"I have my own struggles, too."

Biru raised her head and looked at Shi Lei with a sincere face: "Shi Lei, I am very grateful for your heart for me, and, and I can also swear to God, my heart for you is also true!" It's just that now, I don't want to lie to you, because I can't promise you......"

"The only thing I can do is to arrange everything after I go back this time, and then come back to live a peaceful life with you! It's just that this time may be ten days and eight days, or it may be two or three months, or it may be a year and a half......"

Speaking of this, Biru's voice suddenly became lower: "If, if you can't wait, then, then I can understand, after all, you are your father's only child, I ......"

"Little sister, I know my request is very unreasonable, but I still want to ask, you, can you not leave this time and stay for me, okay?"

Shi Lei plucked up the courage to raise his head, and looked at Biru with two eyes without blinking.

"Anyway, there is your sister, although I don't know what the situation of your family is, but, but your sister's knowledge and ability, after all, are also above you, it is enough to have your sister, why do you want to be like a girl, follow your sister every day?"

What do you mean by being like a girl, I'm the princess's personal girl, okay?

Biru slandered in her heart, but she didn't dare to say these words in front of Shi Lei at this time, so she could only twitch the corners of her mouth a few times, representing that she heard Shi Lei's words.

"Shi Lei, I really have my difficulties, I hope you can understand......"

Bi Ru was silent for a moment, and then raised her head to look at Shi Lei: "It's just that I can't tell you now, but you believe me, one day, when the time comes, I will definitely tell you everything as it is!" ”

"Wait, wait, every time you make me wait!"

Shi Lei suddenly became irritable, stood up from the stool all of a sudden, looked at Biru angrily and said, "Can't you accommodate me this time for me?" Little sister, you have always known my heart for you, but you can't do it every time, cut out my heart and trample it, and then have to carelessly return to its original state, so as to wait for the next trampling! ”

After knowing Shi Lei for so long, and never seeing Shi Lei get so angry, Biru was stunned all of a sudden!

"You, what are you talking about?!"

Biru's eyes widened, and she was naturally angry in her heart, and said angrily: "When did I ask you to do something?" Shi Lei, can you be reasonable! Besides, didn't I already tell you that I also have my own troubles, and after I settle down at home this time, I will definitely come back to live a good life with you, why are you still messing around here?! ”

After a pause, without waiting for Shi Lei to say anything, Biru looked at Shi Lei with a clear face as if she suddenly understood something: "I know, is it because of my existence that I am blocking your path to Qingyun?" What was Miss Huang before, and then your cousin, this time your aunt is here, can I show you what kind of lady show! Shi Lei, Shi Lei, if you have changed your mind, you can tell me directly, you, you don't need to beat around the bush like this, and still put things on my head, okay? ”

After saying this, Biru simply sat on the stool angrily, twisted her head, and didn't look at Shi Lei.

"Little sister, you, what nonsense are you talking about, my heart is not understood by others, don't you understand? You, if you say that, I will feel sad in my heart......"

Shi Lei bit his lip, but still softened his tone.

"Sad?"

Bi Ru sneered: "You're sad, aren't I sad?!" Who wouldn't want to live in peace if they could?! You think I don't want to? Princess, ahem, I mean, wouldn't my sister want to? But we really can't help ourselves now! ”

Secretly glanced at Shi Lei's face, and found that Shi Lei looked thoughtful, Biru panicked, and was afraid that he had thought of the "princess" who had just made a mistake, so he could only stubbornly say to Shi Lei: "Anyway, my words will be thrown here, if you love to wait, you will wait for me to come back, if you don't like to wait, then you will climb your high branches, my Ruan Xiaomei, I can't afford to wait!" ”

After saying this, he kept a calm face, stepped forward directly and opened the door, and stood at the door without saying a word.

The meaning of this is already obvious, is it to issue an eviction order?

Shi Lei sighed in his heart, he originally wanted to talk to Biru again, but seeing that Biru didn't want to talk about it anymore, he could only grit his teeth, and his heart was crossed, he also stood up, and left without saying a word.

The moment the door was closed, Biru burst into tears.

knew that he shouldn't be so willful just now, and he shouldn't have said it so strongly, but Biru just couldn't control her temper, in front of Shi Lei, it seemed that she wanted to do all kinds of things, as if only in this way could she prove that Shi Lei really put himself in his heart - only by putting himself in his heart can he have a story behind him, isn't it?

But at the point in front of her, Biru only felt uncomfortable in her heart.

"Actually, you don't have to follow me back to the palace this time."

I don't know when, Jing Yuan also came to the courtyard, holding a thick coat in his hand, and gently draped it on Biru's body.

Biru raised her head with teary eyes, sobbed for a while, the wind blew, and she shivered, and only then did she feel the fierceness of the cold wind.

"Princess Lao is concerned."

Biru woke up and looked at Jing Yuan with some embarrassment: "It's nothing, if the slave and maid are not with the princess at this time, what kind of slave is the slave?" In the heart of the slave, the princess is the most important person in the world, more important than Shi Lei, more important than the slave and the maid herself, and even more important than the queen mother and the emperor. ”

The last words, Bi Ru said loudly.

Jing Yuan's nose was sour, and suddenly a line of tears fell.

From the previous life to this life, Biru has always guarded herself so silently, but looking back on herself, what did she bring to Biru?

The reverence of the great palace maid?

But no matter how respectful she is, she is just a palace maid, where can she compare to marrying someone Biru likes, staying together for a lifetime, and having children?

"Princess, don't dare to go with the slave, slave, even if the slave dies, you have to go back to the palace with the princess!"

Seeing Jing Yuan's flickering gaze, Bi Ru was suddenly shocked, knelt down, and was about to kowtow to Jing Yuan.

"Oh, what are you doing, get up!"

Jing Yuan was also startled, and hurriedly helped Biru up: "I just think that you have been with me for so many years, and I also hope that you can have a good home...... You've already lost your life with me, and this time I finally met someone who was in love, I'm afraid that if you miss it, you'll really regret it later......"

"What can be thrown away is not mine, belongs to me, no matter how I lose it, I can't lose it."

Biru stood up and looked at Jing Yuan with a firm face: "Besides, the slave maid has already said that in the slave maid's heart, the princess is the most important!" I can't see the princess turn around, I can't see the eldest prince recovering, slave maid, slave maid will never leave! ”

Hearing Bi Ru mention Cheng'er, Jing Yuan's heart also froze slightly, sighed, and then pulled Bi Ru back to the house step by step.

As soon as I entered the house, I felt a warm air rushing to my face, which made people feel very comfortable at once.

"Okay, hurry up and get water, wash up and sleep, I have to hurry tomorrow morning......"

Jing Yuan took a deep breath, turned his head and gave Bi Ru a smile: "Bi Ru, although you are nominally a palace maid, in my heart, I have long regarded you as my sister, the kind that is closer than Jing Yi...... No matter when, if you want to leave, as long as you say a word, I will definitely arrange it for you, because I also hope to see you happy. ”

Bi Ru, who had already calmed down, heard this, her nose was sour again, and she whispered, and then hurriedly went to the kitchen to boil water, for fear that Jing Yuan would see the tears on her cheeks again.

Taking advantage of this time, Jing Yuan also sat on the kang and thought about his own thoughts.

He...... After all, I didn't come tonight.

In fact, this is expected, after all, if he doesn't come, it means that he may really go to find Xiaoyao for Cheng'er, but if he comes, he will not be able to find Xiaoyao.

But knowing that this is an established fact, why do you still feel uncomfortable in your heart?

Jing Yuan had to admit that the quarrel between Shi Lei and Biru just now, and even threatened to break up, was the act of hoping that Biru could stay, which made Jing Yuan feel extremely envious.

Murong Yichen is always so calm, he can always stand on the commanding heights to analyze the pros and cons and make the best choice, although every time Jing Yuan admits that his decision is right, but in Jing Yuan's heart, there are more or less regrets.

Being able to be sensible, does it mean that you don't like it enough?

If you really like it, how can you endure such a long wait?

Thinking of this, Jing Yuan's heart was sour again.

"Jing Yuan, Jing Yuan, what time has it been now, why are you so discouraged?"

Because Fang Cai inadvertently made an assumption in his heart, if Murong Yichen was both soft and hard, begging him to stay, it was possible that he would really stay, so it seemed that he was really far worse than Biru.

"Cheng'er, Cheng'er, you must fight for your strength, because now you are your mother's only hope, only if you are safe and healthy, your mother feels that all this effort is worth it......"

His mouth continued to mumble, looking at the cold moonlight outside the window, Jing Yuan's heart also flew back to the palace.

Nothing was said all night.

It's just that when the second day was cleaned up and ready to leave for the palace, Baijiazhuang suddenly boiled, and the noise was so loud that it even alarmed Jingyuan and Biru.

"Let's see, what's going on out there?"