Chapter 189: Qingxi's Dream 3
This sudden everything, really made me difficult to accept for a while, I liked Xiao Muzi in my heart, but I didn't like it very much, I don't know what to do......
"Qing'er, you are free and happy, I don't want to give you any restraints, so I will wait for you here tomorrow, you think about it and give me an answer. Qing'er, whether you come or not, my sincerity to you is absolutely not the slightest false" Mu Yan broke the silence, took my hand again, and said seriously.
"Then, I, I'll go back and think about it first" I quickly let go of my hand and trotted away, not a few steps, I don't know why, I actually looked back at Mu Yan "Little Muzi, tomorrow, you will wait here for my reply, right?" ”
"Yes, I'll wait for you, Qing'er" Mu Yan nodded solemnly, her eyes full of familiar worries.
I nodded, and quickly disappeared, on the way back to the palace of the Lingling, I thought a lot, I am a Qingluan bird, I don't know if Mu Yan can accept it, and I will have to experience disasters in the future, will Mu Yan be able to bear it, if I meet a destined person in the future, will Mu Yan let me leave?
When I came to the big tree, I sat next to it and leaned against it gently, but it was a pity, if Uncle Tree was there, I would definitely be able to give myself an idea.
"Big tree, let me talk to you, these days, I met a special man, his name is Mu Yan, the name is very good, hehe, he looks like a name, gentle and elegant, a scholarly atmosphere, modest and polite. He treated me very well, and he showed his heart to me today, but I am a Qingluan bird, and I came with calamity."
"Big tree, I'm afraid that he will lie to me in the future, Sister Iris said that it is particularly difficult to find someone who treats her sincerely, and the patriarch also said that Qingxi has to go through countless times before she can meet the fire phoenix. Xiao Muzi, will he be the one who is worth giving up everything and following me? Leaving the palace of the concubine, leaving the sister and the iris sister, there will be no protection, can I really be myself at will? ……”
"What should I do, O Big Tree, can you give me a suggestion? How am I going to tell Sister Auntie and Sister Iris about this......"
It was getting darker and darker, and when I got up from the big tree and walked to the door of the palace, I wandered alone for a long time, and I didn't dare to go in.
"Qingxi, what are you doing standing here alone? Why not go in? "As soon as my sister-in-law came back from outside, she saw me walking back and forth in a daze.
"Ah...... I, I'm waiting for you here, Sister Sister, isn't it very fortunate" I hurriedly ran over and pulled Sister-in-law's arm, and said with a weak heart.
"Fortunately, today can be regarded as a gain, I hope this little demon can be good and reformed," the concubine said lightly, her expression was full of exhaustion.
"Sister Iris, do you think Sister Iris will give up everything for Pharmacist Fan Jie?" I asked tentatively.
"I don't know, I don't know how to love, but Iris, Iris, will soon become a god, I will help her, and be with Fan Jie as soon as possible," the concubine said softly.
"What about me, sister-in-law?" I stopped and looked at my sister-in-law.
"You? What's the matter with you? Silly girl, after you have gone through the tribulation, you can become a real Qingluan Bird, that is, a god in the heavenly realm," the concubine said inexplicably.
"Sister sister-in-law, I said, I said that if I leave with Xiao Muzi desperately, will you agree?" I was ruthless, closed my eyes and said, Sister Sister-in-law is really fierce, and it will be very difficult to get her to agree.
"Qingxi, do you say it again?" The concubine suddenly asked seriously.
"Sister Sister-in-law, Xiao Muzi is leaving Sister-in-law Mountain, and she has also shown her heart to me, so, so"
"So you want to leave with him? Qingxi, don't you know what the tribulation represents? The concubine roared slightly.
"Sister Sister-in-law, Xiao Muzi is very powerful, he can also be my protection, although I have died in the past few lives, but I believe that I can" I plucked up the courage to say, but even I felt very surprised, I didn't care about Mu Yan so much.
"Unreasonable, kneel down for me" Sister-in-law roared angrily, so frightened that I opened my eyes and quickly knelt down, Sister Sister-in-law usually wouldn't be so angry, she must have done it because she was worried about me.
"What's this? Auntie, you, why did you make Qingxi kneel? Iris, who had just come back, asked in surprise.
But the concubine was silent and watched quietly.
"Qingxi, are you in trouble, tell my sister quickly" Iris walked up to me and asked in a low voice.
"Sister Iris, I'm going to leave with Xiao Muzi tomorrow and go to his hometown" I said loudly, I have thought it out today, Xiao Muzi does not dislike the food he makes, no matter how he does it, he loves it back.
"What, what? Qingxi, are you stupid, it's only been such a short time, and you agree to leave with him? Moreover, the calamity on your body can only be safely spent in Wuling Mountain, and you don't even want your life for him? Iris also said loudly in surprise.
"Sister Iris, if it were you and Pharmacist Fan Jie today, would you leave without hesitation?" I looked at Iris and asked seriously.
"Qingxi, our positions are different, there is no life-and-death trade-off between me and Fan Jie, silly girl, he wants to take you away, he doesn't even have the idea of coming to meet us, such a man, if you follow him, the future will not be happy" Iris squatted in front of me, and said seriously.
"Sister Iris, I've been thinking about this matter for a long time, Xiao Muzi treats me very well, you will become the wife of Pharmacist Fan Jie in the future, and you will leave here, Sister Iris is a mountain girl, she has a mission to complete. And what about Qingxi? There is nothing else to hope for but to wait quietly for the catastrophe to come. Now that I have Xiao Muzi, I realize that I can also have someone to accompany me" I cried and said, these words are the words from the bottom of my heart, and I also hope that there will be someone who will not leave me in the future.
"Qingxi You"
"Iris, let's go, let her kneel here" With a wave of her hands, she added a barrier around me, and then grabbed Iris and left.
I didn't have any struggle, Sister Sister-in-law and Sister Iris did this for my own good, but I slowly found that I don't know when my life began to be divided into half of Xiao Muzi.
This night, I was still kneeling, my sister's enchantment was warm, the cold wind of the night did not touch me, many years later, I wondered, if I had been sober at that time, would I have been able to break free from this sweet and painful abyss......
"Sister Sister-in-law, you, will you let me out?" On the afternoon of the second day, I found that my sister-in-law did not have any intention of letting me go, and I couldn't help but feel a little anxious.
"Qingxi, you just stay like this, since you call me sister, I won't let you fall into an irreparable abyss" The concubine walked up to me and said softly.
"Sister Auntie, I beg you, without Xiao Muzi, Qingxi will not be happy in the future, Sister Iris and Pharmacist Fan Jie, aren't you also very optimistic? Why did you have to send us away when you came to me? Do you want me to be with you if you want to die alone? I was in a hurry, so I said without a damn thing.
Who knew that these words made Sister Sister-in-law hear in her heart, and her originally gentle face was full of loss, "Qingxi, I never wanted to block anyone's happiness, you and Iris are the good sisters I care about the most, I hope she is happy, and I will hope you are happy, but at the same time, I care more about your safety." No matter what you think, whether you hate me or not, today, I will not let you go"
"Sister Sister, I don't want to live, I just want Xiao Muzi, you let me go, let me go" I kept shaking my head and begging my sister-in-law, but she got up and left.
"Sister Iris, come here, you open it for me, I want to go out, I want to go out" When I saw the iris in the distance, I felt called, on weekdays, the iris was the most distressed about herself.
"Qingxi, what you said just now is really hurtful, my sister-in-law rescued you and let you come to live in Lingshan, and over the years, I have connived at you to do a lot of things. Whether it's me or my sister-in-law, everything we do is for your good, but I didn't expect that we are not as good as a man you have only known for a few months" Iris shook her head and left.
I sat on the ground alone, Sister Sister-in-law and Sister Iris are really ruthless, I just like someone, they have to stop them in every way, is it true that I and Xiao Muzi are inseparable?
I was stunned for a long time, and I thought about it for a long time, seeing that the sky was getting dark, I stood up and used my body to hit the enchantment, and my spiritual power could only be strengthened for the enchantment, not weakened, so she could only use herself to gamble.
kept impacting, kept being bounced back by spiritual power, and my body was scratched all over my body by spiritual power, no matter how much it hurt, I couldn't help it, today, I had to go out to see Xiao Muzi.
"Qingxi, would you rather be scarred than stay?" Auntie and Iris appeared in front of Qingxi together, and asked in frustration and distress.
"Yes" I nodded, still banging, I knew that I might lose my two sisters by doing this, but I couldn't lose Mu Yan, what I owed them, I would definitely come back to pay it back.
"Silly girl, you don't want to die, you don't know the barrier of your concubine, you will die if you go on like this" Iris called out in distress, her eyes were already red.
"Two sisters, let Qingxi leave, I can't live without Mu Yan" I endured the pain and said firmly.
"Silly girl, he doesn't deserve it, why are you pushing us like this," Iris yelled at me.
"Sister Iris, how important Fan Jie is to you, how precious Xiao Muzi is to me. Today, either you let me go, or I will die here" My tears kept flowing, and the bits and pieces of getting along with Mu Yan appeared in front of me, which strengthened my heart even more.
"Qingxi, do you really regret it? Do you really have to go? The concubine asked sternly.
"Yes, I Qingxi swear, I will not regret today's events, the mountains are high and the rivers are far away, I just want to go with Xiao Muzi" I stopped the impact, wiped away my tears, looked at my sister-in-law, and said seriously.
"Okay, you go" The concubine nodded, removed the barrier, pulled the crying irise, and turned to leave.
And I, without hesitation, turned around, quickly left the palace of the spirit, and walked towards Mu Yan's hut, at that moment, I knew that my single-mindedness was in exchange for a bet that I didn't know whether to win or lose.
Sister Auntie, Sister Iris, Qingxi is sorry for you, but I hope you believe in Qingxi and Xiao Muzi, and we will be very happy...... At the same time, in the place where Qingxi can't see, I also hope that you can all be happy and safe......