“…… Did you drink? In between breaths, his forehead pressed against hers, although it was a question, but it was also a certainty, "You can't be drunk, right?" ”

If she wasn't drunk, how could she not resist at all, and still taste the taste of the tip of his tongue while he was raging?

Xiao Jiangyuan licked his lips blankly, then shook his head.

Li Longji only felt that his throat was tight, and he held Xiao Jiangyuan's shoulders with both hands, and pushed her away a little: "Then you can see clearly, who am I?" ”

"You are the emperor, the one to whom I will be loyal for the rest of my life."

Li Longji was obviously not satisfied with this answer: "What else? ”

And also? Xiao Jiangyuan looked at Li Longji's face in a daze, and couldn't answer for a long time.

Or rather, she didn't want to answer.

He is Li Longji, her sovereign, her partner who walks hand in hand, her acquaintance's confidant, and the only person she admires in this life.

But he can't be her lover, let alone her husband.

In her opinion, there is no need to announce some answers, but Li Longji disagrees: "I am Li Sanlang, I could have ...... It's your Saburo. ”

"It wasn't a dream that night, it was you." Worried that Xiao Jiangyuan pretended not to understand, Li Longji stubbornly reiterated it, and seeing that Xiao Jiangyuan didn't deny it again, there was finally a smile on his lips, "When did you start, you dare not do it, do you plan to abandon me from the beginning, right?" ”

Seeing that Xiao Jiangyuan's eyes always drifted to the wide open door, Li Longji went to close the door and returned to Xiao Jiangyuan. He soothed Xiao Jiangyuan's shoulders soothingly: "You are really a little excessive." It's clear that you took the initiative to provoke it, and it was you who regretted it afterwards, who did you think of me, it's interesting to play like this? ”

"I never wanted to play tricks on you."

Li Longji's lips were close to Xiao Jiangyuan's ears: "That...... It's me who can't get enough of it, not only can't conquer you, but makes you ...... Disgusted with me, and then it's too late to retreat? ”

His voice was deep and magnetic, planting an ambiguous seed in Xiao Jiangyuan's ear: "But now you and I are husband and wife, it's not that you don't recognize it." I'm not that kind of man, I can't force myself if I don't want to, and I'm not the one who can lose his dignity for love, but I'm willing to give you time to think about it carefully—I've given it to you a long time ago, and it's been so many years now.

"But you're always hesitating, you're always hesitating. Do you know that you can really push me away by breaking my heart again and again? Datang may have a sea-like mind and can accept the people of all countries in this world, but I don't. It is said that the emperor is the Son of Heaven and a true dragon who has been given a sacred mission by God, but only I know that in front of my beloved woman, I am just the most ordinary man in this world.

"I won't wait for you forever, if one day you push hard, I will really do what you want. I don't have much time to wait, after all, at my age, I am already considered to be a long-lived person in the Li royal family. Age will get older and older, and your health will inevitably get worse and worse, although your age is uncertain, there will always be ten years younger than me, right? Compared to me, you have at least ten years to go, and I don't have to, maybe I will ...... one day."

"No, it won't."

Seeing Xiao Jiangyuan frowning slightly, Li Longji stretched out his fingers to smooth it, then followed her arm and held her hand: "You have already rejected me three times." Over the years, I have thought about those three reasons countless times, and now the first and second have been completed, and the third, I have already figured it out. I can answer you right now, regardless of gender or identity, the person I admire is you—just you. ”

The seeds break through the ground and sprout, grow branches, and bloom into flowers. The speed is extremely fast, and the flowers are very prosperous, as if a rich fragrance slowly spreads, and finally fills the whole room.

"Do you have to wait until your temples are pale before you nod?"

Xiao Jiangyuan saw that the lights not far away were burning, and a moth flapped its wings around the scorching flames, constantly approaching and leaving. It had clearly gone through countless temptations, but in the end it still chose to open its arms and happily meet it.

She hurriedly stepped forward and blew out the lights, then opened the window a little and let the moth out.

Suddenly, a hand reached out behind him and closed the window tightly.

"It seems that this time, the decision is for me to do it."

As soon as Xiao Jiangyuan turned to face, he felt a fiery breath coming to his nose. She hurriedly reached out to block his lips, and under his burning gaze, she whispered, "That...... We've always been like this, okay? Just like on the top of Mount Tai, just as it is now. ”

"A lifetime of cheating?" Li Longji held Xiao Jiangyuan's hand tightly in his palm, "I don't want to, I'm also afraid...... I've wronged you. ”

"I don't feel aggrieved."

"But I feel wronged!"

Looking at Li Longji's furrowed eyebrows, Xiao Jiangyuan sighed lightly, and then took a step forward, tiptoeing slightly.

Suddenly feeling Xiao Jiangyuan's closeness, his lips were covered with a layer of warm softness, Li Longji only felt that his brain was blank, and it took a long time to come back to his senses, and then he heard Xiao Jiangyuan say softly:

"And now?"

Li Longji grabbed Xiao Jiangyuan's waist with one hand, supported her head with the other, and stared at the woman in his arms fixedly: "Do you know what you're doing?" ”

"My alcohol consumption is much better than Saburo's."

Seeing that Li Longji was only looking at himself and was silent, Xiao Jiangyuan kissed him on the cheek again: "What about now?" ”

"Of course...... Far from enough. ”

The curtain swayed softly on the side of the couch, and clothes and shoes and socks floated out one by one, scattered on the ground in a mess, and finally a pair of inky heads, the ties of which were somehow tightly intertwined, and no matter how much force the person who threw them, they could not be separated.

The curtain was as dim as that night, but Xiao Jiangyuan could still see clearly, Li Longji was holding her lotus silver hairpin in his left hand, and his right hand was spread out in his palm, and the tip of the hairpin matched the wound in his palm.

How unbelievable he was that night, he wanted to use this way to confirm that it was not a dream.

"You stab me again." Li Longji pursed his lips and handed the lotus silver hairpin to Xiao Jiangyuan.

Xiao Jiangyuan pulled his long hair and put the silver-white lotus hairpin up.

Li Longji glanced at it in a daze, took off the silver hairpin, and was about to reach out to the curtain, when he suddenly felt a tightness in his arm.

"This can't be lost."

Seeing that the woman in his arms was holding his arms with both hands, Li Longji pretended to be stupid and said, "I'm afraid of hurting you." ”

"Just throw it out like that, you'll break it."

"That'...... You beg me. ”

"Please."

“…… Who are you asking for? ”

"You."

"Who am I?"

“…… Saburo. ”

Li Longji gently put down the silver hairpin and muttered: "After so many years, when it comes to something related to grandmother, you are still so happy......

I've never been happy.

That's all in the past, though.

She lay in front of him, and he was in front of her.

"Really...... Is that possible? His breathing grew heavier, the tip of his nose rubbing against the tip of hers.

Seeing her blink, he said again: "You won't regret it again......"

Xiao Jiangyuan didn't answer, just stretched out his hand to trace Li Longji's face and slowly closed his eyes.

If it was the first time, Li Longji was still worried about long nights and dreams, and he had a bit of a quick decision, but this time, he released all his patience. He also combined this patience and tenderness into invisible ropes, tightly binding Xiao Jiangyuan's limbs, and dragging her into his own world little by little.

She clinged to his shoulder, and she knew he was leaving no stone unturned. His movements were more firm and unquestionable than his decrees, and he occupied again and again, forcefully. Her body was sinking in penetration and burning, and every time he approached, it was an impact that penetrated deep into her bone marrow and reached her heart.

And the hesitation and uneasiness in her heart were temporarily thrown away.

Let her sink once, follow the body, follow the heart. At least at this moment, she didn't think about anything, just hugged him, felt him, and at the same time gave him all her hearts and obsessions for many years, without reservation.

Sometimes she felt like she was floating in the clouds, sometimes she seemed to be sinking to the bottom of the water, and more often, she felt like she was soaking in the smoky spring of Lishan.

For a few moments, her brain was empty, and she finally understood what the comfort in Lu Yunniang's mouth looked like.

It's just that she doesn't understand why it is clearly the most intimate way between men and women, but it starts with such pain.

As soon as the sky was bright, Xiao Jiangyuan woke up first.

She was used to getting up at this time, and she couldn't move for many years, but on this day, she didn't get up immediately, but lay on the bed for a while.

She looked at Li Longji's quiet sleeping face for a while, then stretched out her hand and tapped the tip of his nose.

I saw him sniffle and frown, then tighten the crook of his arm, and after a long time, he let go slightly.

It wasn't until the sky was getting brighter and he couldn't delay any longer that Xiao Jiangyuan quietly got up and left the couch. As soon as she got dressed and combed her long hair, she suddenly saw that the curtain opened, and Li Longji was looking at her with his arms outstretched and his face pale.

As soon as Xiao Jiangyuan wanted to say something, he felt a gust of wind blowing in his face, and he fell into a hot and tight embrace.

As if holding his breath for a long time, she could hear him gasping for breath in his ear, as if a person who had been swimming in the sea for a long time had finally come to shore, and like a kite floating in the clouds finally landed.

"It's true...... You're still ......."

Listening to his shocked tone, she clearly understood that she had really provoked him before.

She caressed his back and said, "It's still early, you can go back to your dormitory first, and then sleep for a while, and when you wake up, the minister will take the palace eunuchs to serve everyone to dress and wash." ”

Li Longji's arm stiffened, and he shook his head again and again: "No, I'll wait for you, and then we'll go back together." ”

Xiao Jiangyuan couldn't resist him, so he had to go with him.

The mess in the house has been cleaned up by Xiao Jiangyuan, and there is only a pair of heads left, which can't be disassembled. She frowned slightly, and then listened to Li Longji say:

"Why do you have to untie it? You're not the only one. ”

As he spoke, Li Longji took the pair of heads in his hands and stuffed them into his clothes.

The swan song of the Tang Dynasty