It doesn't hurt in the dream
"She really likes cherry blossoms the most."
The ashes in the sky rose and fell, sprinkled all over the thick flowers, and in the blink of an eye, they were lost in the wind-blown flowers. There are no tombstones, no photographs, and no crowds of mourners......
She stood alone, behind the slightly stiff figure, without any expression as he clutched the white box in his arms, and sprinkled the ashes on his hands one by one, her voice faint and seemed to be comforting.
Surrounded by large expanses of cherry trees with no visible edges, in the most intense blooming season, layer by layer are painted with blood-colored pink ......
The gusts of wind blew through the curtain after curtain of falling flowers, and she couldn't see his expression clearly, but she felt that the flowers falling on his face and shoulders were like the smiling eyes of the woman's soft hands, as if she was behind the heavy flower trees, and she was playing another mischief that couldn't stop snickering.
There was no longer any desire to speak, she just stood stunned, empty as he hugged the almost empty box and turned around, his clear eyebrows could not hide the haggardness, and there were more wrinkles on his forehead that he should not have, as if it was just one night, the woman was gone, and the eternity of his heart had turned into vicissitudes.
She thought, that woman is really ruthless, she has lived willfully under his love all her life, and when she died, she was so chic, staying under her favorite cherry blossoms to sleep, disappearing without a trace, leaving him with only memories.
"Daddy."
She hadn't spoken for several days, and she finally spoke, looking at the flowers in the sky blankly, her hoarse voice was faint, and she didn't seem to have any emotion, "Do you hate her?"
As soon as the words fell, without waiting for him to answer, she shook her head again and said numbly, "No, you definitely don't hate...... I'm so stupid, you can't even scold her...... How can you be willing to hate? ”
"But, Daddy,"
Bending down, she picked up a handful of fallen flowers in her arms, looked straight into his slightly stunned eyes, smiled quietly, and suddenly raised the petals on her hand, the shallow curvature of the corners of her lips looked stiff in the rain of falling flowers, "I hate her... I hate her..."
At this moment, it seems that it is a great courage and glory to be able to hate someone, no matter what kind of hatred, whether it is true or false...... "Hahahaha... Ha ha... Hahaha......"
She looked at him proudly, and laughed proudly, laughing and laughing, and tears flowed from her empty eyes.
She covered her heart, bent down, gasping for breath, tears falling into the thick flowers, drenching layer after layer.
Finally, finally, she finally fell to her knees, covered her head and began to scream, like a small beast on the verge of collapse, screaming in despair, "Ah! Yes... Yes... Yes! ”
"Sakurano."
He approached, also knelt down, hugged his daughter who couldn't help himself, and a gentle smile spread on Qingjun's face, "Don't cry... Mom will be distressed. ”
"I hate her! I hate her! I hate her! ”
Like biting the tip of her tongue and spitting out the words, she buried her head in his arms, her eyes wide open with tears, "How can she, how can she..."
Sprinkled, the flowers are still falling, falling on the two people who are almost stagnant, silent for a long time, he finally sighed, but the smile is warm, and he said, a gentleness, "She likes cherry blossoms the most......"
......"Sakura is warm, noble, steadfast, and never give up. ”
The man looked at the little man giggling in his arms under the flowers, and his tone was rarely gentle, "Life is short, life must be as brilliant, pure and beautiful as cherry blossoms, even if you die, you should leave decisively, unpolluted." ”
"I want her to live a splendid life like the cherry blossoms in this forest, without giving up, with hope and no regrets......"
...... "No chemotherapy, no surgery, I know it's just futile and I'm going to die a whole and beautiful death." I don't want to feel sorry for myself who lost my hair and was ugly, and I don't want you to feel sorry for me who looks so embarrassed and cold. ”
The man was dressed in a wide hospital gown, and his slightly smiling face was a dazzling gold gilded by the lazy sun, and proudly stretched out his hand to him, "When I die, scatter the ashes in the cherry blossom forest that I like the most... I want to be free, it's too suffocating in a narrow box......"
She was so willful, but she sparkled like a polished delicate gem, that he couldn't take his eyes off it, couldn't open his mouth to refuse, so he reached out and took the slender and thin calloused hands, as gentle as ever......
"Okay."
She smiled contentedly like a child who had been given candy, but slowly faded as she gazed at someone in the distance, and he followed it to see the petite familiar figure approaching, and its serene face was like that of the person beside him......
"I've never seen her say that in such a tone, it's like," he hugged Sakurano who had calmed down in his arms, and his eyes fell on the white box covered with a layer of fallen flowers, "and a man who had never only smiled proudly began to cry. ”
......Sakurano is a place where cherry trees are clustered...... It's the flower forest I love......"
She slowly closed her eyes and slowly fell asleep on the back of her chair, the sun gently caressed, and she was heard whispering softly, "Just stay with her all the time..."
...... "So, Sakurano,"
Brushing away the falling flowers, he opened the box and led Sakurano to pick up the last ashes, his tone couldn't be more gentle, "She will always watch you and accompany you down." ”
Exhaling softly, Sakurano blew away a handful of ash in her palm, but there was a heavy ink accumulation under her silent eyes, as if the whirlpool had sucked in all the flowers in the sky little by little......
The picture gradually yellowed, she did not move in the dark, her quiet face glowed with an impenetrable light, and she stared closely, tightly at the bleak frame that passed by.
"Don't worry about that." ……
"It's all fake."
"Don't be too sad." ……
"You're not normal!"
"You're alright!"
"Wake up!"
"It's all gone, you're normal!"
"Have you taken your medicine? You need treatment! ”……
"You're a madman!"
"Monster! Do you want to be like that woman! ”
"Quiet!"
"Quiet!"
"Calm down!" ……
On a gloomy day, she wore a crisp white dress, swirling... Keep waving the racket in your hand......
Fragments of newspapers, pale petals, and torn photographs scattered all over the ground at his feet......
She opened her mouth and laughed silently in pain, looking up at the gloomy sky, her heart tearing to the point of numbness.
There are countless voices of all kinds in my head... Laughing and scolding mocking concern... Confusion, so chaotic...
She thought to herself that she must really be abnormal......
"Ahh
Silently covering his head and screaming in pain, there is no way to control it, there is no way to do it......
"Sakura?"
She couldn't see the person clearly, she looked up, only a hideous face and empty eyes, unconsciously biting her lip, feeling the person approaching step by step, she retreated, her whole body spasmed, like the last trace of sanity free......
"Boom!"
There was an explosion, and the dazzling lightning split through the drowsy sky, illuminating her hideous face and splitting the last of her struggles......
"Ahh
She raised her head and roared sharply, her eyes seemed to have opened Pandora's box, countless evil ghosts crawled out viciously, she subconsciously waved her racket, the spasmodic power of her whole body poured out towards the terrifying comer, the ball in her hand bounced up and fell, and the fierce light marks cut through the air and screamed miserably......
"Boom!"
There was a deafening sound of heavy hammers, lightning exploded, and the miserable white light was dyed with bright red blood, and the eyes were full of poignant and gorgeous in an instant.
"Bang!"
The unsuspecting figure was thrown heavily...
fell down again, the blood-red color dyed the white dress, and the blood splashed in front of her eyes reflected her dilated pupils......
As if she had been slammed in the chest, she staggered, her eyes wide in the panic cries that boiled after a moment of silence around her, and she violently covered her heart in severe pain, and a mist of blood erupted from her mouth......
She fell back in a dejected manner, and at that moment there seemed to be a little clear, the thick smell of rust spread in her mouth, and the liquid slipped from the corners of her eyes, and she was instantly annihilated into the cold mist, her eyes were empty, and she heard the sound of the sky, and thought, oh, it's raining......
The thunder that shook the sky was still churning in her ears, and the scene in front of her was torn in half by the continuous hideous lightning, everything in black and white, the old scene, all the noise was hidden, only the blood that had been stained red with most of the memories was dripping, little by little, dyed into her heavy ink-like eyes......
Everything around them twisted apart, pulling and pulling the thorny vines, stretching out in a boundless secret, blooming blood-red flowers at the tops, petals blooming... Another petal withered... Flowing blood snaked in the darkness, wrapped around her skirt, stained all over her body......
There was silence, the frenzied clamor around it had faded, and the old picture was churning and disappearing into darkness......
Unconsciously, she reached out to the memory of the last scene that was like water, and a sad smile appeared on the corner of her lips, as if it was the deepest sorrow in her heart.
The white dress was mixed with the dyed blood, and the branches silently wrapped around her body, blooming large patches of bright flowers, faint light and shadow, and brushing the long hair in front of her.
She closed her eyes and hid all the mysterious shadows and deep sorrows, her quiet countenance sank into the light, and the faint singing and whispering sounded in her ears.
In the brief silence, the boundless darkness was changing softly, the small sounds in the air were vibrating, and her smile was slightly obscure under the light.
Suddenly, a chuckle overflowed, and a quietly visible vortex swirled beneath her, and the large petals of flowers stabbed bewitching into the deep darkness.
The unyielding scream of the monstrous scream protruded again, and it struggled to be dragged powerlessly by the flamboyant vines into the void shrouded in light and shadow, condensing into a pair of black wings of nothingness......
Ruyu's arm stretched out, wrapped around the shadowless flower vines, snaked out gorgeous and mysterious blood and spikes, and the vibrating and twisted darkness swayed with a piercing roar, she only felt nothing, only the eyelashes moved slightly and suddenly opened......
Then, in the infinite darkness, only those ethereal eyes were hidden, obscure and profound... Ink-like ......
The moonlight opened, lighting up the rippling eyes, and Sakura opened her eyes suddenly, waking up from the dream-colored shadow of nothingness.
"Ding... Ding..."
Sitting up, she reached out and stroked her eyes and face, and turned her head to look out the window, where the window was not completely covered and a hint of night breeze leaked out, causing the wind chimes to ring softly and slightly flick the long hair that hung down.
Sakura sat on the bed for a long time, her mind still lingered with the screams and screams that were entwined in the nightmare, and the eyes that had not yet returned to her senses gradually couldn't help but glow with water, and she covered her drooping eyelashes, but she still couldn't hold back the tears that fell......
"...... in the end"
Tears were streaming and she was dumbfounded.
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