"It's nothing, Wei Huaichun can't find it, the child just wants to ask him something about the Nine Leaf Ice Lotus. Qin Xin said.

"Xin'er, my mother thinks that you have a lot of heart today, when the family ate together yesterday, my mother didn't feel this way, what's wrong with you today, is there anything hesitant or very difficult?

Although you are not young now, your mother should not take care of your affairs, but your mother knows that you are uncomfortable, don't hold back some things, talk to your mother, maybe it will be better. Mrs. Qin looked at Qin Xin's eyes and said, as if she could see something from his eyes.

"It's really nothing, mother...... I ......" Qin Xin wanted to speak and stopped, he really wanted to talk to his mother about Qiu Miaoxue, but then he talked about it? There are some things in it that he hasn't figured out yet, and he can't make it clear for a while.

And since he came into contact with Bai Yingyue yesterday, he always had a feeling of being watched, this feeling really made him uncomfortable, maybe Bai Yingyue was still eavesdropping on their conversation in the dark at this time, so he really didn't want to say more, in case any sentence affected them, he would not be able to redeem himself.

Mrs. Qin took Qin Xin's hand and said softly: "You can't hide it from your mother, I can feel it, you must have lost something most beloved, right?"

Qin Xin's eyes were red, knowing that he really couldn't hide anything from his mother.

After Qin Xin was born, the life of the Qin family became more and more prosperous day by day, but Qin Yuan has always been diligent and thrifty, so Qin Xin had very little pocket money when he was a child.

Once when Qin Xin was playing in the market, he saw a dagger and liked it very much, but he didn't have so much silver on hand, so he kept all his pocket money from that day on, and after saving money for a long time, he finally bought the dagger back.

He was very happy to hold the dagger, and even if he slept, he had to put the dagger under the pillow, but one day when he was fishing in the river, he was reluctant to put the dagger on the bank, so he pinned the dagger to his waist, but he didn't expect the dagger to fall into the river and never find it again.

When he got home, it was already late, and although he didn't say anything, his mother could see it at a glance.

At dinner, his mother asked him in the same tone, "You must have lost something dear to you, didn't you?"

Qin Xin was taken aback at the time, thinking that her mother could pinch and calculate, but now that she thinks about it, it is not that her mother can pinch and calculate, but that she pays more attention to herself than usual, even if she doesn't say anything, she can know what she is thinking.

Qin Xin's heart was sour and ambiguous, he didn't know what the taste was, there was not only a sense of loss that he wanted to be separated from Qiu Miaoxue, but also a kind of warmth of being pampered by his mother.

Qin Xin felt that he had grown up, so he didn't want his parents to worry about him anymore, so he smiled, although his confidence was a little lacking, he still pretended to be full of confidence and said: "Mother, I lost a very important thing, but it doesn't matter, sooner or later I will get her back." ”

As soon as Qin Yuan heard Qin Xin's words, he felt that he lacked the confidence to speak, and after hesitating for a moment, he still said: "Xin'er, in fact, your mother and I came over early in the morning, and I also want to ask you about your situation this year. ”

Qin Yuan has been working hard for the Qin family with his father since he was very young, but his father passed away early, and the burden of the family was already on Qin Yuan alone.

Because of this, he rarely expresses his heart, and he is the same for his three sons, he has always done more and said less, but this trip to Qin Xin's return touched him a lot, and it actually made his heart a little less hard, but a little more childlike affection.

Qin Xin didn't expect his father to speak to him like this, and once again felt the care of his father's love, his eyes turned red, and his voice was a little choked: "Dad, mother-"

It's this feeling again, I can suffer any grievances outside, I am framed and designed, and I endure loneliness, loneliness, and fear alone in a dark cave...... He didn't think it was a big deal.

But as soon as I got home, I couldn't stand even a little grievance......

Qin Xin finally couldn't help it, in front of his father and mother, his stoic character was gone, and he returned to the feeling of youth.

His tears finally flowed down uncontrollably, and he choked up and said: "Father, mother, the child is really bitter in his heart, and I don't know if this path for cultivating immortals is right?"

Originally, I thought that even if I chose the wrong one, the child would not give up easily, and he must cultivate to be a good one.

But the child's qualifications are really poor, so now I am a little confused, I don't know what to do, if I can't improve my cultivation quickly, my most beloved things may never be obtained......"

Mrs. Qin felt her son's sadness, stroked his hand and couldn't say a word, she could only cry with Qin Xin.

If Qin Yuan had seen Qin Xin crying before, he would have reprimanded him for being useless, but today he said earnestly: "Xin'er, although my father doesn't know what setbacks you have encountered, my father has had the same experience, the same confusion, and the same confusion.

But no one gave me guidance, I could only grope in the dark alone, that period of time was really hard, but I still survived, so, I think you are confused now, I am afraid there are two reasons, the first is that your current self-confidence is not enough, and the second is that you have lost your set goals. ”

"Not confident enough, lost your goal?" Qin Xin wiped away his tears and muttered his father's words, savoring the taste of them, his father's words were like a little candle in the dark, although they were very weak, but they illuminated the direction for him.

Thinking about it, Qin Xin felt that his father was right, since he was born, he was crowned with the aura of a martial arts genius, no matter how difficult he spoke, he could quickly memorize it, and no matter how difficult the movements he practiced, he could also work hard to practice the martial arts.

Since he was a child, he has known that where there is a will, there is a way, so in his consciousness, there has never been the word "impossible".

He has always been the pride of his parents, the object of praise from his brothers and sisters, and the goal that his peers look up to and chase, so he has never lacked self-confidence.

But since he started cultivating immortals, his qualifications have repeatedly frustrated him, and his self-confidence has been hit again and again, until last night Bai Yingyue also said that his qualifications were too poor, and insisted on separating him from Qiu Miaoxue, which became the last straw that crushed his self-confidence.

So my father was right to say that he was not confident enough, maybe he is not confident enough, but he has no self-confidence at all.

Lost his goal? In the past, his goal was to become the number one swordsman in Qinglin City, to be respected and loved like his father.

Then find a woman with the right family, marry a wife and have children, support the family with two brothers, and carry forward the Hongbo Boxing Club to become the first martial arts hall in Qinglin City, which is more prosperous than the current Kaishan martial arts hall.

However, after nearly a year of cultivating immortals, his vision has risen, and the unattainable goal in the past is no longer a goal for him now.

And what about the goal now, to be born in a hundred or two years?

It is unknown whether he can even reach the Yuan Yuan Period, not to mention how far away it is to cultivate to the Yuan Infant Stage, as far as he knows, there are more than 100,000 monks, but there are only a few masters in the infant stage, so you can know how difficult it is to marry a baby.

His previous goal of going to the Ten Thousand Methods Sect to cultivate was to be able to be with Qiu Miaoxue, as long as he was not kicked out of the outer sect cultivation area, and as for whether he could melt Yuan, he didn't regard it as his goal.

Nowadays, we have to regard the formation of a primordial infant as the goal, is this possible? Isn't the goal that cannot be achieved just what the world often says?

Thinking of this, Qin Xin said with some discouragement: "Dad, you're right, I'm really lacking confidence now, and I've really lost my goal, because I don't think my goal can be achieved at all." ”

Qin Yuanhao said angrily: "If you don't do it, how do you know that you can't do it, when I wanted to open up the dart road of Datong Town, I was also not favored by anyone, even I was hesitant in my heart."

But your grandfather told me a word, and I tell you now, you have remembered it for me: life is short, if you have only one chance to turn over in this life, then you must seize it and do your best, even if you fail, there is nothing to regret. ”

Qin Xin was infected by his father's pride, and a thunder sounded in his heart, he seemed to have grasped something, and repeated in a low voice: "Life is short, if in this life, God will only give you one chance to turn over, then you must seize it and do your best, even if you fail, there is nothing to regret"

Qin Yuan struck while the iron was hot and then said: "Even if you work hard and really fail, you are still the current you at most, you don't need to be afraid of anything at all, the horror of the darkness is not because of the darkness, but you don't know what is in the dark, even if there is anything, it is not terrible, what is terrible is what you imagined."

Imagination is also the weakness of human nature, and the things in the imagination are the most terrible, and these imagined things are the key to your success.

If you really don't want to give up and want to succeed, then abandon your meaningless imagination and start from reality, and if you want to succeed in reality, it is nothing more than qualifications, luck and hard work.

Qualifications are determined by God, you can't change them, and luck is the most unpredictable, and you can't count on it, the only thing you can control is hard work, and it's non-stop hard work. ”

"That's right, what am I afraid of? When I was a child, because I wasn't afraid of anything, I was able to practice better than everyone else.

Is it really difficult to get into a baby? I feel that it is difficult to get a baby before I work hard, alas! It's ridiculous.

What's the use of being just entangled in whether you can get a baby, the most important question now should be how to work hard to get a baby, and how to get to the process of getting a baby, rather than caring about whether you can cultivate to the Yuan Infant stage.

Grandpa is right, as long as you work hard, even if you fail, there is nothing to regret. ”

Qin Xin knelt down and respectfully kowtowed to his parents three times, his father's words made him pause, and he regained his confidence.