Chapter 90: Life is not a must-have for anyone

After dinner.

Lu Jinshi, who didn't eat a few bites of food, burned even more, and the symptoms were much more fierce than before, and one didn't hold on, so he was carried upstairs by Xiao Qinian and placed in the guest room where she lived yesterday.

Because she said that the room was empty, Xiao Qinian personally selected some furniture to fill the originally monotonous and simple bedroom.

I just don't understand why he thinks he likes teddy bears, so he just added some inconsequential decorations, and even bought a bunch of teddy bears of different sizes to put next to the bed.

The kind that can't get off your feet at all.

Lu Jinshi looked at the white teddy bear at his feet without saying a word, and finally touched the quilt without saying anything.

Seeing that she was so cooperative from beginning to end, Xiao Qinian couldn't help but have an illusion that the two had been in love for many years.

If only it could be like this all the time.

He sighed softly, and was about to reach out to cover her with the quilt, when he found that she had closed her eyes tightly and looked uncomfortable.

"Is it cold?"

Xiao Qinian said, measured the temperature of the back of her neck with the back of her hand, and it was really hot.

In contrast, the temperature on the back of his hand was so cold that people couldn't help but shrink their necks, and for a moment they suddenly woke up a lot, but they were soon swept away by the scorching heat.

Lu Jinshi felt that his head was so dizzy that he couldn't do it, and he didn't want to fall asleep by looking at him like this, so he pushed his chest with his right hand that was not infused: "I'm fine, you can get out quickly......"

After speaking, she gasped a little breathlessly, and in her dim vision, she seemed to see Xiao Qinian's thin lips pursed into a straight line, as well as a slightly tight chin.

Look, a little upset.

Probably dissatisfied with her being in such a hurry to drive him away, right?

Lu Jinshi thought dizzily, but he resolutely pushed it twice, and said weakly: "Go out, I don't want to infect you." ”

"Then let's be contagious."

Xiao Qinian hugged herself tightly, felt the hot temperature on her body, buried her head in the quilt, and said sullenly: "Jinshi, I like you......"

I didn't see her for a day, and I didn't feel comfortable.

Lu Jinshi was hugged by him like this, and suddenly felt even hotter, opened his dry mouth silently, and finally gave up the struggle, and said helplessly: "I already knew." ”

She had known since he even ate his cousin's vinegar.

He didn't refuse his stalking, just because he didn't hate it, and he didn't do anything excessive.

But now......

He really dared to hug him, and he didn't think it was a difficult thing to talk about when people were sick and weak.

"You don't know!"

Xiao Qinian complained a little angrily: "You never cared whether I liked you or not, and you didn't think about our future, you said, do you plan to stay away from me and the Xiao family as soon as you graduate?" ”

It's rare......

This man has always been full of self-confidence, and he can have this kind of awareness.

Lu Jinshi reluctantly opened his eyes, looked down at the top of his head, and asked lightly, "Why do you think that I haven't thought about it?" ”

Do you still think of this?

Anyone with a discerning eye can see it, right?

Xiao Qinian stared at her and didn't speak, just stiffened like this, until his neck became stiff and sore because he didn't move his head, and then he buried his head in the quilt as if he was deflated.

“…… Never mind. ”

I didn't expect her to say a word.

The boy thought in frustration, so he simply stopped moving, as if he was going to fall asleep with her in his arms.

He was comfortable, but he was half hot.

Lu Jinshi wanted to wipe his sweat, but he couldn't use his hand, so he had to look up at the ceiling like this, and only spoke faintly for a long time: "Xiao Qinian, I am also a flesh-and-blood person, and I have always been looking at your kindness to me." But ......"

Her voice was a little dry, as if the next words were difficult to speak, and she bit her pale lip repeatedly, and finally clenched her right fist as she continued to speak.

"I can't get past that in my heart. You must have already investigated the secrets of the Lu family, my father...... He dares to do anything for the sake of his reputation, even if it is ...... He has played a good husband in front of his wife for nearly eight years, but behind the scenes, he and other women are looking forward to the early death of his wife. So much so that until now, I thought that man was terrible. ”

Lu Wenyin, his city government should not be underestimated.

The most important thing is that he can endure, surprisingly able to endure, which is the reason why he hid his wife and daughter from each other.

And Xiao Qinian...... Although he is very good, she just can't take that step, and in the face of his stalking, in addition to being overwhelmed, she is passive, and then passive.

"So ......"

Xiao Qinian slowly propped up his body, looked down at the sweaty girl condescendingly, and said softly: "Are you afraid, afraid that I, like your father, will let you down?" ”

The young man's deep gaze was like an endless sea, swallowing her breath little by little.

Lu Jinshi closed his eyes, bit his lower lip and did not speak.

The answer is already obvious, isn't it?

But apparently Xiao Qinian didn't want to discuss this serious issue with her in this way, and ordered in a cold voice: "Open your eyes and look at me." ”

This unmistakable tone rejuvenated the sleepy girl, and as soon as she opened her eyes in bewilderment, she heard him whisper, "I know that no guarantee is as reliable as action, but if you are not willing to take that step, whatever I do will be in vain." Not to mention...... Feelings are betting on whether the other party will always be to themselves, the human heart, and if you don't take the initiative to touch it, you will never know what it is. ”

"So ......"

He seemed to caress her slightly flushed cheeks encouragingly, "Be brave, life doesn't have to be anyone's must, haven't you already verified this?" Even if you lose the bet in the end, you don't have nothing, do you? ”

No...... Nothing?

Lu Jinshi looked at the young man's soft smile in amazement, and couldn't help blinking his eyes until his eyes were sour.

He's right, she's not for nothing, not just for her, everyone isn't living in this world for nothing.

She has Mingshan and them, and he has the Luo family who have been silently supporting behind him, even if they are separated in the end?

Man is alive...... There are many things to cherish, just look at the scenery along the way, this stop may see the depressed and decayed barren fields, but the next stop, the next station, maybe you can see the endless sunflower garden.

No, perhaps it would be more accurate to say that human life is the most beautiful scenery, and it should be done and cherished.

Seeing the girl staring at her with red eyes, Xiao Qinian couldn't help but tapped the tip of her nose with amusement, and said softly: "Fool, what is there to be afraid of, you dare to turn your face with the scum of the Shen family, how can you be cowardly when you meet me?" It's not like you at all......"

"I didn't have ......"

Lu Jinshi turned his head and muttered, inadvertently caught a glimpse of the hanging bottle that was about to bottom, and hurriedly pulled the corner of his clothes: "This bottle is almost lost." ”