I don't know how long I've been crying in the pavilion, and I've thought a lot, and my former self does what I want, I don't have to care about anyone's thoughts, and I don't have to live a careful life. Now, how can it slowly be different from the original intention, Xiao Muzi, what should I do, what should I do......

"Miss, Miss, what, why are you crying?" Ye'er ran up to me and asked worriedly.

"Ye'er, Xiao Muzi is going to marry someone else, the queen said, the young concubine can't be me, Ye'er, what should I do?" I hugged Ye'er and cried loudly.

"Alright, miss, don't be upset yet. The queen, the queen said that the concubine that the young master married was Miss Rouyun? Ye'er patted me on the back and asked gently.

"Well, how do you know?" I wiped my tears, let go of the leaves, and asked suspiciously,

"Miss, I have followed the young master since I was a child, he has been weak and sickly since he was a child, and it is not easy to get to today, even if the queen mother is tolerant and generous, it is impossible to let her son fall behind. Miss Rouyun is the daughter of the first minister of Ximu Palace, and the power behind her is so great that we can't compare" Ye Er said seriously, tears in her eyes.

"First Minister? What do you mean? I shook my head and asked puzzledly, the relationship between Ximu Palace is very complicated, and I haven't fully understood it until now.

"Miss, this is similar to the world, Ximu Palace is equivalent to a country in the world, the palace master is the emperor, the young master is the prince, and the first minister is the prime minister. However, whether it is the palace master or the first minister, they are directly under the orders of Her Majesty. But, Miss, don't be afraid, don't be sad, I believe that the young master will definitely deal with it, he will not marry someone other than Miss" Ye'er held my hand and smiled comfortingly.

"Ye'er, how big is Ximu Palace?" I asked lightly, right, this is a word that I only understand deeply now. I used to hear Mr. Storyteller talk about the ruthless indifference of the royal family, which sounded ridiculous at the time, but now he has become a ridiculous person.

"There is a big country in the world, in fact, Ximu Palace is also called Ximu Empire, Ximu Palace is only so big Miss, I heard Si Shen say, the imperial capital of Nightmare is particularly prosperous, and the Nightmare Palace is magnificent, and when Her Majesty the Queen returns, maybe the young master can take you with him" Ye Er tried to change the topic and said.

"Ye'er, tell me the truth, what will happen if Xiao Muzi doesn't have the help of the Rouyun family?" I asked as I held Ye'er's hand tightly.

"This Ye Er doesn't dare to speculate, Miss, no matter what you decide to do, I will always follow you and accompany you" Ye Er said seriously.

"Alas...... Okay, Ye'er, you go get me some water, groom me and dress up, I'll pick up Xiao Muzi back" I sighed slightly, since I can't escape, let's face it, I have come to this point, I don't want to hesitate anymore.

"En" Ye'er nodded, and got up with red eyes to prepare.

changed into new clothes and walked directly towards Muyan's dormitory, making a lot of decisions along the way, and finally turning into as long as Xiao Muzi is happy, he can do anything.

"Little Muzi, little Muzi, I'm here to see you"

As soon as I stepped into Xiao Muzi's bedroom, I packed up my emotions and called loudly with a smile.

In the next second, Mu Yan opened the door and asked the guards to withdraw, and then hugged me tightly as I ran towards him.

"Qing'er, why are you here? Have you eaten well these days, come, let me take a good look" Mu Yan let go of me and kept looking at me, afraid that I would have any grievances.

"I'm fine, little Muzi, look, I'm fine" I held back the tears in my eyes, smiled happily and circled, Xiao Muzi, I have something, I feel so sad.

Turning around, he was hugged tightly by Mu Yan again, his head was buried in my neck, I could feel his helplessness and exhaustion, these days, he must have been very sad, very hard.

After snuggling for a while, Xiao Muzi opened his mouth to explain to me the reason for his disappearance in the past few days, or to lie to me with political affairs. I didn't blame him for lying, because I knew that Xiao Muzi was for my good, and I was afraid that I would be sad and sad about it.

"Little Muzi, your mother has come to me" I let go of Mu Yan, took the initiative to mention this matter, walked to the house and sat down, especially afraid of crying in his arms.

"Mother? Did she say anything nonsense to you? Qing'er, no matter what she says, don't believe it" Mu Yan said nervously, her hands clenched tightly.

"Of course it's a happy thing, she told me that Xiao Muzi is going to get married, but the main concubine is not me" I said lightly, but my eyes were looking at Xiao Muzi tightly.

"This is not the happiest, the happiest thing is that the main concubine candidate is a gentle and virtuous woman, a powerful woman, Xiao Muzi, I guess, this candidate is not me."

"Qing'er, don't worry, I will never compromise and will not marry anyone except you" Mu Yan saw that I knew and hurriedly said.

"Xiao Muzi, do you dare to come with me, leave now, and don't care about anything?" I asked seriously, as long as Xiao Muzi can hold my hand and leave decisively, then I will take him away regardless of everything. If Xiao Muzi hesitates, then I will face it with him,

"Okay, but Qing'er, you give me a little time, if you leave like this, all the people who serve us won't be able to live" Mu Yan took my hand and said calmly.

"Oops, teasing you. Xiao Muzi, your mother is right, and I quite agree. You marry her, marry me again, as long as your heart is with me, I don't care about the rest."

I immediately smiled and said, try to be happy, the moment Mu Yan grabbed me just now, I thought he chose the former, but he hesitated, that's it, this proud bone of the king, how can it be said that you can let go of it, Mu Yan, I gave up so much for you, I hope that you will really live up to me for the rest of your life.

"No, absolutely not, I Mu Yan promised you that I would only marry you, how could I break my promise, Qing'er, don't be afraid, I will let my father and mother agree" Mu Yan decisively refused.

"Little Muzi, do you really only love me?" I asked, raising my eyes, which were a little teary-eyed.

"Well, so Qing'er, don't worry. Trust me, okay? I Mu Yan is the only young concubine with you, if not, the end of the world, I will take you away together" Mu Yan walked over, held my hand and said affectionately.

"Little Muzi, marry her, fame and fortune, I don't care, as long as you only love me, that's enough" After I finished speaking, I kissed Mu Yan's lips that were about to refuse, at this moment, I just want to be with him, no matter anything else.

In fact, what I love is Mu Yan, not the position of the young concubine. What I'm angry about is that from now on, there will always be another irrelevant woman who will hang in front of Xiao Muzi's eyes.

In the end, Xiao Muzi agreed, and he agreed to marry Rouyun. When I heard the news, I didn't cry, I just sat on the swing in the courtyard for a long, long time, all of which I begged for.

Xiao Muzi, I don't want to share you with others, but, Qingxi doesn't have any choice, your mother threatens me, I can leave, but Ye'er, and what should you do, slowly I found out that maybe you are my calamity, but I can't keep it if I get it......

Soon, the auspicious day for Mu Yan to marry Rou Yun arrived, and the entire Ximu Palace was lit up with lights, which was extremely lively. There is only the Sunglasses Palace, there is no movement, simple and quiet, and it suddenly seems out of place outside, all of this must be arranged by Xiao Muzi, so it is okay to save yourself from being upset.

"Miss, Young Master Muyan said, you can let me take you out of the palace today, haven't you always wanted to go out to play? I'll go now, okay? Ye'er saw that I was doing nothing, and asked worriedly.

"No need, Ye'er, you go and take care of the flowers in the courtyard, the weather is exceptionally good today, I want to dance" I said with a smile, go out, I'm afraid everyone is talking about it, it's better to hide in this sunglasses palace and enjoy the rare tranquility.

"Yes" Ye Er hesitated for a moment, and when she saw that I was fine, she turned around and went to get busy.

Under the sun, I raised my sleeves, hummed a little song, and danced, I haven't been so relaxed for a long time, and since I stepped into Ximu Palace, I have become less and less like myself.

Jumping and jumping, Yu Guang couldn't help but see Xiao Muzi outside the door, so he stopped and quickly appeared in front of him with spiritual power.

"Little Muzi, why didn't you wear a wedding dress, I'm looking forward to it?"

"Qing'er didn't wear it, why should I wear it, silly girl" Mu Yan choked up, touching my hair.

I was about to say something, but Si Shen arrived and whispered something in Mu Yan's ear, I don't have to guess that I know, I should be urging Xiao Muzi to go back quickly.

"Don't be embarrassed, let's go, little Muzi, be happy, today is your big day" I smiled, pushed him a few steps forward, and plucked up the courage to wave at him.

"Okay, I'll come to see you in the evening, Qing'er, don't be afraid" Mu Yan nodded, looked at me deeply, and then turned around and left without looking back.

I watched him disappear before I squatted down and cried, just now I saw tears in Mu Yan's eyes, little Muzi, don't be sad, it's Qing'er who is not good, and you are so embarrassed. Xiao Muzi, in my vision for the future, there is no such scene, why, the woman you married in a wedding dress is not me, why is it not me who Feng Guanxia married you......

"Miss, cry if you want to, don't suppress everything in your heart, Miss, you have to believe that the young master is also helpless, the person he really loves, only Miss is alone" Ye'er hugged me gently, comforting gently.

I cried in pain, crying my helplessness, crying Mu Yan's hesitation, since it was fate, why did I want us to meet. The person I love is tying the knot with another woman, so how can I be happy......

Back in the courtyard, I didn't want to go there, sitting alone on the stone chair, silently crying, all I could think about was the happy scene of myself and Mu Yan in the hut, and the cold wind at night couldn't up.

"Miss, it's windy at night, you have to take care of your body, go back to the house and rest" Ye'er put her clothes on my body and cried to persuade me.

"Ye'er, don't say it again. Xiao Muzi said that he would come tonight, and I would wait for him here," I said in a hoarse voice.

"Miss, less"

"Don't argue, Xiao Muzi won't lie to me, he said that he will definitely come if he comes, I must wait for him here tonight" I said stubbornly, my eyes were red and swollen, and I was crying so much that I almost had no tears.

Seeing this, Ye Er had no choice but to step aside and accompany me silently, the stars in the sky were suddenly not beautiful, and they all laughed at me in groups, Qingxi, Qingxi, I didn't expect you to become a person in this endless abyss......