Chapter 262: Not Calm
I reached out and turned on the light in the room, and the instant white light made it impossible for me to open my eyes.
I closed my eyes for a moment, and then slowly opened them.
My eyes saw a huge photo of Yun Zhirou, her soft appearance was all in front of me, and in the dark, I seemed to see a living Yun Zhirou.
She looked at me with a smile and was talking to me in the air.
Her eyes were so soft and loving that I felt the urge to get closer.
Such a beautiful woman, such a strong love, and such a kind mother.
If there is a chance to be her child, it will really be happy.
If she hadn't disappeared back then and had always participated in Zhan Yunting's growth, then I am sure that Zhan Yunting would never be as cold as she is now, not allowing anyone to approach, and she would not have suffered so many 'changes'.
Cheng Siyuan said that he was chased and killed! What a horrible situation it was! No wonder he became so cold and ruthless.
I can't even think about what he went through.
Slowly, I walked to her photo, stared at her immaculate face tightly, and silently asked in my heart, are you still there?
If you're still here, why don't you come back, don't you think about your son?
Now that your son has dominated the business world, he has made a decision, not the child who shouts his mother by the river, you also have a grandson who is exactly the same as your son, if you should be good, even if you look at them, I believe you will have no regrets.
I looked at her picture and whispered.
"Now I'm going to leave with my son, because I don't want to let go of my son like you did, and not allow him to come looking for me all over the world."
"So, no matter if this decision is right or wrong, I will go down on my knees, please bless our mother and son!"
"Don't let your grandson follow your son's path!"
I looked at Yun Zhirou in the photo and kept staring at me closely, smiling lovingly, as if asking me, do you love him?
In fact, I love him very much, unconsciously, very much!
But he doesn't love me, I'm just a factor in his life that shouldn't exist, and I'm sure he wouldn't have looked at me more if he hadn't been strong.
So, Cloud Rough, forgive me!
I am selfish, I want to live with dignity and not be a condition attached to anyone.
I don't accept my son growing up looking at anyone's face, or 'hunting down'.
I took a closer look at the woman in the photo.
Suddenly I was a little impulsive, turned around and went downstairs quickly, took the phone and ran up, looked at her for a long time, called up the mobile phone camera, took a few photos of her, I want to wait for the opportunity to tell Zhuang Zhuang, this is his grandmother!
I sat in the room for a long time, thinking about the difference between me and Yun Zhirou, Yun Zhirou used to have love, it was very sweet! And I didn't, all I had no reason to stay.
It made me clearer and more determined.
Then he bowed deeply to her respectfully, and said softly, "I'll take the strong one!" ”
Then, reluctantly walked out of the room!
I went downstairs, went back to my room, went to bed gently, lay down, and turned off all the lights.
I looked at the ceiling in the dimly lit room and thought about what to do tomorrow.
I don't know what I'm sleeping, and I gradually fall asleep.
Zhan Yunting's wedding is only one day tomorrow, and after this day, I can be completely liberated.
Wake up the next day! I found out that I was actually in Zhan Yunting's arms.
I don't know when he will be back, but there is a hint of wine in his peculiar smell.
Looks like he drank last night.
I opened my eyes and looked at him, and his sleeping face was really handsome.
At this time, Zhan Yunting seemed to have relaxed his whole body's vigilance, lazy, handsome, and elegant, like a perfect man given by God to the world.
In the dimly lit room, Zhan Yunting closed his eyes, the resolute lines of his cheeks became soft at this moment, and the high bridge of his nose and fan-like eyelashes made his handsome face more handsome.
No, he was a perfect man......
I really rarely see good-looking men, but Zhan Yunting has a face that is more handsome than any man she has seen.
He's perfect.
Handsome as a god.
But I may never have the opportunity to be with him again, after today, he will be someone else's husband, and the woman in his arms will never be me again.
I don't know if he sensed that I was looking at him, he suddenly moved, I quickly closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.
Sure enough, he woke up and he was looking at me.
My heart was like a deer crashing in an instant, I only felt that my cheeks were so hot, and I tried my best to stabilize my breathing.
His eyes seemed to have a fatal attraction, like a whirlpool, and I was swept directly into his eyes, and my heart beat even harder.
Warm lips were imprinted on my full forehead, my nose was very sore, and I was motionless and restrained.
He tightened his arms, and my face was almost buried in his chest, a little choking.
"Fool!" He softly spat out two words.
I don't know how long it took, his phone was 'buzzing' on the bedside table, he gently let go of me, gently pulled the arm under my neck out, and then got up and walked out.
I exhaled a breath and opened my eyes to hear his voice whispering down the hallway.
I continued to lie still, thinking that by this time tomorrow, maybe he would leave the Dragon Garden and go to the Zhan family's old mansion.
Today, Cheng Siyuan will tell me how I should leave the Dragon Garden tomorrow.
A line of tears ran down the corners of his eyes and silently melted into the pillow.
The door was pushed open again, and I heard footsteps coming in, and I quickly closed my eyes, not wanting to face him.
He returned to the side of the bed and sat down softly on the bed, without saying a word.
I held my breath and tried to restrain the frequency of my heartbeat, and the depression made me feel a little nowhere to escape, and I felt a little unable to pretend to be able to do so.
He stretched out his hand, and took me tightly in his arms without being gentle at all, and did not speak, but his movements were rude.
I continued to pretend to be asleep, not wanting him to 'wake up', once I woke up, I would feel embarrassed, and there would be no reason to stay in his arms, he could be willful, he could sleep with other women in his arms on the eve of the wedding, but I couldn't let myself be cheap.
It's different when I'm asleep, I don't know anything! Even though I'm lying to myself, I'm not embarrassed.
Neither of us spoke, I already understood, he already knew I was awake.
He made deliberate big movements to make me understand that he knew I was awake.
As my breathing calmed down, I opened my eyes and looked at a certain point in the dimly lit room, blinking wide, but still not speaking.
I'm only now realizing that I have a stubbornness in my bones.
The first thing that came to mind was that I would have to send Zhuang Zhuang to kindergarten in a while, and I couldn't leave any clues that I was leaving.
I still have to go to the Wen family to see Kang Kang and the Wen family's parents, as well as ......
It seems that there is nothing to say goodbye to.
It turns out that Jiangcheng is only a little bit of concern and reluctance for me Tan Xiaoyue.
I don't know why, I actually thought of the Tan family.
This is really special irony, is the Tan family also a kind of reluctance?
Maybe! It was also a kind of memory, although it was bitter and there was no happiness at all, but it made me understand the warmth and coldness of the world. But after all, it was my initial impression of Jiangcheng, and it gave me the identity of Jiangcheng people.
"What are you thinking?" A magnetic, somewhat hoarse voice came from overhead, a large, warm hand caressing my shoulder.
"I was thinking, it's time to get up, you must be busy today!" I said it calmly.
"Hmmm! It's a really busy day, and I have a lot to do, after all, it's my first big wedding! He said shamelessly.
"Then hurry up! Don't delay your business! After all, this is your first big wedding! I repeated it intentionally, and then I wanted to sit up.
The force of his hand increased, holding me in front of his chest.
"It doesn't matter! No matter how busy you are, it seems that the countdown is ticking, so try to create opportunities, create time, and spend more time with you! "How do I listen to his words, but there is something in his words.
This person is really the darkest one I've ever seen, I'm a little weak-hearted, it can't be that he knows that I have the intention of leaving, right?
I'm a little uneasy when I think about it this way.