Chapter 42: An Mo's mind
"Ah Xiao," after the meeting, Bi Anmo caught up with her, "Let's eat together for a while?" ”
This is the first time he took the initiative to talk to Lin Bixiao after he left a sentence of "You think about it" that day, to be exact, it was to say something other than the content of the work.
Lin Bixiao was somewhat surprised.
"I ......"
Lin Bixiao thought of what Du Caiwei told her that day, and hesitated.
Du Caiwei called Left Bank that day and exchanged the price of a meal for the news of the Bi family, and learned that Bi's wife Guan Muhua was admitted to the hospital because of those reports on the Internet.
For a while, Lin Bixiao's feelings in her heart were a little complicated.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing." Lin Bixiao shook his head, "Okay, then let's eat together." ”
It just so happened that she also had some things to say to Bi Anmo clearly, lest he always misunderstand that she was relying on his eldest brother.
Moreover, even if it is for Bi Qianmo, it seems that she should do it.
"Ah Xiao, you finally don't avoid me."
After Bi Anmo breathed a sigh of relief, he smiled as happily as a child who had got candy.
He didn't even think about it.
It wasn't until the two of them sat down to eat in the restaurant face to face, and Lin Bixiao kept talking and stopped, that he realized that something was wrong.
"Ah Xiao, what do you want to say?"
"I ......" Lin Bixiao lowered his eyes and glanced at the spoon in his hand, "Mr. Bi, in fact, you have always misunderstood." ”
"Huh?" Bi Anmo was a little inexplicable.
"I mean, you've always misunderstood the relationship between me and Mr. Bi, that is, your brother." Lin Bixiao was angry, "Don't worry, I'm definitely not the kind of person who is entangled, and ...... "It was an abnormal transaction between me and Mr. Bi."
Lin Bixiao once thought that he could say this sentence very calmly, but when he talked about it, he found that he was depressed in his heart.
These words are insincere.
"So?" Bi Anmo looked dazed.
"So, Mr. Bi, you don't have to remind me again and again."
“……”
Bi Anmo finally knew by now that Lin Bixiao was talking to him just to say this, and he couldn't cry or laugh inexplicably.
"So, I'm such an unreasonable person in your heart?"
Isn't it?
Lin Bixiao pursed her lips, she didn't forget that when the two met for the first time, he directly scolded her.
"Of course not." She said against her will, "As for causing Mrs. Bi to get sick and admitted to the hospital because of my affairs, I'm really sorry, if I have the opportunity, I ......."
"Stop!" Bi Anmo really couldn't bear it, so he couldn't wait to interrupt Lin Bixiao's words, "Ah Xiao, why do you like to take responsibility for yourself so much?" ”
"Huh?" Lin Bixiao didn't understand.
"My mother's hospitalization has nothing to do with you." Bi Anmo said with great certainty.
Of course, he can't tell Lin Bixiao directly, that's his mother pretending to be sick to force his eldest brother to comply.
"It's good if not." Lin Bixiao was skeptical of his statement.
Bi Anmo was anxious, "Also, I asked you to think about it that day, and it wasn't that I asked you to leave me for the sake of the family, but ......"
"And what?"
Lin Bixiao looked puzzled, could there be any other reason?
Bi Anmo scratched his head a little shyly, "It's because I'm selfish." ”
Lin Bixiao was even more inexplicable.
"Okay, I'll just say it directly," Bi Anmo suddenly looked completely open, "The reason why I said that is because Lin Bixiao likes you." ”
- Lin Bixiao, I like you!
This sentence exploded in Lin Bixiao's mind like a *, and she didn't even react when the spoon in her hand fell on the plate with a click.
When Du Caiwei joked before, she said that Bi Anmo had different thoughts about her. At that time, she also laughed at Du Caiwei, saying that she didn't know Bi Anmo at all.
How could Bi Anmo have that kind of mind about her?
But today, these words came out of Bi Anmo's own mouth.
Bi Anmo didn't know what Lin Bixiao was thinking in his heart, he just saw Lin Bixiao stunned and a little anxious, "Ah Xiao, I'm serious, no jokes." ”
"I ......" Lin Bixiao found that she didn't know what to say in the face of the serious Bi Anmo, "I know you are serious, but I really have no feelings now." ”
Bi Anmo thought that Lin Bixiao might refuse, and even thought about the reason for refusal.
He thought that Lin Bixiao would say that he was not as good as his eldest brother, but who knew that she was not even willing to lie to him, just a sentence of "no feelings." ”
"Are you okay?"
Seeing Bi Anmo's loneliness, Lin Bixiao was somewhat unbearable.
"Ah Xiao, you tell me the truth, if the person who confessed to you today was the eldest brother, would you still answer like this?"
“……”
Bi Anmo's black and white eyes stared at Lin Bixiao tightly, waiting for her answer.
But in fact, at the same time, Lin Bixiao also asked herself in her heart, if Bi Qianmo was on the other side, how should she answer?
Or, she will hesitate and struggle.
"I see." Bi Anmo, who hadn't heard the answer for a long time, already knew it in his heart, and he smiled slightly self-deprecatingly, "I'm not as good as my eldest brother." ”
"It's not like that, it's not about being good!"
Lin Bixiao shook his head.
It has nothing to do with excellence, but it has something to do with Lin Bixiao himself, and he can't tell the truth.
But at this moment, she clearly realized that her feelings for Bi Qianmo were indeed different.
"Ah Xiao, I don't want to stop you and the eldest brother, it's just ......" Bi Anmo looked serious, "You also know the identity of the eldest brother, if you want to be together, I am afraid that this road will be more difficult than you imagined." ”
Lin Bixiao lowered her eyes, picked up the spoon again and stirred the coffee in front of her, and slowly spoke after a long time: "I don't want to be with Mr. Bi." ”
Bi Anmo is right, there are too many obstacles between her and Bi Qianmo.
She asked herself if she didn't have that kind of ability and courage now.
The thin sunlight sprinkled on Lin Bixiao's body, and with her tone and expression just now, it made her whole person look extremely lonely.
Bi Anmo's heart, which he thought had calmed down, hurt for the girl in front of him again at this moment.
He involuntarily reached out and touched her cheek.
Lin Bixiao shuddered, and subconsciously dodged to avoid contact between the two people.
But she didn't know that long before she could react, the scene had been saved in a certain shot with a 'click'.
And Bi Anmo didn't know what kind of disaster he brought to Lin Bixiao just because of an action he couldn't help but make.
Of course, that's all for later.