"Sometimes I really regret it, I regret why I didn't listen to you well in the first place, I regret that I was young and vigorous at that time, and everything I did was too great a harm to the people around me, and the price of my growth was too great."

Everyone is naïve, and they are young and vigorous, and they are not afraid of things.

Li Shen also had a time.

It may be that the newborn calf is not afraid of tigers, or it may be that they do not know the stakes at all.

So growing up made her know again and again how naïve, ridiculous, and selfish many things he did.

It's a pity that all these costs are made from others, and she herself has been living in deep self-blame and deep pain.

"Brother Yan, I really did those things wrong at the beginning. But why is no one willing to give me a chance, why are you not willing to give me a chance to make a good change? ”

"When my sister-in-law left, I don't think I will ever forget that kind of look in my life. I know that if he were alive, he would definitely not blame me too much and would not criticize me too much, but I just can't get over it in my heart, and I think he must have hated me when he left. ”

Li Shen leaned against the tombstone decadently, and poured glass after glass of liquor in his hand.

"You are obviously so happy, but such a happy family is all because of me as an outsider, and your family is ruined."

"Sometimes it's a sin to think about how deep I am! has done so many wrong things, and still has the face to continue to live in this world. ”

"It's just that then I figured it out, I want to reform my ways, treat all the people around me well, I want to protect the people I love, and I won't make the same mistake again."

Li Shen has never been an evasion problem, and you have never been a self-defeating person.

Otherwise, after the same thing happened at the beginning, he would definitely not be like now.

If he had given up on himself, then there would be no YS now, and there would be no envy and fear that everyone would have shown after hearing it.

Li Shen is a legend in the eyes of many people, a figure they can't touch and can only look up to.

It's just that only Li Shen knows in his heart that he has grown up, and the price of those growth is something she will never be willing to pay.

Just growing up, where will he make a choice?

The friends around him left one by one, and one by one they had accidents because of him, only he knew the grief in his heart, and only she knew the remorse in her heart.

He had never told anyone about these things, so he could only run over every time he was helpless and hesitant, entangled and remorseful, looked at Brother Xu Yan, and talked about it well. Cheer yourself up and let him recognize his heart.

"Brother Xu Yan, but I also met a girl."

"I'm no longer the lonely person in your eyes, the person who can only fight singles in this life."

"She smiles beautifully, and smiles at me the same way my sister-in-law smiles at you."

"I always have weird dreams about him, and I think the two of us probably spent our lives together."

"I said a long time ago, I'm definitely not destined for the life of an orphan, don't you believe it?"

"He must have been with me in his last life, and he will continue to be with me in this life. I will not miss my lover again and again, and I will work hard to live as I want. ”

Li Shen's tone gradually calmed down, and the things of a long, long time ago flashed in his mind again and again like a white horse, and disappeared again and again.

He couldn't remember the details of many things for a long time, but those scenes were vivid.

He thought of the many things he had cried, of the laughter, of the many things he had been angry and regretful.

Sometimes growth is like that, and before you know it, it's already costing you.

And some of the costs you can afford, and some of the costs you can't afford at all.

It's just that there are many things where there is room for negotiation? Fate always gives you a way, and there is absolutely no turning back after that.

Some people have something that happens just like it happens, and sometimes if it doesn't happen, you will never grow up, and you will always be obsessed.

He may be like this to her, if what happened at the beginning, would he be the same now? Is it also impulsive when you encounter things? People who do things recklessly?

Many things have a cause and effect, sometimes ask him if he regrets it? He regretted it.

But time won't turn back, the story won't repeat itself, what's the use of him regretting it?

All he can do is to seize the present, so that he will not be sad because of him now.

"This time, something very similar to that happened back then. It's just that I'm not the impulsive me anymore. ”

"I will definitely handle this matter properly and will not let what happened back then."

Li Shen said as she leaned quietly against the tombstone, not knowing if she was sleepy or thinking about things at this time.

In fact, after a long time in the past, he will be relieved, and he will not regret it as before, and he will be very sad.

Now she has learned to control her emotions and how to make things work out for the better.

And sometimes she just needs a space to vent her emotions. After all, there are many things that he usually needs to restrain his emotions and control himself.

And only here, in this dead of night, no one can see him here, he can vent his emotions unscrupulously.

He can say the words that have been pressing on his own heart, and he can also relax himself well, and he can not worry about those accidents that may happen anytime and anywhere.

I don't know when the fish belly has begun to white, and when the first sunlight slowly shines away, Li Shen finally woke up.

When she came over last night, the bottle of wine she was holding in her hand had already been drunk at this time, and the dew on the flowers and plants next to the tombstone had already soaked her clothes.

As if she hadn't noticed, she got up and picked up the bottle, and walked steadily down the hill.

When he passed by the trash can, he threw the wine bottle in his hand into the trash can.

I drove back to my apartment, took a shower, had a simple breakfast, and then changed my clothes, and then went to the company in good spirits.

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