I have a big flaw as a person, that is, when I start crying, I will stop crying. It's not just that I cry endlessly, I also talk endlessly.

I tugged at Zhuo'ou's clothes to wipe my tears, ignoring how valuable the dress was on him, ignoring the toilet paper he kindly handed me, and just grabbed his clothes to wipe my tears.

After crying for about half an hour, when I felt that my eyes were already swollen, I looked up at Zhuo Ou, and it was fine, full of haze.

Maybe the teardrop on my poor face made him feel distressed, he took a tissue and gently wiped my tears, that action, light at all and a flash! I immediately lost my temper again, snatched the tissue box from his hand, wiped away my tears, blew my nose along the way, and threw the box back to its original place. Only then did he look at him squarely and asked, "What do you want to do?" Can you make that clear? Isn't it fun to run away after teasing me like this? Don't you know, I'm twenty this year? ”

"It's not twenty yet." He interrupted me, probably seeing the tears rolling down from the corners of my eyes, he opened his mouth and said nothing.

I continued to say, "You... You... You make it clear to me today... What the hell do you want! ”

Zhuo Ou stared at me, sighed helplessly, took out a tissue and wiped the corners of my eyes, and then said softly, "Don't you know what I want?" ”

I was very disdainful of his stubbornness in throwing the problem back, and my tone was not very good, and I said coldly: "I don't know! ”

Suddenly, he turned his head out of the window, there was a car on his left, I thought he was looking at the car to see an acquaintance, and I followed his gaze curiously, who knew that he just didn't dare to face me, and whispered: "I want to be with you." ”

In fact, this sentence of his has been shouting in my inner dreams for a long time, since I was fifteen years old, but I have never heard the original version, so the voice I imagined was not as cold and indifferent as it is now.

I was stunned for about ten seconds, and suddenly realized that he had only introduced his fiancée to me the day before yesterday, so now, what is the situation?

I watched him turn his head slowly, his eyes were very dark, and the bottomless appearance gave me some kind of wonderful hallucination, and that hallucination told me that he liked me!

I asked blankly, "Together... What do you mean? ”

He fixed his gaze on me, "Literally." After a pause, he said, "If you don't understand, I can explain it to you, but you have to accompany me to a place first." ”

"Talk about it on the way." I demanded.

"I'll talk about it later." He said firmly.

Zoor took me to a hotel, the hotel where he had slept all night, to be exact, the last time he had left me.

When I got out of the car, I had a bad premonition, and I pulled his sleeve and asked, "Why did you bring me here?" We haven't decided yet, so isn't it a little fast? ”

Zhuo Ou was stunned for a moment, then blushed to the root of his ears, and reached upstairs to my shoulder and wrapped me into the crook of his arm, as if everything was going naturally and naturally.

He said, "Not fast, not happy. ”

Just when I was about to escape, he continued: "Mu Xiaoran is engaged today, please let us be witnesses. ”

"What does that have to do with what you're going to tell me?" I asked him puzzled, I didn't take Brother Xiao Ran's engagement to heart at all, of course, I can't blame me, because he has held the most banquets since he was a child, and every time I go over, I only remember to eat, and I can't remember anything.

He smiled and whispered in my ear, "My parents are too." ”

My brain short-circuited for two or three seconds, and my heart beat almost to the ground, and then I was thundering! Because I was wearing a very normal T-shirt and jeans, and I was squatting on the floor while picking vegetables, and now they were wrinkled like fat protruding from my body. My hair was tied in a ponytail at random, and I didn't wipe any skin care products on my face, and I cried for a while just now, for sure...

Zhuo Ou saw that I looked like I was about to cry again, but he was very calm. He smiled and said, "Don't cry, I won't take you in if you cry again." ”

I was so frightened by him that I suddenly stopped it, but I forgot that my purpose was not to let him take me in and lose face. Maybe falling in love is something that will short-circuit people's brains, especially when I'm still with the demonic Zhuo Ou, my IQ is already offline, such a stimulus, it's strange not to short-circuit!

When Zhuo Ou pulled me into the venue, Xiao Ran and they were already standing in the middle of the stage and talking, I followed Zhuo Ou sneakily around table after table, lowering my head and not looking at the people around me, as if I could avoid hearing other people's comments about my dress, however, I was not deaf, I heard Barbie's voice clearly, and then it was as delicate as Barbie's baby voice, so I was curious to take a look, sure enough! It's the fiancée that Zhuo Ou introduced to me!

I woke up suddenly! Less than ten steps away from the main table, I broke away from Zhuo Ou's hand, pointed to the Lin daughter next to Barbie and asked him, "Isn't she your fiancée?" ”

How do you know it's okay if I don't say it, as soon as I say it, the people around me laughed, I glanced around, fortunately, I don't know anything, only the hateful Barbie doll!

I was so angry that I turned around and left, but Zhuo Ou grabbed my arm, stepped forward and whispered, "Go see my parents first, and we'll talk about this later." ”

I am such a person who is so easily controlled by him, the weakness just now was swept away, and he warned: "Let go of me, if you don't let go of me, you're welcome." ”

I didn't know that Zhuo Ou was also a bad temper, and he was not happy with what I asked him to do, so we stood in the gap between the four tables, and then, I ended the stalemate with an over-the-shoulder throw and ran out of the venue myself.

Walking on the street, I found that this place is really remote enough, I walked for half an hour, and still didn't see a bus stop, not even a passing car, I don't know, this place is Xiao Ran's brother's private resort, and when I knew about it, I had just woken up from the hospital bed, heat stroke, plus a severe cold and fever.

Dad said that Zhuo Ou sent me to the hospital, and he called him over after sending me a deposit, and then he left and never came back.

My father looked at me with concern and asked me, "What happened between you and Xiao Zhuo?" Wouldn't it be okay to go out that day? ”

I thought to myself, how do you know that your eyes see us well? It's not because you took what I had in my hands and couldn't get me in! But I can't say that, because the person in front of me is none other than my dearest father.

I opened my mouth to speak, but as soon as I opened my mouth, I couldn't help coughing. I had no choice but to look at the sky outside the window and divert my attention, and gradually remembered many things. In the past, when my mother couldn't stop coughing because of laryngitis every winter night, I smiled and told her to endure more, and if she couldn't bear it, she wouldn't cough anymore, but how could she endure such a cough? Like, you like someone, how can you bear it?

I stayed in the hospital for a whole week, and my father went to work during the day and took care of me at night, so after a week, I couldn't bear to see him haggard anymore, so I forced myself to go through the discharge procedures. I knew in my heart that I wasn't in a big deal, I just thought about a lot of things, and my recovery was a little slower.

During this time, I didn't do anything else, except for the first time when I called Zhang Xiaoxiao to ask for leave on Monday, which was affected by her crooked chatter, I didn't even take my mobile phone at other times, and my mind kept replaying the years between me and Zhuo Ou.

I really don't understand, why is our relationship for so many years, when it comes to seeing the real chapter, I am afraid?

I knew very well in my heart that my anger that day was not because of his fiancée, nor because of the embarrassing clothes on my body, nor because of the laughter of the people around me, although it was indeed harsh!

I just wanted him to give me a real definitive answer, instead of taking me to seek stimulation and shock my sensitive nerves over and over again until they became numb. In other words, I may be desperate for myself, I am desperate that he has been procrastinating for so many years, but I still can't let go, and I still like him, because his every move tugs at the heartstrings.

Fortunately, after getting along with each other these days, my father finally knew my thoughts and how to make me less sad. His cautious appearance seemed to me very much like when I was a child, afraid that my mother would lock me in the house alone.

I suddenly felt as if I had blamed the whole world for one person, and it was my fault......

So when I grabbed my father's arm and motioned him to sit on the edge of my bed and listen to me, I felt that I was sensible again.

I talked a lot with my father, and I didn't care if he understood it or not, and at the end of the day, I sneezed dryly, and my illness was cured.

This is the first working day I moved home, I arrived downstairs in the company on time according to the route and time calculated the night before, who knows, people are not as good as the sky, I don't know why, there are many people in front of me, waiting to punch in. I look at the time on my watch, and it's okay, there's five minutes left, I'll wait. But in the end, I was still late, because he stopped me because I hadn't seen Zhuo for many days.

At first, I thought he wanted to stage a stalker plot in an idol drama, first took my hand and confessed affectionately, and then said that without me, my future life would only be black and white or something, but he didn't, he spread out his palm, and there was one of my earrings lying on it, and the other was thrown into my toilet and flushed away because I wanted to add sin.

I grabbed it and was about to throw it, but he stopped me and said, "If you don't clock in, you'll be late." ”

Look! He's so hateful, whenever I want to forgive him and be soft-hearted, he can always change his ways to shamelessly fix me.

I'm late!