bank of the Qujiang River, by the water of the Spring River, on the upper floor, the willows are still around, and the apricot blossoms are in full bloom...... Apricot......
He remembered the dry apricot blossom branch she had ordered someone to send to the East Palace......
It was he who wanted to listen, but in the process of listening, he was so jealous that he was going crazy with sour bones in his bones.
If it is not deep and deep, and love is long, how can it be carved into the depths of the soul, faded, dissolved, and removed, even if it is relived for 400 years, it will still become a demonic obstacle?
He suddenly couldn't listen anymore, reached out to cover Hua Yan's mouth again, and said in a dumb voice, "Don't say it!" ”
Hua Yan was trapped in the memories, the light and shadow in her brain were flying, and the fragments flashed layer by layer, and she herself realized that no matter how many years have passed, no matter when, she can't forget it.
Even if she fell in love with Yunchi, the past four hundred years ago was still deeply engraved in her bones, and she couldn't pull it out.
She knew that listening to this, for Yun Chi, it was tantamount to slapping his heart, but he wanted to know that since she said it, except for the word soul spell, she didn't want to hide anything else.
For many years, except for that time when her brother forced her to ask, she never said a word, but now when she said it to Yun Chi, she was inexplicably more relaxed.
Yun Chi opened her mouth to stop her, but she stopped, as if she had lost all her strength, and fell softly into Yun Chi's arms.
Yun Chi endured it and pressed it, but he couldn't bear it, so he lowered his head and kissed her lips fiercely. Just listening to these memories, he couldn't stand it, and he was almost madly jealous, and he couldn't imagine if they repented of their marriage, and she left his side, no longer married him, and married someone else, if he would really go crazy.
lips and teeth touched, tossing and turning, changing the tenderness and softness he had always treated her, and he was crazy and almost devoured her.
Yun Chi had never recognized his jealousy so clearly for a moment, she was crazy with jealousy, jealous of the person engraved in the memory of her soul, the crown prince Huaiyu, who had the same identity as him.
Everyone in the world knows that Emperor Huaiyu of Later Liang, when he was the crown prince, he was talented, and when he was an emperor, he was also compassionate to the world, and his ambition was born at the wrong time.
She married into the East Palace and became his crown princess, he was called the emperor, and she accompanied him as his queen.
He was suddenly unwilling that he and Huayan would stop here, and suddenly he was unwilling to retreat and regret his marriage like this.
A thought suddenly arose in his heart, if she really has no solution to hysteria and one day her destiny is limited, then he will accompany her, die together, and live together in the next life.
What kind of emperor industry, at this moment, in his mind, everything can be thrown away, but her, he wants her fiercely and madly.
wants her to belong to him for the rest of her life, wants to erase the memories engraved in her soul, and carves her own seal and imprint.
He never knew that admiring and admiring a person could make people crazy, and he boasted that because he insisted on marrying her, he had done it to make the government and the opposition the whole world criticize and didn't care about it, but now he found out that those are insignificant.
Now he knows that he is jealous of death, jealous of an ancient man four hundred years ago, that person, the prince Huaiyu, the emperor Huaiyu, he is full of talent, but he was born at the wrong time.
She knew and loved him, married him, accompanied him, accompanied him, followed him from the crown prince to the emperor, and never forgot in the afterlife.
He was so jealous that he felt that there was a mountain of flames living in his chest and abdomen, which made him feel as if he was about to burn himself, and at this moment, he just wanted to erase that person and carve his heaviest weight in her memory.
His kiss was impenetrable, his hand uncontrollably probed into her shirt, his hand touched her smooth brocade-like skin, the temperature and softness were transmitted back to his body from his fingers, causing layers of trembling, he couldn't help tearing open her obstructive dress, the sound of cracking silk made his heart beat faster, the white and smooth large snow skin was exposed, and the delicate person under him was crimson, and he was panting rapidly, as if he was frightened, and wanted to push him, but he was reluctant to look like he was even more crazy.
She has a kind of beauty, she has never felt beautiful, but thousands of postures are bright into the bone marrow, making people can't take their eyes off. Especially now, under her, he wants to refuse and welcome, which makes his blood swell, and he no longer has the control he has cultivated since childhood, and he wants her madly.
Desperate to want her.
He only has one thought in his heart now, he just wants her, and he doesn't care where she is now, so he wants to integrate her into his blood and bones, and into his bone marrow.
What repented of the marriage, what was good for her, what let go, all the earlier struggles and painful considerations sane all vanished. No matter who it is, even if it is himself, at this moment, he can't stop him.
Hua Yan was pressed down by Yun Chi on the soft couch by the window, she was already suffocated by his kiss, and when he tore her clothes, she even stopped breathing at that moment, her eyes widened, looking at Yun Chi's red eyes, the thick jealousy in her eyes, crazy like a dam bursting, pouring out undisguised and unconcealed, making her frightened, but at the same time, her heart was irrepressibly spreading distress and pain.
Ever since she promised him to marry him, she had done everything she could to be nice to him, but she couldn't help it, and now she still gave him her own dust, pulled him down from the clouds, and rolled into the mud with her.
She closed her eyes and put her arms around his neck obediently, she had long wanted to give herself to him, and now if he asked for it, she would not refuse.
In two lives, she still hasn't learned how to love someone, with one body and one heart, and she will give everything she has.