83. Real life: Troubleshooting
"Why are you back?" Qiao Yan looked at Lian Yin who crawled out of the teleportation cabin with some surprise, and couldn't help but ask her.
Of course, the experienced Daoru knew that the current date had only been more than a week since Lian Yin went to the training world, and it was obvious that she had not returned early after spending her life in the training world.
This is ......, something is wrong?
Lian Yin glanced at his boss and smiled weakly, but did not give any explanation for coming back early.
Qiao Yanxin said: This is very problematic.
But seeing Lian Yin's tired face, Qiao Yan suppressed the question very humanitarianly, and only said, "Let's go back and rest first." ”
Lian Yin nodded, didn't say much, and walked out.
Qiao Yan looked at her back for a while, then turned his head to ask the scientific researchers: "What's the matter with the newcomers in my department?" ”
The scientific researcher said: "Boss Qiao, do you still need to ask?" I can't stay in the training world anymore. We don't know the specifics, you should know. However, the data shows that she logged out on her own. ”
Qiao Yan thought for a while, made a "okay" gesture to the scientific researchers, and turned around and left the scientific research room.
After Lian Yin left the company, she directly stopped the car and returned to her home after a week of farewell, looking around the dusty room, but she was physically and mentally exhausted and didn't want to spend effort and time cleaning, so she fell straight to the bed and fell asleep.
This sleep was not steady, and she even had continuous turbulent dreams, just like the second half of her life in the training world.
She had thought that after leaving that world, her memories would be collected like the previous two worlds, everything in that world was just a dream, and there was not much intervention after waking up, so that she could blame herself a little less.
But she was wrong this time, even if she was out of that world, she still remembered the boy clearly. She couldn't forget that the young man's death was all due to her own negligence. She obviously took the role of prophet, and she also thought about changing his ending, but she failed to take care of it. As soon as she thought of this, she couldn't suppress her self-blame and disgust.
After this sleep, she didn't sleep hard for a day and a night like the last two times, almost until four o'clock in the morning, and she couldn't sleep anymore. No matter how much she tossed and turned, she couldn't fall asleep again.
Lying in bed until five o'clock, she could no longer lie down, so she simply got up.
……
When it was almost time to go to work, Qiao Yan, who went out a little late, walked into the department's office area with the steps of the end of work. As soon as she entered, she saw Lian Yin cleaning her own office area.
He couldn't help but be stunned and said strangely: "Why did you come to work today?" Don't have a day off at home? ”
Lian Yin paused to wipe the table in his hand, and said slowly: "I didn't get your fake certificate, so I thought I couldn't rest." ”
Qiao Yan slapped his head in hindsight, he was so surprised that she came back yesterday, and she forgot to give the fake order. But this kid is also real, and he doesn't even ask him much.
He walked briskly to his desk and said, "I'll give you a fake bill now." ”
"No need." Lian Yin stopped: "I don't have much to do at home, it's better to go to work." ”
In this way, Qiao Yan nodded, and did not take out the fake order.
After officially entering the work time, the two sat at their desks. It wasn't until two hours later that Qiao Yan took the initiative to talk to Lianyin again.
Qiao Yan said: "How many years have you been in the training world? ”
Lian Yin thought for a while, and then said slowly: "Twenty years." ”
"Oh." Qiao Yan raised his eyebrows, and only said after a while: "That time didn't stay long." ”
Legato answered vaguely, and his eyes dimmed a little.
Qiao Yan looked at Lian Yin with unpredictable eyes, and after more than ten seconds of silence, he said tentatively: "Did you encounter something that you couldn't solve?" ”
Lian Yin raised his eyes and looked at Qiao Yan, and then lowered his gaze again. The performance was full of rejection, and just when Qiao Yan thought that Lian Yin really refused to disclose any information to him, Lian Yin spoke: "Because of my negligence, I hurt someone." She couldn't say anything specific, so she could only say it to Qiao Yan.
Hearing this, Qiao Yan raised his eyebrows high, and a trace of surprise crossed his eyes, but soon he comforted Lian Yin and said, "Looking at your self-blaming and sad face, I think you are also unintentional." Since it's not intentional, don't take it too seriously. ”
"I should have avoided it, but I was negligent. I thought I could do it all, but I was obviously still too confident. Actually, I'm just that. "The more I think about it, the more I talk, the more sad I feel.
Qiao Yan followed her words and said, "But that's right." ”
Lian Yin stared at him in surprise.
Qiao Yan smiled at her, and suddenly said with a serious face: "Although we are doing this, we look like a god, changing and turning other people's lives." But don't think of yourself as God, as a virgin. You have limited abilities and are unlikely to help people all over the world. Your help is also chosen, and with A's choice, you are bound to give up options B and C, etc. There is no such thing as the best of both worlds in the world, and you can't greedily seek to have both worlds. ”
"Now that you have made a choice, correspondingly, you must also know how to give up freely."
Lian Yin didn't know when Qiao Yan had finished preaching, she had already been shocked by his reasoning. seems to have confessed a lot of words, but in fact, every sentence is comforting her, and the weight of the backlog in her heart has been reduced a little.
After a long time, Lian Yin said thank you to Qiao Yan.
Qiao Yan said with a smile: "Those who do our business, who have experienced more, will have more negative emotions than ordinary people." So you have to learn to expel negative emotions as soon as possible. Otherwise, it will only do you harm, and it will not do you any good. If you have such emotions in the future, don't feel embarrassed, feel free to share them with me. ”
"Yes, thank you." Lian Yin thanked him sincerely again.
Seeing that the new employees under his command were relieved, Qiao Yan, as a supervisor, said that he was very relieved. At noon, I even paid out of my own pocket to invite Lian Yin to have lunch. However, during the meal, Qiao Yan didn't have a good sense of work when he had a meal, so he naturally asked Lian Yin: "You still have a training world, when are you going to leave?" ”
Lianyin chewed for a moment, as if he didn't understand why he still had a training world.
Qiao Yan interpreted her thoughts and explained: "Look at the negative emotions you were when you first came back, you should know that you didn't pass the test in the last world. So there's a world of training, and it's time to do a good job this time. ”
Lianyin slowly chewed the food in his mouth, and then remembered the purpose of the training world. The world of training is a test of whether an employee is really fit for the job. She had forgotten.
Swallowing all the food in his mouth, Lianyin said, "I know, I can go at any time." ”
Qiao Yan glanced at her and smiled: "The recovery is quite fast." ”