The situation of the ship at that time was particularly critical, Yuan Heting didn't expect that it would be Luo Chen who would come to save her in the end, the moment he was hijacked by gangsters, he thought about many situations, there were many things in his life that could actually be abandoned, and there was nothing that he couldn't let go. But that's not the case, there are always one or two people who are hard to let go.?

In Yuan Heting's heart, Su Wuxi was the only person he thought about over and over again at such a critical moment, he thought that he would never have the chance to see her again, but he didn't expect that Luo Chen would lose his life in order to save him. This is not what Yuan Heting wants, he doesn't care about the first half of his life, except for being sorry for Su Wuxi, Luo Chen is the second person he will owe.

"I'm sorry, Wuxi, I know that it may not be meaningful to say this sorry now, after all, it is impossible for Luo Chen to come back, but I still have to say it." Yuan Heting said with some pain.

"When I saw Luo Chen being beaten by those people in order to save me, I really wished that they were hurting me and hitting me. I know I've always been sorry for you, so if Luo Chen could have treated you better, how could I possibly let him die in front of me. ”

Yuan Heting said these words, and the painful look in his eyes was unobstructed, but he didn't want Su Wuxi to see it, because he didn't think he was worthy of Su Wuxi's sympathy. Luo Chen originally had part of his responsibility for this matter, if Luo Chen hadn't saved him, nothing would have happened, and Su Wuxi would not have been so sad.

After listening to Yuan Heting's words, Su Wuxi was already crying, she didn't know what she should say. But she found that no matter what she said at this time, there was no one who didn't have it, and no matter how she shouted or said, it was impossible for her to come back again.

Originally, the relationship between the two was not particularly relaxed, but at this moment, Yuan Heting suddenly felt uneasy that he had never felt before. For Su Wuxi, he has always been reluctant to let go, which is why he has been entangled for so long. But after Luo Chen's incident, it seemed that there was a force in the underworld, which widened the distance between him and Su Wuxi, but he couldn't stop it.

At this time, Yuan Heting felt unprecedented powerlessness, he wanted to hug Su Wuxi tightly, but he didn't use his strength, and he didn't know what reason to use.

"Wuxi, you definitely can't listen to anything now, but can you stop crying, it's really sad to see you crying, I can't wait to die instead of Luo Chen, as long as you can be happy." Yuan Heting didn't know what to say, so he could only persuade her weakly.

"I've already found a lot of subordinates to let them cooperate with the police, and strive to find Luo Chen as soon as possible, believe me, okay? Luo Chen is a good person, and he may not have an accident, maybe he has been rescued by someone else at this time. Anyway, no matter what, as long as Luo Chen is not dead, I, Yuan Heting, will definitely let people find him out. Yuan Heting hoped that saying this would make Su Wuxi give her a little reaction, not to be like this all the time, making him powerless.

"Yuan Heting, what's the use of you talking about this kind of thing now? You let people look for it, when has this been, what's the use of saying such self-consoling words, don't you feel guilty at all? Luo Chen is here to save you

, otherwise how could he die, he said, he will accompany me for the rest of my life. Su Wuxi looked at Yuan Heting with resentment and said angrily.

"I feel guilty, how can I not feel guilty, I've been blaming myself since that incident, but what can I do, I don't know how to explain it to you. Wuxi, maybe I may never be able to get your forgiveness again, but I only hope you can be well, this is also Luo Chen's thoughts. Yuan Heting was distressed by Su Wuxi's resentful gaze, so he could only keep looking elsewhere.

"Luo Chen is gone, how can you still let me be good, Yuan Heting, tell me, what did I do wrong, why did I meet you, you have ruined my previous life, why do you still affect my life at this time and make me live so painfully. Now that you see me like this, are you satisfied? Su Wuxi was a little broken at this time, and simply said everything.

"I ......" Yuan Heting knew that Su Wuxi was on the verge of collapse at this time, so no matter what she said at this time, it would only deepen her resentment towards herself. He told himself over and over again in his heart that it was just Su Wuxi's angry words, but listening to Yuan Heting's heart was still like a knife cutting in his heart.

"Wuxi, I know you complain about me, if you beat me or scold me can relieve your anger and make you no longer so sad, you can scold me as much as you want, but you promise me that you must not hurt yourself, I really can't see you so sad, it makes me feel very distressed." Yuan Heting knew that even if Su Wuxi couldn't listen to what he said at this time, he still had to say it.

Su Wuxi didn't want to listen to anything Yuan Heting said anymore, she couldn't trust him anymore, because he was always like this, and he could always make her closest people slowly leave her one by one.

"It's okay for you to let me go, I'm really tired, when I had Luochen, I still have a place to rest. Now, I have even disappeared from this last warm place, have you achieved your goal, Yuan Heting, tell me, what should I do so that you can leave me and let me go. ”

"As long as you tell me, I will do what you say, but you let my Luo Chen come back. Do you know? When I saw Luo Mu like that today, how much did my heart hurt, I didn't even know how to say comforting words, because I was also very sad, I also needed someone to comfort me, but that person was definitely not you. Su Wuxi was really desperate, and her tears were about to dry up.

Before this, she may have been a little hesitant about her and Luo Chen, but she has never regretted it. Why is Yuan Heting so cruel and always takes away her most important things. She knew that she might be out of her mind at this point, but she didn't need to be rational either.

From the time Yuan Heting told her that Luo Chen died to save him, she didn't need to be rational anymore, the only thing she needed was to find a place to vent. Otherwise, she didn't know what she should do to stop herself from being so painful, and Luo Chen's appearance has always been in her mind, as long as she closes her eyes, she seems to be able to see Luo Chen's appearance to her first, as gentle as ever.

"It's all because of you, Yuan Heting. I could have been very happy, why do you hate it so much, and make me live so painfully. If it weren't for the fact that you had to go to that ship to talk about business, how could you encounter robbers, how could you be taken hostage, and Luo Chen would not have lost his life to save you. ”

Su Wuxi completely lost his mind, and attributed all the faults to Yuan Heting, and the irreparable consequences caused by some mistakes had to be borne by someone if he had to find one. Yuan Heting also felt that he would be a particularly good choice.

Because what Su Wuxi said was not wrong, it was all because of himself, otherwise Luo Chen would not have died, and Wuxi would not have been so painful. But no matter how much he blamed himself, things had already happened, Yuan Heting closed his eyes, blocked the pain in his eyes, and didn't let Su Wuxi see it.

And Yuan Heting also knew that he had always been sorry for Su Wuxi, so he confessed to all of Su Wuxi's accusations, as long as he could reduce Su Wuxi's pain, he could do anything.

So he bore Su Wuxi's anger alone, until Su Wuxi was really sad and couldn't stand the deep sleep, Yuan Heting gently moved his leg that had not moved since Su Wuxi had been scolding him. But he was afraid that his movements were too large and would disturb Su Wuxi, so he had been very careful in his movements.

Because when Su Wuxi cried for a long time today, Yuan Heting looked at the tears on her face that had not disappeared because she had been crying for a long time, and was a little silent.

And when she wakes up tomorrow morning, her eyelids will definitely be swollen because she cried too much today, Yuan Heting doesn't want her to suffer a little more, although part of the pain she suffered was brought to him by herself. Yuan Heting carried the sleeping Su Wuxi into the room, and then went to the bathroom to get a hot towel and gently put it on Su Wuxi's eyelids, which would make her eyes comfortable for a while.

He gently wiped the undried tears on Su Wuxi's face with another wet towel, and only after they were all plugged in did he helplessly show a wry smile.

I don't know where to start, he is full of endless guilt for Su Wuxi, and he obviously wants to make her happy and happy. But her happiness will always be ruined by him inadvertently, which is not what he wants, but letting him leave Su Wuxi is also so painful for him.

"Wuxi, you tell me, what should I do, I really don't ask for your forgiveness, but I don't want you to be so miserable, you tell me, okay......" Yuan Heting held Su Wuxi's hand beside Su Wuxi's bed and said bitterly.

Obviously, both of them are in a very painful life, but this matter seems to have fallen into a dead circle, and there is no way to get out.

After Yuan Heting handled everything for Su Wuxi, he walked to the balcony one by one. The weather outside didn't know when it was dark, as if Yuan Heting was the only one left in the world at this time, and he felt unprecedented loneliness. This night is destined to be a sleepless night, and Yuan Heting also smoked on the balcony alone for a night, but even so, it did not alleviate the boredom in his heart in the slightest.

(End of chapter)

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