But he didn't want to see Tianxiu hurt Ruoyu again, and Ruoyu almost lost his life that time.

But he never expected Ruoyu to aim at his chest and constantly pull the trigger.

Zilong didn't remember how he left, he only remembered that after he returned to the villa, Xinghu Villa, he smashed everything that could be smashed in the house.

even vowed never to care about Ruoyu's affairs in the future.

He didn't leave Cloud City, he didn't use "Memoryloss" to start a new life.

Instead, he forced himself to return to his previous life, and even kept telling himself that Ruoyu had treated him like that, why did he think about her cheaply.

He didn't owe Ruoyu, why did he let himself escape from Cloud City.

But no matter how strong he was during the day, every cold night he could only rely on alcohol to numb himself until he drank until his stomach bleed.

When he received the distress letter in the hospital, he wasn't so stupid that he couldn't see that the letter wasn't written by Ruoyu.

But he is like grasping a life-saving straw and is willing to believe that it is true, because only by believing that Ruoyu is indeed unhappy with the heavens, he can be happy in his heart.

The escape plan had already been formulated, and Zilong had calculated everything that was possible, and it could be said that the plan was seamless, so Tianxiu couldn't find them until now.

But he didn't count one thing, that is, Ruoyu was pregnant.

The moment he stood outside the operating room, even Zilong himself hated himself.

Obviously, he should have let go a long time ago, but he used all means to hold on.

But now that we've come to this point, there's no turning back.

On his birthday yesterday, Zilong thought that if Ruoyu killed him like this, it might be the best ending.

After all, this strange and cruel self is estimated to be hated by everyone.

The only thing that Zilong didn't expect was when he was bent on dying waiting for Ruoyu to kill him with scissors.

Ruoyu stopped, Ruoyu actually stopped.

I don't know if that moment was an illusion or something, he seemed to see the reluctance that naturally flowed out of Ruoyu's eyes.

It was because of such reluctance that Zilong gave up the idea of seeking death.

From the moment Ruoyu stabbed him with scissors, Zilong suddenly woke up.

I used to think that it was good to get hatred if I didn't get Ruoyu's love, but when he saw Ruoyu's hatred for him, he was very scared.

It turns out that being hated by a loved one is far more painful than not getting it.

What made Zilong unable to let go of it the most was that the heaviest pain in Ruoyu's heart was actually given by him.

Zilong was really afraid that Ruoyu would hate him so much, so he thought about it all night last night.

Since you can't let go, you can only use another way.

Using "Memoryloss"

Judging from clinical data, this drug can only block the content of the brain for a certain period of time, and more contact with the once familiar environment will awaken the memory.

And even if they don't come into contact with the familiar environment, the injected person will suddenly regain his memory after a year.

Zilong thought that if Ruoyu had forgotten all the painful memories, then he would have a year to accompany Ruoyu properly.

He will use this year's time to be twice as good to Ruoyu and make Ruoyu fall in love with her, in this way,

Maybe after Ruoyu recovers his memory, he will choose to continue to live with him.

Maybe the two will be able to get married and have their own children later.