"Father, I'm going to resign from my official position in the Hanlin Academy and travel around." Ju Wuze suddenly said to his father.

Ju Father was shocked and asked puzzledly: "You finally got admitted to the Jinshi and entered the Hanlin Academy, as long as you continue to do it step by step, the future is limitless, why do you suddenly resign at this time?" Don't tell me to travel, if you really want to travel, you will go before you are admitted to the Jinshi. ”

"That's right, son, if you want to leave the capital, then you can also go to other places to serve as officials, why resign?" Ju Mu said worriedly, and then she thought of An Nan who had left, sighed, and said,

"You're not young anymore, An Nan doesn't like her if she doesn't like her, if you have to reconcile with her, we can't control it. Now you can find a girl you like. ”

"Hmph, which girl marries him is unlucky!" The old lady glared at Ju Wuze hatefully and said.

When Ju Wuze heard An Nan's name, his eyelashes trembled, his heart tingled, he lowered his eyes, avoided the scolding of his mother and grandmother, and said to his father: "It's the child who is unfilial and willful, but I want to understand that officialdom is not suitable for me, I want to travel the world, but also to sharpen my knowledge." In this way, when I come back, even if I can't be an official, I can still be a teacher who preaches and receives employment. ”

"You have to think clearly, don't do it and regret it. No matter which path you choose, consider the possible consequences, and there is no turning back from the bow. Ju's father said to Ju Wuze with a solemn face, he is an enlightened person, and he does not force his son to follow the plan he has made.

"Father, I've thought it through." Ju Wuze also replied solemnly, and when Ju Wuze saw his expression, he knew that he had indeed made up his mind, so he only nodded and did not speak again.

"Third brother, going out to study is not as comfortable as at home, and there will be many unpredictable dangers, you should think about it more, not to mention that grandmother, father, and mother will not be willing to let you suffer outside." Ju Wuyan said bitterly that he was a competent big brother and also cared about Ju Wuze.

Ju Wuze is respectful and ashamed of this eldest brother, ashamed that he once thought badly about his wife, even if he doesn't know his dirty thoughts, but Ju Wuze still feels guilty and embarrassed when facing him now, which is also one of the reasons why he wants to leave the house, because he can avoid the sister-in-law who makes his guilty eldest brother who is already embarrassed.

He couldn't tell what he had in mind, so he had to say to his eldest brother: "Big brother doesn't have to worry about me, I have the power to protect myself, and I will bring my entourage." It's just that everything in the family is taken care of by the eldest brother. ”

Seeing that he didn't have the slightest intention of changing his mind, Ju Wuyan could only nod and agree: "With me at home, you should be careful outside, pay attention to safety, and write more letters home." ”

Ju Wuze's resignation to go on a study tour was decided in this way, and he moved quickly, handing over everything in two days, and even preparing to go out.

The night before leaving, he returned to the courtyard where An Nan used to live, which had been sealed since An Nan left, and Ju Wuze had not moved back to live, he was afraid of touching the scene.

Now he's not coming back for a long time, so he's only coming to see it once.

There have been many sweet and intimate scenes of him and An Nan here, and An Nan can still be seen smiling and feeding him soup on the table; There seems to be a scene of her lazily leaning there eating fruit and reading a book on the beauty couch, and her sweet smiling face seems to be seen in the mirror on the dresser......

These scenes used to be seen every day in Wuze, but now only the room is empty, the owner of the house is gone, and all the things that belong to her are gone, only these old things that she resolutely abandoned...... Just like him.

Ju Wuze touched the empty Bogu shelf covered with a layer of dust, only stained with dust on his hands, and he inadvertently raised his eyes to see a painting hanging on the wall.

The painting is a scene he painted during an autumn trip to the outskirts of Beijing, and there is An Nan leisurely enjoying the scenery in it.

An Nan didn't take the painting with him, it was something he gave her in the first place, but she didn't want it.

Ju Wuze's heart was empty, staring at the painting, as if at this time he completely understood that An Nan had really left his life, and really threw him away mercilessly, along with the gift he gave her - the jade mandarin duck he gave to An Nan with joy at the beginning, is now resting in the Bogu shelf, and it is also full of dust.

Ju Wuze took it out and wiped off the dust with his sleeve, but maybe because he didn't take care of it well, the jade didn't seem to be bright enough, and the mandarin duck was also gray and dull, as if Ju Wuze was in a state of mind at this time.

He can still remember how surprised An Nan was when he received it, how cute and cute he was when he put it on, and he took his hand and asked him if he looked good......

He enjoyed the intimacy with An Nan so naturally at that time, but why did he only remember her feud with him when he regained his memory? He also used ugly words to humiliate her and hurt her, and now that Yiren is gone, he is the only one left here to touch the scene and hurt her...... He deserved it.

Ju Wuze held back the remorse and pain in his heart, put away the painting on the wall, shook it with the branch, and held it tightly in his hand.

Early the next morning, he left the residence, and along the way, he aimlessly let his entourage drive the carriage along the official road, but somehow, unconsciously walked in the northwest direction.

When he arrived at the northwest border, he found that he had actually arrived in Jincheng - An Nan's home was here.

"Young Master, do you want to visit Madame, no, Miss An's house?" The entourage asked Ju Wuze, in the eyes of the entourage, although the young master of his family had separated from An Nan, he was still a good friend at home and the An family, so if Ju Wuze did not visit Jincheng as a junior, it would be rude.

Ju Wuze smiled bitterly and said, "If I go to Anjia, I'm afraid I won't be able to leave with all my tails." ”

The entourage was choked, indeed, who can have a good face when they see Heli's ex-uncle? If you don't beat him half to death, you will already have mercy.

An Nan's father won't talk about it, but there are still several brothers, and a punch to the young master alone is enough for him, so the entourage hesitated and said, "Then, then we won't go?" ”

Ju Wuze shook his head and said, "It's better to go, otherwise they will be even more angry if they know that I won't come to the door when I come." ”

He said this, but in his heart he thought that he might be able to see An Nan again, and he wanted to see her, even if he was beaten by her father and brothers, he was willing.

The thought of being able to see someone he hadn't seen for a long time made his heart beat fiercely, and he couldn't help but feel excited, as well as joy and a hint of sweetness...... But thinking that An Nan had nothing to do with him anymore, he felt full of bitterness, regret and sadness.