After doing everything, I went to sit in front of my husband's spiritual seat for a long time, and I also said a lot of grievances and sadness, because these words can only be said to my husband. I believe that I will be reunited with my husband soon.

When I returned home, I found that the night was dark, and as soon as I closed the door, I heard a voice outside, and when I looked through the window, it turned out to be Liujun. He held the wine jar in his hand, and walked staggeringly, the evening breeze blew, and the smell of wine came to him, and this kid actually went to drink.

Liujun walked to the door of my room, hesitated for a moment, and then turned around and sat down by the stone ridge in front of the house. The drunk Liujun, his eyes were glazed, he didn't know what he was thinking, maybe he was complaining about me, he burned his medical skills and ignored his care, he would definitely be very sad and resentful of me.

When I saw him go to eat, I couldn't sleep anymore, so I brought a stool and blew out the candles. Secretly sitting by the window, through the gap, guarding the Liujun like this. The moonlight is hazy, making people feel very lonely. I said in my heart: Liujun, don't be afraid, even if your mother is gone, your heart will always be behind you like this, you just need to live bravely and happily.

When the sun was rising, I came back to my senses, rubbed my reddened eyes, and deliberately propped up the window to make a noise, and I knew that Liujun would definitely come to me, because he had too much to say.

Lying on the soft couch, pretending not to wake up, and then shouting "Come in" to the outside of the house

Sure enough, Liujun quickly pushed open the door and walked in, but his head was buried, full of alcohol, he should be afraid that I would be angry, silly boy, you love your mother so much, how can I be willing to let you go.

"Mother, I"

"Yeliujun, you take this burden on the table, from today on, you can leave this house, I have also fulfilled my responsibility to support you, let's go" I said bluntly, since you have to hurt Liujun, it is better to be happy.

"Mother, you, are you joking" Liujun hurriedly raised his head and said, his eyes full of horror.

"Let's go, don't let me think you're too cowardly, can't you really live without me?"

"I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving, who will take care of you when I'm gone," Liujun said stubbornly. This sentence makes me so touched and happy, and with the sentence of having a son, this life is worth it.

"Nan Xun will take care of me, he is smarter and more sensible than you" Liujun is very stubborn, no matter what he says, he may not leave, but when it comes to Nanxun, out of the jealousy of children of the same age, Liujun will definitely not be able to bear it. That's what I want to do, right......

"Mother, do you really think so?" Liujun looked at me sadly.

"Or else? Why did I leave you a piece of waste, you think that if you know how to heal and write, it will be really amazing? Nan Xun is calmer and more sensible than you, and he is more suitable to take care of me than you," I said ruthlessly. There is another voice in my heart apologizing: Liujun, you are the pride of your mother, you have always been, these words are not words in your heart, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

"Waste? You, mother, I'm your son, why do you say that about me? Liujun cried and roared. This word really hurt him, looking at his appearance, it hurts.

I had no choice but to play with my hair and stop talking, and when Liujun saw this, he slowed down his tone and begged me, saying that he would be sensible and well-behaved in the future, and let me not drive him away.

But I still ignored him ruthlessly, bowed my head and admitted my mistake for a long time, seeing that I was still resolute, Liujun suddenly wiped away his tears, walked up to me, and told him about the grievances in his heart, how much he wanted to please me over the years, and how much he hoped to get my care and greetings. Every word pierced my heart, the tears in my eyes were holding back, and I kept telling myself to hold on, and I couldn't let this fall short. But Liujun's last few words made me suffocate with pain, and I couldn't let go of it for a long time.

"Mother, you really broke my heart this time. Okay, from today on, you are no longer my mother, please remember, it is you who don't want me, it's not me who doesn't want you. I'm leaving, from now on, you and I don't bother each other" After speaking, Liujun turned around and left, his eyes were very firm and disappointed.

Looking at the back of Liujun leaving, tears flowed down my eyes, and I muttered in my mouth, "Liujun, I'm sorry, my mother can only accompany you here, in the future, how precious you are, goodbye, my favorite child." ”

"Sister Ruolan, what's wrong? Early in the morning, I heard you and Liujun arguing here" Fluttershy hurries into the house, freaked out to see me with tears on her face.

"Fluttershy, it's over. You give the burden on the table to Liujun, and you must let him accept it. ”

"Well, I'll go find him, Sister Ruolan, hold on, I'll come back, let's go back to the underworld" Fluttershy also cried, she should have guessed some of my things.

"Let's go," I waved at Fluttershy.

Fluttershy nodded, tears shed her eyes and picked up her baggage and ran out quickly, I also got up from the soft couch, vomited the blood in my chest, I knelt on the ground, my hair turned white in an instant, Liujun, my child, in the future, I must live a safe and healthy life, mother, I'm sorry for you, I didn't accompany you well when I came to this world. Whether it's a stranger or a hate, my mother doesn't care, I just wish you well.

In the days after Liujun left, I would pick up his handwriting and medical skills every day, stay in his room, and quietly look through them. I can only miss Liujun in this way.

I didn't ask for any more news about Liujun, and I didn't even see my father again, because I was already a dead man and didn't want to get involved in other accidents. He is still alive in order to completely eliminate the immortality curse on Nanxun's body, so that Nanxun can also live a normal life.

Unexpectedly, Fluttershy contracted an illness due to her long-term care for Nanxun, and passed away after Liujun left home. She was still worried about me and Liujun, as well as Nanxun, and said she was sorry for us. Actually, I should be sorry for her, let her pay for my youth and life, I have already agreed with the judge of the underworld that I will give Fluttershy a good soul home, this is also a little bit of what I can do for this kindness.

But the night Fluttershy left, Nanxun hugged me and cried for a long time.

"Master, I don't have a mother anymore, I only have two relatives, you and Liujun, you promise me, don't leave me"

"Okay, if the master doesn't leave you, Liujun won't leave you. Your mother loves you very much, whether you know her or not, you have to remember that you are lucky" Lin Yue is too bad, I don't want to tell Nan Xun, because I don't want him to live a simple life, there is such an unscrupulous mother, even if the starting point is for Nan Xun's good.

"How could Nanxun not know about his mother? Master, I will work hard to change your hair back, and I will also bring Liujun back" Nanxun wiped his tears and promised seriously.

"Okay, good boy, master, as long as you are happy, as long as you and Liujun are safe, you will have nothing to ask for" I smiled and touched Nanxun's head, this child is taller than Liujun, and he will definitely be able to support himself in the future.

Time is fast, a year has passed in a blink of an eye. In the past year, I taught Nanxun how to use a lot of medicinal herbs, and bought a pharmacy for him in Wushan Town, where he can live a good life, but unfortunately I can't watch him marry a wife and have children.

I chose to leave on the day my husband died, I had promised my husband that I would live and die together, and now, I can finally fulfill my promise. In the evening, I let Nanxun drink the last bowl of medicine and hugged Nanxun, who had grown up.

"Xun'er, you have to take good care of yourself, you can't steal spiritual power, if you have the chance, go find Liujun, you are the closest relatives in the world, you know?"

"Got it, master, I really don't have to drink medicine in the future? It's just that I still don't know what disease I have. Nanxun looked at me with a smile.

"No need to drink medicine. Your illness is a bit complicated, now that you're better, you don't have to worry about it. Nanxun, the ice coffin in the yard is prepared for myself, if I leave one day, you remember to put me in, because I want to wait for you and Liujun to come back, let me see again, whether you are safe" put in the ice coffin, I hope that one day, when Liujun comes back, I am still in this house, and when the two children can come back to see me, I can really rest assured.

"Master is not allowed to talk nonsense, I will go to Liujun tomorrow to come back"

"You are not allowed to go to him until he has returned, do you know? In this way, the master is truly happy."

"Really?"

"Well, go back and rest, go to the pharmacy I prepared for you tomorrow and take a look" The blood in the body is slowly drying up, and the pain is coming, maybe the medicine that Nan Xun drank is working, I endure it, I can't let Nan Xun see it.

"Okay, then I'll go rest first, and I'll come back to the master tomorrow morning" Nan Xun smiled and nodded.

"Good"

Nanxun saw that I agreed, and left happily. I endured the pain, put on clean clothes, and lay down on the bed, feeling the blood flowing and the skin aging.

Lin Yue, Nanxun I have raised him and let him live a stable life in the future. I've been a friend of yours all my life, but I didn't expect to get such an end. I really hated you before, and I wanted to cut your body with a thousand knives, but now I don't hate, because Nanxun makes me feel that I have no regrets about saving him, because of my negligence, he came to this world, and because of my treatment, he lives well in this world, cause and effect reincarnation, I don't regret it. Let go of your curses and resentments, but in the next life, we will be strangers......

Husband, I have raised the child, I have been cured of the disease, I promised yours to do the same, and now I can finally go to you happily. You wait for me, just don't dislike my appearance, when I come, I will tell you about my son little by little, you will be proud and happy, waiting for me.

Liujun, my mother is leaving, it's a pity that I can't see you again. The biggest debt of my mother over the years is you, the biggest reluctance is also you, the future is still very long, you have to cherish it, if you have the opportunity, please take care of Nanxun for your mother, take care of yourself. Also, we are the closest people in the world, we can't be strangers, my mother doesn't allow you to do this, I will wait, I will wait for the day you come back. Liujun, mother and father, I really love you very much.

Nanxun, the master can't tell you your life experience. Over the years, the master knows that you are a kind and righteous child, so you must not be able to accept the fault of your mother Lin Yue, but the master hopes that in the depths of your heart and in your young memories, you will always remember Lin Yue's love for you, and she loves you deeply with Fluttershy's mother, like the master. The master didn't complain about your mother, nor did he hate her for letting you hurt Liujun, but over the years, I am very happy, you are like my child, you and Liujun must find Liujun and protect him like a brother.

Father, please forgive your daughter's unfilial piety, your daughter will definitely repay this kindness in her next life, you must cherish it, maybe one day, Liujun and Nanxun will find you, repay you for me, and take care of you. Farewell, father, my daughter loves you too.

My hair was old, my skin was wrinkled, my face was old, I closed my eyes and left this world forever. I'm so tired, I can finally take a break, this life is really tired and hard, but I don't regret it......

(Ruolan's dream ends)