Chapter 166: The Young Man in White (1st Update)
There is a kind of meeting in the world, which is goodbye.
If it weren't for the fact that his face, voice, and even the tears that slid down his cheeks were too clear, Chenxi would never think that he would be able to see the little dream in his dream again in his life.
Isn't she dead?
Chenxi forgot the existence of time and environment, and even forgot that there was a Su Xiaoran behind him who was as surprised as himself, in front of his eyes was the little dream that had warmed the gentle country when he was a teenager, and she was walking towards him step by step.
"Chenxi, don't come unharmed."
A few steps away, Xiaomeng walked in front of Chenxi, stood, trembling and raised his hand, holding it in the air for a long time before he dared to lightly touch his forehead and his hair, he was still the same as he was back then.
"You...... Who is it. Chenxi couldn't hear his own voice, but he knew exactly what he was asking.
"Fool! I'm your little dream, I'm back. ”
As he spoke, the tears that overflowed seemed to be even more, so much so that those clear eyes were soaked with tears. Chenxi had seen Xiaomeng crying, that was when she was just checked for birth disease, that was the only time, she didn't cry like a girl, but her liver and intestines were broken.
It's like, even frowning and crying.
Chenxi felt that he was in a trance, and he moved his mouth together before he finally spoke: "You...... Is it really a little dream? ”
"It's me, I'm back."
The hug almost threw herself into his arms at that moment, years of parting and lovesickness and pain were sublimated and liberated at this moment, she was still the eternal dream in his heart, and he was still the only teenager she loved the most.
Two meters away, Su Xiaoran watched a movie like an outsider, no one told her what was going on, didn't tell her how the girl in front of her who looked exactly like herself came out, and didn't Chenxi say that she was going to pick her up from work today? Why does he look so far away now?
"Tatsuki."
It was Su Xiaoran's voice, although she was panicked, but she was afraid that she would not make a sound, they would keep hugging like this, if that was the case, then how sad she was!
Chen Xi woke up like a dream, hurriedly pushed the person in his arms away, and looked at Su Xiaoran in a panic, and Xiaomeng began to observe the person in front of him.
Eight points are similar.
Long hair, bright eyes, high nose bridge, fair skin, and those small lips, the way she looks at people, she even thinks she is looking in the mirror.
"Chenxi, who is she?"
She ...... Her name is Su Xiaoran. Chenxi felt that his soul had been taken away.
Xiaomeng stood in front of Chenxi, looked at Su Xiaoran expressionlessly, then took two steps and stretched out his hand: "Hello, my name is Hua Xiaomeng, Chenxi's ...... Girlfriend. ”
"Impossible, the real Little Dream is dead, you're not her!" Su Xiaoran's mood fluctuated greatly. It was her words that pulled Chenxi's sanity back a little bit, he broke Xiaomeng's shoulders and looked at her seriously: "Xiaomeng passed away a few years ago, you are not her, who are you?" ”
"Chenxi, what are you doing? How can you talk to me like that? Xiaomeng shed sad tears again, and her thin body began to tremble: "I'm not dead at all!" I just went abroad for treatment, in the past few years I have been living alone abroad struggling with life and death, and now I finally get better, I came back to you, but what about you? Who is she? ”
"She'......"
Xiaomeng's words made Chenxi fall into the dark abyss, is Xiaomeng really not dead? If that's the case, why did everyone in the Hua family tell him that she had left?!
"Chenxi, you tell her who I am." Su Xiaoran tried to calm her mind.
"Chenxi, have you forgotten our agreement?"
"I ......"
Chen Xi was in a dilemma, he had never imagined such a picture, Su Xiaoran and Xiaomeng would appear in front of him at the same time.
Seeing Chenxi's embarrassed appearance, Su Xiaoran clenched his fists, trying to calm his trembling face. She always knew that Chenxi would always have a place in her heart, she didn't care before, that was because she knew that Xiaomeng was no longer alive, but now, the living little dream has appeared, where should she go?
"Since you don't want to say it, so be it."
couldn't stand the sensational picture, Su Xiaoran desperately wanted to dodge, so she persuaded herself to leave in a hurry, and what washed away the last line of defense in her heart was that Chenxi didn't stop her or catch up.
Deserted and fleeing.
"I miss you." As soon as Su Xiaoran left, Xiaomeng threw herself into Chenxi's arms again, her small hand tightly wrapped around his waist, which made him feel more real, it turned out that this was not a dream, Xiaomeng really came back.
……
"Are you okay all these years?"
"I'm alone abroad, undergoing chemotherapy every day, it's painful, but as long as I think of you, I'm not afraid of anything."
"Chenxi, when I come back this time, I will never leave you again, I want to be with you and continue to fulfill our unfinished dreams. I remember we said we were going to go to Antarctica together to see penguins, polar bears, and many, many other fun things. We can build a house on the island and plant flowers, you can sit among the flowers and paint, and at dusk we can sit on the beach together and watch the sunset, do you remember that you and my brother always complained that I was not gentle enough? I promise you, as long as we live the life of our dreams, I will definitely become very gentle and gentle, and I will not lose my temper again. By the way, I've been bored alone in the past few years, and I've learned how to cook, so I'll make it for you when I have time, okay? There is your favorite braised pork, you will definitely enjoy it! ”
In the car, Chen Xi Muran drove the car, and Xiao Meng kept talking on the side, but the more she appeared in front of him so vividly, the more his heart hurt like a thorn.
Somehow, Chenxi suddenly stepped on the brakes, the car skidped, and the bodies of the two people collided forward, and then returned to the original state, Xiaomeng looked at Chenxi in a panic, not understanding what happened to him.
"Little dream."
Chen Xi plucked up the courage to turn sideways and look at her beside her, who had been separated for several years, and said tremblingly: "Why didn't you tell me when you left." ”
"I ...... I'm afraid you'll be upset, because I'm not sure I'll make it back alive. ”
"So you lied to me that you were dead?"
"It's not like Chenxi, you listen to me explain to you, the situation was very complicated at that time, and I had to choose to do this, Chenxi, you know, I love you the most in this world, and I do everything for your good."
"Then why didn't you contact me when your condition improved?"
Chenxi finally regained a little bit of his senses, Xiaomeng hesitated, and the hand that grabbed him also slipped down.
"How can I get in touch, I'm afraid you'll not want me when I come back."
"And now, why did you come back all of a sudden?"
"I ......" Xiaomeng wanted to speak again, so he turned his head, looked at the endless road ahead, and chuckled: "It's because of her, right?" You've never lost your temper with me before because of her, right? ”
"I want to be alone for a while."
Chenxi held the steering wheel with both hands, red bloodshot eyes appeared, and he looked nervous and angry.
The car door opened, and Xiaomeng looked at him in surprise, but she finally opened the car door after hesitating for a few seconds. "I'm waiting for you, waiting for you to remember how good we used to be."
……
Run wild. Chenxi didn't know where to drive the car, he just enjoyed the feeling of chasing the wind and racing against time.
How good it would have been if everything hadn't happened, the parting of life and death five years ago made him taste the sorrow of the world, he was not ready to say goodbye to someone, she left so suddenly, leaving him alone to lick his wounds.
That feeling of helplessness in the air will never be forgotten in his life.
And now? What's going on here? She returned, as suddenly as she had gone, and she appeared in front of her like this, with tears in her eyes, and said how much she missed him.
When he hugged just now, he didn't seem to feel warm, maybe, a few years is enough time for him to forget how to hug that person, right?
……
Flower House.
Hua Xiaomeng held the suitcase and stood at the door of this villa, hesitating and not taking a step. She raised her head and looked at the room on the third floor, the window was closed, and the light was not on, perhaps, since she left, the window has never been opened, right?
I still remember that in the summer when she was a teenager, the thing she looked forward to the most every night was to move a stool and sit in front of the window, waiting for Chenxi to pass by. Chenxi and his brother Huayan are good friends, and will often come to their house to make up for classes, in order not to let his parents find out, they agreed to wait for him to finish making up classes before meeting, at that time he will wear a white school uniform, standing under her window, sometimes naughtily write love words on white paper, and then raise his hands for her to see. Sometimes, he just stood there quietly, looking at her, and it was beautiful.
It's been five years.
Hua Xiaoxiang looked melancholy under the window, the little tree had grown up, and the branches and leaves had been pruned into a fixed shape, and the young man in white back then, he would no longer be waiting for him there.
Chenxi, I am willing to spend my life waiting for you.
Hua Xiaomeng silently thought in her heart, and then walked in with her suitcase.
It was the nanny who opened the door, and the nanny was very surprised when she saw her, and the family knew that she was abroad, and it was impossible to come back, but now.
"Aunt Zhang, it's me, what about my brother?"
"Young master, he ...... I went out early this morning, and I haven't come back yet. ”
"Oh, I see, you can help me get my luggage upstairs!"
Xiaomeng put down the suitcase, turned to look at the dark night outside, the muscles at the corners of his mouth bited, and then took out his mobile phone and dialed Huayan's number: "Brother, I'm back." ”