Chapter 161: It's My Four Years (Second Update)
"Su Xiaoran, what are you talking about, come into the house, it's cold outside."
"Don't push me!" Su Xiaoran shook off Ji Ren's hand and looked at him fixedly, while Ji Ren smiled helplessly and sighed: "Say, it's because of him again?" You're not going to marry me because of him, right? ”
"Even if I didn't have him, I wouldn't marry me, Ji Ren, you heard clearly, I, Su Xiaoran, don't have the energy to explain to you repeatedly, you just need to know, I don't welcome you here, please don't come back in the future."
"I don't believe it! It's been four years, we've experienced a lot of ups and downs in the past four years, I don't believe that those promises are just words, Su Xiaoran, in my Ji Ren's heart, there is always a place for you, and you? Have you forgotten all about it? ”
"yes, I forgot." Su Xiaoran turned her back to Ji Ren and said this sentence with a smile, as soon as she pushed the door open, she only heard an "ouch" sound behind the door, which seemed to hit her mother's head.
"Mom, how many times have I told you, I'm in charge of my own affairs."
"What do you decide, how do you decide? You come in, and Kiren comes in too! Su Mu covered her forehead and said angrily, Su Xiaoran blocked the door with her hand, still very indifferent: "Ji Ren, he doesn't have to come in, he lied to you, he deceived all of us, this child is not his at all." ”
"W-what, what the hell are you talking about?" Su Mu panicked for a moment, and forgot the pain on her forehead, Su Xiaoran refused to explain, so she pushed her away and walked in front of Ji Ren, "Tell me, what's going on?" Why is the child not yours again? ”
Ji Ren looked at Su Xiaoran's resolute back, and suddenly laughed: "I knew he had come to you, Su Xiaoran, you can, you keep saying that you love me, but you haven't even let me touch it for four years, now what?" Seeing that I'm married, are you in such a hurry to lean on other men?! You are like this, what is the difference between you and those water-based poplar women outside! ”
"Shut up!"
Su Xiaoran couldn't bear it anymore, and finally waved his hand and slapped him in the face, he hurt, she also hurt, she could bear his misunderstanding of herself, but she couldn't bear that he completely denied his intentions for the past four years. How many four years can a person's life have, and she used her best years to love someone seriously, but he slandered her love like that.
Could it be that all her tears and laughter were worthless? Or, is it true that the only thing that can remember each other's beauty in the end is the traces of time?
Su Xiaoran's hands were still trembling, and Ji Ren in front of her, the person who had broken her liver and intestines and missed her day and night, was looking at her with hatred at this moment, and there was only hatred left in his eyes.
Su's mother was frightened a lot, she had never seen her daughter hit anyone, so she covered her mouth so that she wouldn't scream out, and then grabbed Su Xiaoran: "What are you doing, don't scare your mother!" Ji Ren, go back quickly, go back! ”
Su's mother felt guilty for taking the initiative to call Ji Ren, she didn't understand the misunderstanding, but it was always wrong to let her daughter beat people in front of her.
Hehe.
Ji Ren pursed his lips, wiped the corners of his mouth with his hand, and then bent the corners of his mouth, "Su Xiaoran, what you hit today is not me, but our four years." ”
Kihito is gone.
He walked simply, and left with a smile. Su Xiaoran was almost about to collapse by the door, and her body suddenly lost its center of gravity, so she grabbed the door hard, and Su Mu also supported her, uneasy and anxious.
Four years, Kihito, do you think that's just four years for you alone? That was also my four years.
Su Xiaoran didn't let her mother accompany her, in fact, she was fine, she just needed to be quiet.
It's not competitive, it's been so long, but now looking back on those unforgettable years, I still feel full of emotion, and I still admire where I got my courage and confidence in the beginning.
The first time I didn't look for Qiqi when there was something, Qiqi must be busy, Qiqi said two days ago that her company recently came to a big order, and she was so busy these days that she didn't even have to eat.
Therefore, Su Xiaoran gave up the idea of talking to Qiqi.
must have been unintentional about working, so she simply turned off the computer, and Su Xiaoran decided to go out for a walk alone.
Let's go see Mr. Hou, right? Su Xiaoran thought about it, stopped a car halfway through, and when she was upset and irritable, she often thought of Teacher Hou.
Teacher Hou is very quiet there, especially in winter, when the warm sunlight shines on the balcony, at that time, Teacher Hou will sit on the balcony with a wheelchair, water the unknown green plants, and then lazily close his eyes and take a nap.
When she went downstairs, Su Xiaoran bought some fruit in the supermarket, and suddenly remembered that Teacher Hou already knew that she was pregnant, so she thought about it and bought a few more sour dates.
When he came to the second floor, Su Xiaoran was about to knock on the door as usual, but found that the door was hidden, and there was a faint sound of talking in the room.
She listened closely, but heard the voice that had made her heart shadow all her life:
"The original thing, even if I can't live with you, it's been so many years since this happened, besides, I didn't mean it at that time, I was just thinking about my son's future, I didn't say that Su Xiaoran was bad, but she was too arrogant at that time, she didn't want to be stable, she just wanted to pull our family Ji Ren to follow her to the north and south, think about it, what is possible? Our Ji family has been intellectuals for generations, Ji Ren's grandfather is in the Education Bureau, his father is the principal, and when it comes to Ji Ren's generation, even if he is poor, he should be a teacher, he can't just think about going outside because of Su Xiaoran's words, I definitely don't agree. ”
"Mrs. Ji, I think you misunderstood, it's not that we Xiaoran want to pull Ji Ren to go south and north, but Ji Ren wants to pull Su Xiaoran to follow his dream, you may never know your son, didn't he tell you? He is the most restless one, Xiao Ran wants stability, he can't give it. Okay, I think I get what you mean, please leave. ”
"Leave? No, Mr. Hou, don't get me wrong, I didn't come today to chase old debts, Ji Ren told me that Su Xiaoran was already pregnant with his child, although there are grievances between adults, but the child is innocent, I am here to show my attitude to you today, their marriage, I, I agreed. ”
"Hehe, Mrs. Ji, first of all, if they don't get married, what does it have to do with you? Besides, if you really agree, you should go to the Su family's parents to propose marriage, what's the use of coming to me! Xiang'er, send off! ”
Teacher Hou turned her wheelchair, it seemed that she was really angry, Su Xiaoran pushed the door at this moment, and the first to find her was Xiang'er, "Miss Su, why are you here?" ”
With Xiang'er's gaze, Teacher Hou and Mrs. Ji also turned around, and Su Xiaoran faced that face again, it was a face that looked full of knowledgeable temperament, but it was that kind of face, two years ago, she used the most poisonous language in the world to deal with her.
Now I remember it in a trance, as if I was in another world.
"Mrs. Ji, how come you can't understand other people's words like your son? Teacher Hou told you to leave, understand? ”
"Su Xiaoran, I was about to look for you, but you came to the door by yourself. I didn't understand just now, what are you talking about? What do you say about my son? I don't understand, don't you dream of marrying into our Ji family? ”
"Dreaming, heh, I had a long nightmare, but now, I woke up from the dream, and I saw it clearly, I tell you with my very clear consciousness, I, Su Xiaoran, don't want to have anything to do with your Ji family anymore, understand?"
Mrs. Ji's face twitched, and then she smiled contemptuously: "That's what you said, it doesn't matter if you marry me or not, but the child in your belly will have to be raised by us in the future, and I don't want my grandson to grow up in an unclean environment!" ”
"Shut up! You want to go wild, go out and go wild, this is my house! Xiang'er, send off! ”
Teacher Hou grabbed the armrest of the wheelchair tightly with both hands, and the green tendons on his neck came out, Su Xiaoran opened the door: "Mrs. Ji, you are not welcome here." ”
"I don't need you to rush, I'll go by myself!"
The sharp sound of walking, when passing by Su Xiaoran's side, he stopped, and a pair of rolling eyes stared at her stomach: "Unmarried and pregnant, this is what you Su Xiaoran can do." ”
"Thank you for the compliment, and I forgot to tell you that the child in my belly is not Ji Ren's, your son even did not hesitate to raise other people's children in order to marry me, Mrs. Ji, I advise you to have this kung fu to scold Sang and scold Huai in other people's homes, it is better to think about how to teach your son when you go home."
"What do you say? This kid isn't Kihito's? ”
The light in Mrs. Ji's eyes was about to burn, and in order to completely make her die, Su Xiaoran reiterated again: "That's right, this kid has nothing to do with Ji Ren at all." ”
"You? Su Xiaoran, you are so shameless! ”
Su Xiaoran closed her eyes, didn't look at the malicious face, and waited until the person left, she walked to Teacher Hou's side, squatted down, looked at her body that was still trembling because of anger, remembered the way she blocked the passing cars for herself two years ago, and her voice was a little sour:
"I'm sorry."
"Silly boy, you haven't been sorry for anyone, never say you're sorry."
Su Xiaoran was on Teacher Hou's lap, as if she liked to lean on her mother's arms when she was a child, Teacher Hou's legs were cold, and her tears were also cold.
She couldn't tell why she cried all of a sudden, maybe she just remembered that at that time, Ji Ren painted her a blueprint for an infinitely better future, and he also said that he would protect her for the rest of his life and not let her be hurt in any way, but now, all the bitterness she tasted came from him.
Four years, goodbye.