Chapter 551: Helpless
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Xie Lingyun laughed angrily, "You really think highly of me, I don't have the leisure to pretend to be high." [โฎ No * pop-up window wide. Sue โฏ.]"
"It's not pretending to be Qinggao, then why don't you care about Renjie at all, and you're not jealous that Wei Jingxiang is pregnant with Renjie's child?!" Qiao's looked like he saw through her.
Xie Lingyun really didn't bother to dwell on this issue with Qiao's, but she didn't know what was going on, maybe she was angry that she was misunderstood like this, maybe she was depressed in her heart for too long, and she wanted to find someone to vent, she couldn't control her way:
"When I'm like you, I don't care at all that my man has another woman?"
Qiao Shi was stunned for a moment, and then questioned: "Since you care, why don't you fight or grab, but you look disdainful." โ
Xie Lingyun walked to the only window and stood still, looked at the dark night, and said, "It's because I care that I will guard my heart tightly." โ
Qiao Shi was stunned for a long time, and finally said, "Then have you kept your heart?" She didn't believe that Xie Lingyun would keep her heart, and in the face of a man as good as Xue Renjie, she couldn't avoid being moved, so she didn't believe that a woman other than her could guard such an excellent man without being moved.
Did you hold it?
Xie Lingyun was stunned for a moment and asked herself.
In the end, she smiled bitterly, not wanting to admit it, but she couldn't deny that she didn't keep her heart.
Thinking of this, she was shocked, her eyes looked firmly into the distance, and she said secretly, she didn't keep her heart, but she could control herself and no longer be too emotional about Xue Renjie, this is her bottom line!
Seeing that she was silent, Qiao Shi smiled contemptuously and sneered: "Say so much." Didn't you end up not keeping your heart? So who are you to come to me? Saying that, she didn't seem to let go of Xie Lingyun, and continued: "I'm at least truer than you, I love when I love it, unlike you, who is so hypocritical that I don't dare to admit it when I love it." โ
was ridiculed by an ancient woman, who had lived in modern times for more than 20 years, and she said that she loved it, but she didn't dare to admit it?
Xie Lingyun really didn't know what words to use to express her current mood, she had tried to analyze herself, and she had felt that she was really a bit inferior as a modern person. It is shameful to have the knowledge and insight that women at this time do not have, but the things they do are not as good as an ancient woman who grew up in ancient soil.
However, she just can't jump out of the hurdle in her heart, there is always a feeling of a tiger falling into Pingyang, how did she come to this ancient world in modern times, always do something that does not match her own mind, and always can't do what she wants, as if she is bound by something.
Sometimes she really wants to say that reality is life, and she really can't live as wanton as the heroine in the middle - she wants to fight back against the eldest wife. But she is weak, and she even dares not blatantly deal with the eldest wife; She didn't want to get married. But the holy decree is difficult, she has made an effort to escape from the marriage, but she is almost killed; She didn't want Xue Renjie to have a woman other than herself, but she didn't dare to have the courage to go against common sense and challenge the ancient rules of three wives and four concubines.
Saying that modern women have advantages, in her opinion, she is not as advantageous as the real ancient people. She is unfamiliar with the unspoken rules of the ancient backyard. She can only use the advantages she has to protect herself, to put it bluntly, that is, it is really difficult to cross the girl. It's really funny to think about what you once dreamed of being a crossing girl.
"Hehe" Xie Lingyun really laughed.
However, this soft laughter made Qiao Shi feel despised, and she shouted angrily:
"What are you laughing at? Am I not right? โ
Xie Lingyun came back to her senses, for the first time, she shrugged her shoulders without worrying about whether she would be questioned, and said indifferently:
"Whatever you want."
Qiao Shi didn't accept her attitude, "Don't be perfunctory to me, you kind of admit that you are pretending to be high." โ
Xie Lingyun raised his forehead and said: "I don't admit it, yes, I have feelings for Renjie, but I can't accept the regulation of three wives and four concubines in my heart, I'm just an ordinary woman, and what I want is just a life and a couple's life, since there is no way to live such a simple life, I can only keep my heart, don't let myself be trapped, and don't let myself become like you, because feelings not only ruin others, but also ruin yourself!" โ
Having said that, Xie Lingyun felt that she had said a lot, and she was almost done asking, so she didn't stay anymore and walked out directly, as for Qiao's reaction when she heard her words, this was not within her consideration, she just wanted to go back quickly now to see if Xue Renjie came back, because she wanted to tell him what she heard from Qiao's here.
"Into the painting, do you go to the outer study to see if the prince has returned?" As soon as he returned to the East Courtyard, Xie Lingyun ordered to enter the painting.
He didn't listen to the order to go out, but said: "Concubine Shizi, just now Moyu came over, and he said that the prince is back, so you will return to the prince as soon as you come back." โ
Xie Lingyun was stunned, but she didn't expect Xue Renjie to come back so soon, didn't she say that she had something to deal with?
This thought flashed through her heart, and it didn't make her think about anything more, so she said directly to the painting:
"Then you should hurry up and go back to the outer study to go back to the prince."
"Yes." This time, he simply agreed to the painting, and hurried out.
At this time, Mama Qin came in with Si Qi to serve tea to Xie Lingyun and said, "Concubine Shizi." โ
Xie Lingyun saw Mama Qin and Si Qi who were saluting, and said, "Mama, how many times have you said it, there is no need to be polite when there are no outsiders." โ
Mama Qin smiled, knowing that this was the dignity given to her by her master, but she couldn't be arrogant and forget her identity, so even though Xie Lingyun said it many times, she still kept her duty.
When Xie Lingyun saw Mama Qin like this, she knew that it was useless to say more, so she no longer wasted her tongue, but said directly:
"Mama, you always keep vigil outside today."
Xie Lingyun was very resistant to the fact that someone was keeping vigil outside, but now that it has been a long time, maybe she is used to it, she doesn't have much feeling about this matter. And arranging Mama Qin's vigil, she was naturally worried that her conversation with Xue Renjie would be leaked out later.
Mama Qin is such a transparent person, thinking of the fact that the princess quietly took the shadow guard out for half an hour, she knew that there must be something important that made her keep vigil. Therefore, she and Xie Lingyun glanced at each other and said meaningfully:
"Okay, the old slave happened to have a little sleep recently, the old slave is guarding outside tonight, wait a while, the old slave will order to go down, so that the people in the yard have nothing to do, so that you and the prince can sleep quietly."
Xie Lingyun knew that Mama Qin understood what she meant. Gratefully, "I'm sorry for you." โ
Si Qi was a little simple, she said in a daze: "Princess, tonight should be a slave vigil, grandma is old, or a slave and maid stay outside." โ
Without waiting for Xie Lingyun to speak, Mama Qin said first: "No matter how old I am, I am finer than you little girls." โ
"It's not." Si Qi thought that Mama Qin had misunderstood what she meant, and quickly explained: "I'm just ......"
"Alright." Mama Qin intercepted her words and said, "I'll keep vigil tonight." โ
Seeing that Mama Qin said this, Si Qi couldn't insist on anything more, so he could only retreat strangely. After going out, she looked at the quiet courtyard. is still muttering in her heart, obviously the people in the courtyard are not making trouble, why did Mama Qin say that she would let the prince and the princess sleep a clean night?
After thinking about it for a long time, Si Qi didn't figure it out, and finally simply gave up and went back to his room.
And the painting that had been sent to the outer study soon returned, and she went into the room and saluted back:
"The princess. Shiziye, please go to the outer study. โ
Xie Lingyun was stunned, but she didn't expect Xue Renjie to let her go to the outer study so late, but what she had just arranged was done in vain. But she thought about it. Soon understood, knowing that Xue Renjie felt that the outer study was safer, she did not hesitate, and went directly to the outer study with the painting.
Mo Yu was already waiting at the gate of the courtyard with a lantern, and when he saw a light coming from a distance, he hurriedly greeted him, and when he saw someone coming, he hurriedly bowed and saluted.
"The slave has seen the princess."
"Get up." Xie Lingyun asked him to get up very casually and softly, and continued to walk in the direction of the outer study without pause.
Mo Yu hurriedly got up, and at the same time took the road in front of him, and said respectfully: "Princess, slow down, be careful when it's dark." โ
Xie Lingyun's pace did not slow down at all, and said, "When did the prince come back?" โ
"Back to the words of the princess." Mo Yu bowed slightly and replied, "The prince has been back for a while. โ
Xie Lingyun nodded, walked into the courtyard faster, and went directly to the outer study.
Xue Renjie was sitting behind the desk in the outer study and looking down at something, when he heard the door opening, his eyes looked at the person who walked in from the door.
"It's coming."
Xie Lingyun walked in, took off his cloak and handed it to the hand of the painting, and nodded, "Hmm." "Yes.
Xue Renjie didn't stand up, but directly pointed to the position close to the charcoal basin and said, "Sit down." โ
Xie Lingyun walked over, and Mo Yu, who came in with him, had already poured the tea at this time, and the cloak had already been placed in the painting, and the two of them walked out lightly without using instructions, and closed the door gently.
"Is it cold?" Xue Renjie asked with concern, he was not in a hurry to ask Xie Lingyun about the results of going to see Qiao's family.
Xie Lingyun nodded, then shook his head again, and said, "It's a little cold, but I wear a lot, but I don't feel too cold." โ
Xue Renjie nodded, and then asked, "How is it?" โ
Xie Lingyun had already summed up what he was going to say in his heart, and when he asked at this time, he didn't hesitate and said directly:
"I asked about something, Qiao's ...... that maid" She simply said what she heard from Qiao's, and finally said: "I don't know what Gonggong Wen did with that maid?" And did the child conceived by the maid survive? โ
Xie Lingyun said important things to Xue Renjie, as for Qiao's harm to Wei Jingxiang, she felt that Wei Jingxiang was already in the past, and it was no longer necessary to mention it, so she automatically ignored it.
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