Chapter 116: The Hidden Kiss (4)
At this time, Cangshen's expression suddenly became very painful, his eyes were full of despair and humiliation, and his emotions were a little out of control: "They all know it!" ”
"What did you say?" Roccol looked at her worriedly, "Say what you want to say, we'll understand you." ”
"All the students in Class 3 know that Bilion doesn't like me at all! However, they all pretend to be optimistic about us, but in fact they are all watching jokes. Later, other students in the class were also watching my jokes! They must have scolded me in their hearts for being stupid, for being cheap, for not being self-aware. ”
Roccol patted her on the back: "That's right, a lot of people do. ”
"Of course~ You understand~" Trulu leaned against the table, "Think about it, none of those people who are friendly to you on weekdays stand up for you?" ”
"Yes."
"Hmph, in fact, many people who are kind on the surface, when you are suffering, the real thoughts in their hearts are that they want you to fall into the most painful hell." Truru's voice was full of demagogy.
"But I have no grievances with them, why should they do this?"
"Human nature is inherently dark, and people take pleasure in the suffering of others. There are some people who decide that they are very happy when they see others unhappy, so they are happy to see you make a fool of yourself. In your eyes, it is a matter of dignity and heart, but in the eyes of those who read the joke, it is only a small thing that can bring them joy and happiness. However, if this kind of trouble happens to them, they will also feel that it is a big deal, and even more important than other people's lives. Remember, Cangshen classmates, in the hearts of human beings, their own interests are far more important than the lives of others. ”
Roccole could tell that Garuru was exaggerating the truth again in order to instill malice in the ginseng. This kind of expression is too exaggerated to make people fall into the darkness and cannot escape. It would be much better to put it another way, such as "Most people won't care about you, only you can protect yourself."
"Oh~ Although humans are so dark and terrifying, except for stupid people like Roccol." Trulu did not forget to add.
"What do you mean?" Roccol was a little angry and asked Trulu, "Why do you call me stupid?" ”
"It seems that you are the only one who stands out for Cangshen classmates~"
"How do you know?"
"I just heard someone in the corridor say that a Lolita girl rushed to the rooftop like a fool and beat the third class flower~ Later, Cangshen came in like this. I immediately understood what was going on~ I really didn't expect you to beat someone, I guess they must have done it first. ”
"Heh, can you guess that?"
"My heart has more eyes than the stars in the sky, and my heart is deeper than the sea."
“…… Run off at the mouth. ”
Cangshen heard Luo Keer's things clearly for herself, and she looked at Luo Keer with a pair of teary eyes. She was grateful in her heart, but she thought that this Luo Keer was so decently dressed and rich, and her appearance was so cute and sweet, and she was one of the best students in class zero. If I can be like Roccol, I will definitely have the courage to help my classmates who are being bullied. And, who knows if Roccol did it in order to create an image of justice and bravery? Who knows if Roccol's true face is good or bad. Cangshen didn't want to think about Rockel from the dark side, but her heart was really hurt, so that she had a sense of self-protection and had to think more comprehensively.
But in the end, she still hopes that Roccol is really kind.
"Roccol, I'...... Thank you for today, that. I didn't expect you to beat them for me. ”
"It's all right, but I just wanted to teach them a lesson. But then Dong Makeup and Xiaomei did it to me, pushing me so painfully, and I was upset for you, so I slapped each of them in the face. ”
"I'm so sorry, it's because of me that you were attacked by them."
"Alright, let's not talk about it! Cangshen, say your wish. This is the Hall of Dreams, and we will definitely try our best to help you! “
Cang Shen's eyes suddenly glowed, and he innocently asked, "Do you have superpowers here like a desire gacha?" ”
Trulu shook his head: "It's a pity that the Dream Hall is not that powerful. We can only use music and conversation to make you more sure of your truest thoughts, and to make you gradually understand what decisions you should make and what steps you should take about your dreams. Although Ke's singing voice is terrible, Garosa's piano skills and I can be said to be unabashedly superb. Garosa isn't here today, and you can't hear the violin. However, my piano is also okay. ”
Cang Shen looked at Trulu and Roccol with admiration on his face: "You guys are so powerful. ”
"Where, where~"
"Actually, my wish is very simple, that is, I want my family to have a little money, as long as it can be the same as an ordinary family~"
"Good. Next, I'm going to talk about a piece of music that will make you more convinced of your desires, but in this mental journey, you will understand what you can do to achieve your dreams. ”
Trulu walked up to the piano and handed the Roccol sheet music.
Roccol's heart was very alarmed. Trulu must have wanted to hint at the ginseng and make her do something shady.
How good is that? It seems that he can only stuff the money into hiding by himself, and it is a big deal to ask his adoptive mother or Luo Xiao's brother to ask for it.
Cangshen leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes.
For the first time, she felt the magic of music.
She saw how poor her family was from a very young age to her sophomore year of high school, and how she was blinded by her classmates and prejudiced by her teachers.
I saw what had just happened on the rooftop from the song.
Being deceived by Billian was the first thing that humiliated her; However, the second thing, which made her even more ashamed, was that they coaxed themselves to make a pair with that dirty and stupid Tian Zhuhai!
Why? Although I am not pretty, I am still good-looking, not to mention that I am in the top 10 of the third class. If you exclude family conditions, I also have a very advantage, and I don't look down on Tian Zhuhai at all. Why do they have to say that Tian Zhuhai and I are a couple. Besides, her makeup is only at the level of ordinary people, just because of her superb makeup skills and the money in her family, she can become a class flower admired by everyone. Why, is all this, my early encounter, my humiliation, just because of my shabby dress? Can money really determine a person's emotional fate? It's not fair, everything is so unfair!
As the music climaxed, she saw a large pearl held up by hundreds of shells in the middle of the water. There was a group of girls on the beach, and everyone wanted to get the pearl.
However, some have skateboards, some can swim, and some have submarines. And Cang Shen looked at herself, she could neither swim nor have the equipment to go to the middle of the sea. She pulled a broken tire next to her and rushed into the sea, only to be mercilessly slapped back by the sea water again and again.
She watched as the other girls were moving towards the pearl little by little, and she shouted anxiously, "No, don't! Wait for me, I want pearls too! If you can't get a pearl, you might as well give me a beautiful little shell. ”
But no one paid any attention to her. She had no friends and no help. What's more, those "good sisters" who are usually believing, when they are scrambling to rush to the place of the pearl, they will suddenly take out a small knife and stab each other in the chest with a smile.
Cang Ginseng was in pain in her heart, no, she couldn't sit still like this.
Because, there is more and more water, and it is about to overflow.
If you can't get the pearls and shells, you have to live. If you want to survive, you have to learn to swim. However, this short time is simply not enough. So, I'm going to take away someone else's tools.
If I don't have the tools, even if I puncture someone else's swimming ring, I can't die by myself.
Luo Keer saw that Cangshen's expression was getting more and more weird, and he knew what was going on. Presumably, Cangshen has fallen into the whole set of Trulu, and now the malice has begun to germinate in his heart, and it is getting stronger and stronger.
Soon, the piece was finished.
Rocques was surprised: "Hey, I haven't sung yet." ”
Trulu closed the piano and squeezed out the words viciously from his teeth: "Besides, where you should have sung just now, you were distracted." ”
He walked to the ginseng again. At this time, Cang Shen had already opened his eyes and looked up at the ceiling blankly, exactly like the people who had come to the Dream Hall before.
On the ceiling is a painting of angels and demons fighting.
Truru asked gently, "You see, the angel is wounded, and the devil is safe, isn't he?" ”
"Yes. Angel is so pitiful, she is obviously the good party. ”
"Do you know what angels are supposed to do to win?"
"I don't know...... Road. Cang Ginseng's tone was very hesitant, but it seemed that she already had a vague answer in her heart.
Trulu raised his voice and said loudly: "If the angel wants to defeat the devil, then he himself will become the devil!" ”
Cang Shen still hesitated: "However, if the angel becomes a devil, he will no longer be a good party." ”
"Hahaha, what's good or bad. Remember, you are human, and man is the most complex animal in the world, and very few people are lucky enough to be kind for a lifetime. With what you are going through, you have to be worse than those who bully you in order for you to be happy. As for the kindness you want, as long as you are kind in your position. ”
Rochard thought to herself: This makes sense. If Cangshen is willing to motivate himself with these principles, it is also a good thing.
Cang Shen asked Trulu again: "What do you mean by being kind in my position?" ”
That is, all the bad things you have done have a good reason for yourself. In this way, even if you do great bad things, you are still a good person. ”
Luo Keer was shocked: Sure enough, Trulu wanted to induce Cangshen to do very bad things.
Cangshen was originally as pure as water, and it was a little difficult to adapt to Trulu's suggestion at once, even though she had the potential in this area deep down.
She slowly stood up: "I'll go back first, I'll think about it again." ”
Trulu smiled heartily: "No problem, beautiful girl." ”
Later, I liked Xiaoqiu.
The prince said, you know his true identity, I don't worry about you. If he enters the palace, in case you reveal the matter, he will only have a dead end,
Xiaoqiu committed suicide.
Mr. Xiang and the prince are reunited. The prince said that Xiaoqiu reunited with his old lover and left a certain letter for Mr. Xiang.
Mr. Xiang was sad in his heart, but he was not particularly sad, because he was thin by nature and only loved Xiaoqiu a little.